My mouth hung opens as I look at the man standing in front of me. Blink once. Twice. Even in the shadows I can tell that his brows are ceasing. But he still looks so good. Damn, he is so hot. Wild thoughts began creeping inside my head just looking at his posture. The reference at the stories I read instantly makes me excited.
I should really ask for help. A while ago, I was slapping myself for not being tough. Now, what? I'm all excited and willing to do it. Such a bad attitude Fallon. But at least I have self-awareness.
I'm actually getting shy. I know I have looks, it's true. But right now, I felt so down. That feeling when you're insecure. The insecurity just oozes out and you're asking yourself if you are enough. He looks like he dated a lot of Victoria Secret Model, while I'm just a province girl. His standard looks like this building. So tall.
"Who is she Val?" his voice comes out husky and raspy. It sounded and felt cold, making my stomach churn. I snap out of my thoughts when Mr. Lim spoke.
"Could you kindly leave us for a minute, buttercup?" Mr. Lim said. I was dumbfounded for a second before mentally slapping myself and nodded at him.
I slowly close the door behind me, refusing to make any kinds of noise. I slanted on the door. Is there any bathroom around here? Surely there is. I wanna check my face if I look good or even decent. I was very conscious I wanted to look presentable and deserves the 100k+.
I'm having self-pity. Look Fallon, where is your self-worth? No money can replace your hymen. Your virginity, all your first time.
But seeing the look on his handsome face... Ugh! Will he even accept me?
5 minutes later, the door opened. Mr. Lim asks me to come in. "Enjoy your night," Mr. Lim said. My heart instantly wavers. That means the big boss and I will be alone? I swallowed the lump of my throat as I walk to where the big boss was.
Right now, he's leaning on his table, arms cross. I can see the bulge in his arms made. That's a real Adonis out there. I jump slightly when the door made a 'thump' sound as it closed. I'm shaking a bit, even though I tried to hide it so I won't come as nervous bitch but confident. It didn't end up quite as I was thinking.
"Come closer, Angel," again. I swallowed a huge lump on my throat. I step closer to him. The more that I step closer to him the more intense I get. "What's your name?" his voice was low and husky but sounds so clear.
"F-fallon..." I breathe. He came closer, my body stood there stiff. I can smell his manly cologne, a mint and alcohol. He was so tall that my eye level only reaches on his shoulder. His lips look so inviting. And his eyes... scream so much arrogance.
He took Mr. Lim's coat and tossed it somewhere making me shiver at the cold.
I whimper when I felt his hand touch my naked leg. My skin was so cold. One touch of his hand ignited my body. Is this how it felt to be touched by a guy? And a handsome one at that. It's so gentle.
What Fallon? You're being so judgy. If a guy is handsome and it's touching you he's called gentleman. But when an ugly one touches you, harassment? It felt so good. I almost moan. He lifted my chin making me meet his eyes.
His face came closer to my face, my lips parted. He gave me a kiss. His lip was so warm and hot. It was just a long peck, no movement just... met.
Hot. I feel so hot all of a sudden. It's like he presses something inside me waking up thousands of dead bolts. His lip is so sweet, so luscious and addictive. I want more.
It was my first time being kissed. Had I know that it would've felt this good... Hmm. I felt him break the kiss. And I was so dizzy from it I didn't get embarrassed when I chased his lips wanting for more.
I parted my lips wanting him to enter. I heard him chuckled. My face instantly boiled. Oh my gosh! Even though, my skin was so exposed right now. I couldn't help but sweat.
"Shall we go somewhere, hmm?" he asks. I don't know why but I nodded. So willingly that I received a mocking chuckle on his voice again. He took my hand. He had a big hand; I can see a lot of veins popping out. My hand feels so tiny against his.
We rode the elevator quietly. It was a bit awkward. Then he took me to his car. He open the door for me, my heart thudded so bad. My cheeks are burning. It was my first time riding on an expensive car. It smells so good. Goodness, I have so many first times tonight.
His eyes are on the road. Every 10 second I glimpse at his handsome face. I can't get over it. Now I wonder why he would hire a prostitute when in fact, girls can just run up to him. Without even spending money. 100+k. Where would you get that money in one day? I don't know about rich people but to me, it's a waste of money.
He stops when it was red light. I immediately look upfront, embarrassed to be caught be him looking at his handsome face. Dazzled?
"Pull your panties down," he said. He didn't even bother glancing up to me.