I'M THERE ALWAYS WITH YOU.

letting go of the past and forgetting my suffering. I'm ready to relocate for my new life and am eager to meet my prospective roommates and friends.

I'm eager to explore the city and go on adventures, hangouts, and studies. I'm glad I moved to a new state and have been able to learn new languages and cultures.

Finally, I was able to comprehend the other person's viewpoint and way of thinking. I grew more mature, became overly composed, handled the situation with ease, and developed too much strength.

We grew close, and Agatha quickly brought me the greatest happiness. I want our friendship to last a lifetime.

AGATHA: Hey, why did you get so full?

ME: You mean me?

AGATHA: You say it with a smile on your face.

ME: No, just being.

AGATHA: Share with me.

Following her words, I kept thinking, "Share with me.".

In the past, no one really paid attention to my emotions, and no one ever questioned why I was depressed.

They only see me as the issue, so they will ask me, "What's wrong with you? " while hoping I won't feel their emotions toward them.

When Agatha questioned me, I had the warm feeling that she genuinely cared about me.

After chatting with her for a while, I finally laughed.

Ever felt by yourself?

I DiD.

Every night I felt lonely and depressed and I used to think I was just being foolish.

but one thing makes a difference. Music helps me transform my sadness into happiness and makes me a more active person. It was present in all of my feelings. haha.

Every single day and night, I need music. If I'm sad, happy, or angry, I need music. The conversation was avoided with some success. Having said "I'll heal you," it was helpful.

I once prepared to go to my hostel's terrace, where I used to listen to music every night. Agatha was acting very dejected when I saw her, and I didn't talk to her because I wanted to give her space. When I next saw Agatha, she was still sitting in a corner and thinking. I went and inquired what happened.

Agatha talked about her roommates and how they treat her. it made me feel bad. I said nothing would happen, and I gave her the confidence to say that. Agatha grinned and engaged me in conversation for 30 minutes.

As she going to her room, she said good-bye. I gave her a wave before carrying on. When Agatha returned, she said. It's already after two o clock get some sleep; don't stay any longer.

ME: Yes, I will; I'll be here in ten minutes.

She is the one who genuinely cared about you, my heart is screaming.

Have you ever felt the emotion when you realize someone truly loves and cares about you?

I didn't really feel that emotion, but I did after she came into my life. Being reminded of someone who loved you is very beneficial. No matter what you did, it gives you unconditional support, trust, and warm feelings. Thank you Agatha for considering me.

To visit my parents, who were missing me, I returned home a short while later. I was bored at home and refused to leave my neighborhood because being alone inside kills me every time.

Whenever I'm feeling down, my grandfather always stays with me, plays with me, and tells me stories. He's my world and my love. My brother says he's going to university, while my parents are going to the office. My grandfather and I once shared a house. We used to share meals, laugh together, and fight over changing the channels. He always leads the way and will stand by my side to guard me. One day, I checked the WhatsApp messages on my phone. In my hostel's girls' group, birthday wishes have been shared. I just realized today is Agatha's birthday.

I am the bad person because I forgot her birthday. She was genuinely concerned about me, but I couldn't even recall her birthday. I'm at fault. I sent her a text saying, "Happy birthday, Agatha!". After a moment, she responded.

AGATHA: Hello, thank you, and how are things?

ME: I'm sorry I couldn't celebrate your birthday with you when I came home. AGATHA: Hey, don't worry, we can have a party later.

ME: OK, fine. I missed her so much and wished I could spend the day with her. I had a great time on my vacation, and when I got back to the hostel, I decided to celebrate Agatha's birthday. I called my roommate and asked if she was in the hostel. My roommate confirmed that she was there after checking.

ME: Please stay with her; I'll be at the hostel in 10 minutes with cake.

Yes, okay, come, my roommate replied.

She was surprised when I brought her cake. I wasn't prepared for her to start crying. Since no one had ever given me a hug as tight as hers, I was delighted. She was expressing her feelings honestly, and I knew this.

PRISHA:How did you find out that?

ME: I think that when someone cries for another person, it shows that they are truly in love with that person.

PRISHA: Oh.

ME: Some people pretend to cry but don't actually feel anything.