WHO ARE YOU REALLY, Sunshine?

Prisha came to talk with me and she is my cousin. She has a lot of confidence, is very talented, and is also extremely attractive. .

We were both born in May, 16 days apart. She is my youngest cousin, so I am the older one, but because I am so much shorter than she is, everyone always thinks she's the older one.

She called me and asked some questions.

Even though you no longer had true friends, PRISHA believes that there is still a problem.

ME: WHAT IS THAT?

PRISHA: You had no boyfriend, my sister!

ME: NOT THIS TOPIC, I say.

PRISHA: I always wonder if you have a crush or have had a previous relationship, sister.

ME: Why do you have doubts?

PRISHA: Because you consistently fail to show interest in things and because you constantly criticize boys.

ME: It's true that boys can be filthy, but I'm not referring to him.

PRISHA: WHAT DO YOU MEAN, HE, MY SISTER?

ME: I do have a tale to tell about the girl who waited for his approval.

PRISHA: Hmm, interesting. Tell me more, please.

I'm completely to blame for not enjoying my school days when I was in the eighth grade.

Compared to my friends, I had a pretty difficult childhood. Who will like and love me, I wondered! Up until I met him, I was focused on my work and rarely grinned in eighth grade.

PRISHA: Get to the point.

ME: Wait a minute, dude;

my parents are planning to visit my brother, who is in a dorm, on Sunday. Even though I don't like to go with them, it still became my favorite memory. .

On Sunday, my brother's favorite honey cake was brought by my dad, and my mom had packed some clothes and snacks for him.

and I enter the car, wondering and staring at the people outside while maintaining a silent gaze.

DAD: When speaking to your brother, try not to act in this manner.

ME: hmm.

MOM: Why are you always so emotionless? If you can't, we won't be able to comprehend.

ME: All right! Talk comes to an end.

After arriving at the school, we called my brother on the phone and are now waiting to see him.

I'm unsure whether this market is actually crowded with a large number of people.

My brother and his friend joined , and we sat in the garden.

MY BROTHER: Were they compelled to see me?

ME: YAY.

DAD: No, she cried alongside me when I saw you.

ME: I'm questioning why he lied internally.

BROTHER: Why are you so frightful and unfriendly?

YOU: Mind your own business. Before I see him, I got bored with the cake-eating, talking, and complimenting and I regret coming here.

I'm also keeping watch around the school and the gardens. As I listen to people talk, I noticed one boy band laughing too loudly and turned my attention to them. My eyes became bright and my heartbeat accelerated as I watched them with a fixed gaze on one boy. and I'm happy to see him grinning, which makes me smile over him. I haven't grinned in weeks, but when I do, it's with that boy in mind. I tried not to see him, but my mind kept asking me, "Did he notice you?" when suddenly he turned and ran in our direction, and I started blushing. or . Did he notice you blushing in his presence? I hid somewhere to avoid him, but when he arrived, he spoke with the friend of my brother before they left.

My eyes remained fixed on his back the entire time as I continued to look for him. Internally, I wonder when he'll return.

WHO ARE YOU SEEKING, BROTHER?

ME: nothin'.

why am I acting so foolishly?

Did I fall in love with him?

a reason why I'm considering him?

Why am I smiling while he is smiling?

why do I like that person so much?

These thoughts keep coming to mind. After hearing about him, I bid my brother farewell.

My brother then asked my father if he would be available to support him when he had his public examination two months later.

I will come, yes, Dad.

ME: Count me in. I was intrigued to see him once more. Ahhhhh come on, Manaha, what happened to you? why did you promise to visit your brother but fail to do so? .

PRISHA: I think you understated how you felt when you saw him. What word comes to mind when you think of him?

I said, "SUNSHINE.".

What does sunshine mean, sister?

ME: I thought of him as my sunshine, brightening my life.

PRISHA: Hey, you sound pretty serious, but I can tell this is funny!

ME: I hope this isn't funny, but I'm afraid it might be.

and as we started to head back to our house, I was looking at the place and praying to God that this would be the last time I would see him. I didn't see him again, but I've been thinking about him ever since, grinning foolishly, and picturing his smile. I kept on thinking about him for hours, even though I had no idea what had happened to me, what was wrong with me, or why I was constantly thinking about him. I didn't even pay attention during class or other people's conversations.

Why am I considering him once more?

Is this a love affair? or . Is this a crush?

and I'm pretty sure I have a major crush on him.

My dad came to me and said, "We're going to see your brother and I'm so excited to see him."

My brother's public exams for the 10th grade will begin tomorrow. not my brother, yuck, by him.

I couldn't sleep because I was praying to see him again and thinking about him, so I woke up early and got ready.

DAD: Why did you get up so early?

ME: You mentioned that we were going to see my brother.

DAD: You do seem a little different today, though.

ME: I slept well. My eyes were moving quickly and eagerly as I waited to see my brother when we first arrived at the school after they had finished their exams and were returning to the school.

However, I did not see him that day. For the first time in my life, I felt bad, and I kept placing the blame on myself.

If you keep thinking about him and harbor hurt feelings, my brain is telling you to just let them go. If you really care about him, destiny will bring you both together.

I accepted the truth and went home, but I didn't forget my initial impression of him. I'm watching the boys, but I'm still thinking about him. with the idea that he is different from others! .

My brother, who was also my crush, graduated from the tenth grade, but I still haven't seen him.

Fighting, annoying dominance started as soon as my brother got home.

When my brother and his friends used to make video calls, I would always peek to see who they were. to see whether my crush is there.

PRISHA: You'd better do a social media search to find him!

ME: There is just one issue.

WHAT IS THAT, MY SISTER?

ME: I don't know what his name is.

PRISHA: How come you don't even know his name but you're crushing on him?

ME: Haha, even I'm not sure of the solution.

I had an idea while considering how to see him again.

I need some information from you, brother.

MY BROTHER: What is that?

ME: Do you know this taller than I am, attractive man with a beaming smile? BROTHER: What are you up to?

Do you know any friends who have the same qualities as you?

Why do you despise him, though?

ME: You have a stupid brain, you won't get it.

had the idea to check Facebook. I knew I didn't know him, but I wasn't going to give up looking for him. I looked through all of my brother's friends list, but I still couldn't find him. Then, all of a sudden, one account popped up on my screen with a group photo. I immediately searched for him there.

I've located him at last, hu!

Why are you shouting, mom?

ME: Give me a hug, mama, I'm so happy. What's going on, kid?

I am, I'm sure.

BUT, MOM, you're crying.

ME: Ma, those are only joyful tears.

I invited him to be my friend.

PRISHA: My girl, what's his name?

ME: NEYHAN, which means handsome and beautiful.

You correctly identified him, so what will you do next?

ME: I don't know, but I'll play a song from the movie Kirrak Party called "NEELO NINNU" right now.