Fall In Love

Hello, my name is Ryan Adipurnomo, usually called Ryan, I study at a private vocational school in Jakarta which is not far from where I live. Today is the day when I first entered school as a private vocational high school student who is currently attending the school. My vocational school is not a vocational school filled with male students, but there are also many women who enter my school because my school provides majors for female students.

The day where the first time after undergoing various tests that I have passed to enter this school. At that time in the morning around 7 o'clock my school used to hold a morning ceremony which is usually done by other schools. In the middle of the ceremony there was a session where the principal said a few words to the new students who had entered this school. Not long after the event ended and the other students went everywhere, looking for irregular classes and so did I. But at that time I saw the figure of a tall, white woman with a big smile that made me also like her smile. But soon I lost track of him because so many people were passing by around us.

After that I looked for the class that had been determined and looked for a seat that was right for me, for a moment I thought of what I saw in the field after the ceremony was over. The class introduction was finished and soon the school went home because it was only an introduction to the school environment. When I got home, I cleaned up and ate after that I rested in my room. And in the room, I can only hold my cellphone and always remember what happened this morning.

when I was in my room and holding my cellphone, I became curious who this person really was and I looked for him on social media. whether it's from Instagram, Twitter, or Facebook. because my curiosity about him is very big who is the person who has made me curious to this extent. when I searched I couldn't find him on all the social media I was looking for, I looked for him late at night because of my very big curiosity. until at 12 o'clock at night I stopped looking for uncertain things like that and instead I started playing my game, pubg mobile which was booming along with mobile legend. although my friends mostly play mobile legends I prefer to play pubg mobile games with satria and rio. Yes, even though I'm not good at it, at least I can release my curiosity about that woman. I played pubg with satria and Rio and we also never won once because every time we played together we were never serious in playing whether it was because we were not good at it or indeed the enemy was difficult.

I have passed game by game with Knight and Rio while playing PUBG Mobile. but sometimes I still think about that woman because she is very very very attractive to me. I want to ask Rio and Satria but I don't think it's time for me to tell them that I'm currently in love with someone in my new school. because I know when I tell them about this person they will just make fun of me and laugh because this time I'm in love with that person. because they know I've never liked women since junior high, at least it's just a friend, maybe not a good friend.

I used to have good female friends and were quite close to me but we were never close in person for the purpose of dating each other. we are just friends or friends or friends at school, but we rarely interact at school, we interact more via chat what'sapp or Instagram. many people think we are dating even though we are just ordinary friends to the point that I am matched by a classmate because of our closeness like that. even though this friend of mine already has a boyfriend and that's why he always confides in me about his girlfriend, I don't understand how to respond to dating problems but as best I can give advice on the problems that my friend is experiencing. whether he tells about he is in a bad mood or is angry with his girlfriend or is happy because of something his girlfriend has done.

especially when he broke up because he and his girlfriend had problems and ended up breaking up. My friend cried because he was left by the person he loves. he told the incident of his break up until the problem was gasping for breath, even though I didn't know what he was talking about but at least I heard him tell the story until it was finished. until that made him relieved and finally stopped for a moment because I had heard him tell his story. I want to calm him down but I don't know what to do. but finally he calmed down himself because he knew that when someone came to see us he could definitely make us happy and disappointed then every time there was a meeting there must be a separation and finally my friend he separated from his girlfriend even though my friend had not been able to forgive his girlfriend's departure but At least he can calm down and not cry anymore now. my friend always has a lot of stock of guys to be close to her because my friend is really beautiful so after she broke up with her boyfriend, she must be close to other people for about 1 month she can already be close to others.

My friends always offer their friends to me whether it's class Kaka, class Ade, or those of my class. he once offered his friend to me if I'm not mistaken he was 1 year above me when I was in 2nd grade junior high school. I refused his offer because I was still not interested in dating because dating in my opinion was very complicated and hurt myself what's more, with my ordinary look, I must have approached women, I'm not smart, I'm not good at music, I'm not good at sports, that's why I'm not confident when approaching women

After I play games with satrio

until the morning around 4 am I sleep and I hope that tomorrow I can meet the woman and get acquainted with her.