chapter 9

Xander

I'll never be yours Xander you don't know what a mate is.....

I'll never be yours Xander you don't know what a mate...

I'll never be yours Xander

I'll never be yours Xander

I'll never be yours, Xander.

I broke hearing those words I bent down on my knees and let out a loud howl

"We lost our mate" my wolf whimpered

"you made me lose my mate" my wolf was whining

I let tears slip down my face I lost my mate because of my stupidity I have no one to blame but myself I fucked up. I don't know what I'll do without my mate.

Human! this one word made me lose my head and mate, I think it's true you value something, only when you lose it, and I have lost everything!

3 days have passed and still nothing about her, my wolf is roaming, in the back of my head like a caged beast, if soon we do not find her he might abandon me.

"There is no might, you stupid human, yes human, because that's what you will be too, without me!" he sneered

Well, would it matter when my mate has already abandoned me?

"you pushed her! till she was forced to abandon you! you are the useless one without her, we cannot survive without our mates! while she would find another partner!"

I could feel the anger rising in me "she can't" I shouted

I banged the desk in my office breaking it into two

"Alpha Alpha!" Jake shouted barging into my room he was looking worried

"go away, Jake!" I don't care about anything I just lost my mate my beautiful mate because I was a jerk, and now.... what if she goes with someone else?

"But Alpha its the luna-"

Luna, my life! oh god what happened to her

"what happened, what happened to her, I swear to god if she is hurt -"

"alpha she ran in the jungle we tried to stop her but she seemed very upset and alpha some of our trackers are still able to detect rogues and- " he said

Shit shit shit!rogues!life!luna! My mate is in danger

I didn't let him finish I went behind my mate I'll protect her I'll beg for her forgiveness I'll do anything for her I love her oh shit I love her! I'll not let anything happen to my mate!

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Life

I ran from the castle who the hell that alpha demon thinks of himself I hate him I hate that guy! I'll never accept him!

it has been 3 days and I am still not able to leave this blasted place, where is this exactly? and where is the highway? or for the love of god civilization!

the place seemed eerie

"hello, cupcake going somewhere? "

I turned around to find the source of the voice

The guy who was standing there was smirking at me he had pale skin beautiful ice blue eyes and jet black hair with beautiful lips

"Who are you?"

He smirked in my direction

"common cupcake why don't we take a walk I'll tell you everything you wanna know "

"Who are you?" I asked again

He started walking towards me I started stepping back

He is extremely good looking but he is a creeper

"common cupcake come with me," he said in a melodious voice with glowing eyes

What the! Is he trying to hypnotize me?

That's when I heard a howl in the distance

"guess we have an unwanted guest," the creeper said sadly

He came towards me lightning fast and tilted my chin

"you are beautiful life I hope you make the right choice when the time comes" and he kissed my cheek softly and left

What was he talking about?

I was suddenly enveloped in strong arms

"Love, you are alright! thank god you are alright! " he whispered inhaling my neck

"let me go, Xander!" I tried to push him away but Damn he is strong

"I was so worried about you I thought I lost you, "he said kissing my neck

"Xander leave me!" I shouted like what is his problem

1-he doesn't want me because I am a human

2- he acts like I am the most precious thing in the world

I am done with his bipolar mood swings.

"I am so happy you are safe I thought I lost you I would never be able to live without you "

"I said leave! " and I pushed him with all my might

And then something happened that I never expected to

He went down on his knees and a single tear rolled down his cheeks

"I know I deserve it you rejected me but I love you! Life I'll love you more than anyone ever will please forgive me if you can " and with that, another tear fell

I don't know what to do he was a jerk to me but I can't see him like this I don't know maybe because of that stupid mate bond!

"I don't know Xander I don't know if I can " I whispered

"please just give me a chance to prove to you that I can be what you want from me please," he said with tears still shining in his eyes

I don't know why but I had to agree may be the love showing in his eyes or the sincerity of his words, he was a jerk but still, he did care for me in his own ways

"Okay"

He got up and spun me around in the air then hugged me quickly

"I'll be the best mate anyone ever had I promise! " and he kissed my forehead affectionately

I can still though hear the bluey whisper

"make the right choice "

What choice was he talking about?