At The Age Of 13

Vampire eyes

Red=mad/angry

Dark Blue=sad/depressed

Blue=embarrassed

Any Shade Of Pink=The amount of love I have for the person I'm looking at and or thinking about

Gray=calm

Green=confused/awkward

Brown=normal

Black=about to kill

Orange=scared/worry

Gold=happy/excited

Dark Purple=hungry

Wolf eyes

Red=mad/angry

Blue=sad/depressed

Dark Blue=embarrassed

Pink=Any Shade Of the amount of love I have for the person I'm looking at and or thinking about

Gray=calm

Green=confused

Brown=normal

Dark Brown=about to kill

Orange=scared/worry

Yellow=happy/excited

Purple=awkward

Dark Purple=hungry

He'd only talk to himself then again to Roxy only a bit. One time he passed out because he wasn't eating or drinking and or sleeping at the time. When he did he had nightmares about his father Riley raping him in his sleep.

He's scared of her after what she did could you blame him? No one could not even Ronnie did. Roxy didn't either Roxy would hug him and he let her he was clinging to her. He was so scared after what Riley did.

When Ryder turned 13 Riley got custody over him. A few months later Ryder couldn't feel his butt he wasn't really talking or eating. He was sleeping but only a few hours. Riley would fuck him again.

His father is the reason why he's into pain. He never liked pain until he was whipped because Riley noticed that Ryder was on the phone with Roxy for an hour. It was past his bedtime and he had school the next day.

"What do you wanna do?" Roxy asked.

"I don't know I can't talk long." Ryder said they were on the phone.

"Riley?" Roxy asked.

"Yes." Ryder said.

"Let's not have you get in trouble again." Roxy said.

"Rather not because it hurt last time." Ryder said.

"What did he do?" Roxy asked.

"Nothing you should worry about." Ryder said.

"Why have you been in pain?" Roxy asked.

"Don't worry about it." Ryder said.

"Why not worry?" Roxy asked.

"It's nothing to worry about okay?" Ryder asked.

"Fine." Roxy said in defeat.

"I love you bestie." Ryder said.

"Love you too bestie." Roxy said.

He had to end the call sadly. That was only ten to fifteen minutes. Ryder was crying into his pillow because he really wanted to tell her but he couldn't. Riley went into his room naked rock hard.

Ryder knew what was gonna happen next. After that Riley went and took a shower. Ryder tried to get up to take a shower but fell. He can't keep living like this. Once Riley got back he helped Ryder into the shower.

He cleaned him and after that he carried him into his room and set him on his bed got him dressed as well. After that Riley kissed him. Ryder had no choice but to kiss back but he didn't want to.

"Dad I'm tired can we not?" Ryder asked.

"Sure but tomorrow morning." Riley said.

"Fine." Ryder said as he left and Ryder fell asleep.

Hours later in the morning. Riley went into his room naked rock hard. Ryder knew what was gonna happen next. After that Riley went and took a shower. Ryder tried to get up to take a shower but fell.

He can't keep living like this. Once Riley got back he helped Ryder into the shower. He cleaned him and after that he carried him into his room and set him on his bed got him dressed as well.

After that Riley kissed him. Ryder had no choice but to kiss back but he didn't want to. But they had an intense make out session. After that they did it again went to shower and yeah you get the gist.

They got dressed and Riley made food. After they ate Roxy knocked on the Rex's house hold door. She wanted to help cheer up Ryder because she knew he's hiding something. Riley opened the door and let her in.

He had a fake smile and then shut the door. Ryder fakes a smile and gets up then hugs her. Roxy hugs him back as she kissed his cheek. She got him his favorite things. She let go of the hug and dragged him to his room.

She grabbed a notebook and a pen then handed them to Ryder. Ryder wrote his thoughts down from day one at Riley's place. From when he was a kid when Olivia abused him verbally and mentally.

He wrote down when Riley started raping him. The date time everything how much it hurt. Why it hurt why he did it to. Riley did it because he likes Ryder that's why. Ryder wrote down that he likes Roxy but crossed it out.

He handed Roxy the notebook crying. Wanting nothing to do with it. She read everything that he wrote then hugged him after. She stroked his hair and shushed him. He let her crying harder.

"He's gonna hurt me because you know..." Ryder said.

"Did you tell Ronnie?" Roxy asked.

"I can't Riley said not to." Ryder said.

"What would he do?" Roxy asked.

"Either hurt him or **** me." Ryder said.

"What about both?" Roxy asked.

"Please don't tell him." Ryder pleaded.

"I promise I won't tell him." Roxy said.

"Better promise." Ryder said as he stopped crying.

"I love you bestie." Roxy said.

"Love you too bestie." Ryder said.

"Love you more Ry." Roxy said.

"You sure?" Ryder asked.

"Positive." Roxy said.

"So your gonna have pups?" Ryder asked.

"Not that type of positive dork." Roxy said giggling.

"Aw you sure?" Ryder asked pouting,

"Yes I'm sure." Roxy said smiling.

"Okay Rox." Ryder said.

"Okay Ry." Roxy said as the hug ended.

She kissed his cheek and they went out to the park as they remember when they were here last. She was on one of the swings. He pushes her and she lets him after that they went to the slide and remembered the good old days.

"I want to claim you, your heat is driving me crazy Rox." Ryder said.

"Really???" Roxy asked.

"Yes Rox it is." Ryder said.

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