Chapter 6

With my jeans unbuttoned and my cock peeping out through the top I carried her half naked form into our room and placed her in the middle of the bed. She wrestled my pants the rest of the way down and off before swallowing half of my length. “Shit babe take it easy.” She was heated up from having her pussy eaten for so long and now it seemed all her inhibitions were gone. Thank fuck.

I combed my fingers through her hair as she sucked my cock hard. She was a sight with her skirt up around her middle, legs spread as she laid back and let me fuck her mouth. “I don’t want to cum in your mouth babe. I want this shot to go deep. You ready?” she nodded her head yes but I saw the hint of fear return to her eyes.

“Don’t worry baby I’ll go slow, you don’t have to take my whole length this first time okay.” She nodded and held put her arms for me. After pulling the skirt all the way off of her I dropped between her thighs and lifted her ass. We both watched as my cock sought entrance into her. It took a few tries since I wasn’t using my hands but eventually my boy hit the mark.

“You with me?” Her breathing was choppy and she was biting the fuck out of her lip. I stopped all movement and looked down at her. “Babe I’m not going to hurt you just relax for me okay.” I held still while taking her lips once again, using soothing motions of my hands to calm her.

When I felt her give a little I eased a little more of my cock into her. She was a tight fit just as I’d expected, but it was only as I pulled back and thrust forward harder that I understood her hesitance. I had my eyes on the place where we were connected so I saw the blood that surrounded my meat before my mind registered what the barrier inside her meant. “What the fuck?” I stopped my forward stroke and looked down at her in shock.

“I thought you said you were twenty seven years old?” Her answer was a shrug and a twist of her hips. “Don’t stop now, I was just getting into it.” She pulled my mouth down to hers, I guess to put an end to the questions. It didn’t take me long to shelve them for later and get back to the business at hand though my mind was working overtime.

I remember feeling like my heart would bust wide open from all the shit that was going on inside. Things were obviously changed now with this new development. Though I’d pretty much made up my mind about us already, this sealed the deal completely. In my thirty-five years I’d never had a virgin, never expected at this late date to find one. There was no way in hell I was ever letting her go.

I had to change up then and there in the middle of my strokes. There was no way I could feed her all of me this first time without doing some kind of damage. No wonder she was scared, she’d had my length in her mouth and hands, she had to know with her small stature that there might be a problem getting all of me in there.

I used my hand to hold the last three and a half inches outside of her. She had a hard time taking eight inches but she held on while I sweated it out over her, trying my best not to pound into her the way I wanted to. I had to keep her body primed and since I fucking hate artificial lubrication I had to use my hands and mouth.

Every time she ran into trouble and her body seized up, I pulled out and tongue fucked her until she was nice and wet again. I used my fingers to widen her and kept her in a high state of arousal before easing my cock back into her. We were finally able to get into a groove when I was sure I wasn’t hurting her and her sighs and moans told me she was enjoying herself.

It wasn’t the most comfortable thing in the world fucking with my hand between us and I decided then and there to get a cock ring. That ought to do the job until I had coached her body to take all of me.

I took her three times that night and could’ve gone for more, but I knew I would do more damage than good if I kept after her.

That night was the beginning of our life together. It was sometimes good, sometimes trying but it was us.

We came from two different worlds, she was a classy Vanderbilt grad with a family of wealth behind her, I was an ex cop turned MC leader. Let’s just say her folks were not amused. There was talk of disowning her in the beginning, which I couldn’t really do anything about. Their money was theirs to do whatever the fuck they wanted.

What I did do was call a meet with her father and the one brother who was being a hard ass. I had one thing and one thing only to say to them that day and that was that if anything they did brought her pain I would seriously fuck their shit up. Needless to say the threats had stopped after that, and though there hadn’t been a rush to acceptance, things had evened out eventually.

I guess when you tell a woman’s family that she wasn’t going anywhere so they’d better figure out how the fuck they were going to deal with the loss of their family member it kinda put things in perspective for them. Our relationship has been going gangbusters ever since then.

She played a big part in what I did with the crew these days, which makes life easier. With the hours I sometimes keep it would’ve been hard if she weren’t onboard, something else I had no experience with. I’d learned my lesson from my first go round and fair or not Lily bore the brunt of that shit. There were just some things that I wasn’t willing to put up with in our relationship and she had to figure out how the fuck to deal with my demands.

So far she’d been keeping up so I guess it was all good. Though sometimes she gave me shit for putting another female’s shit on her shoulders. She knew that I took a hard line when it came to her because of the shit my ex had pulled and that I was not willing to walk that path again. Not that I expected her ass to cheat, but I was of the mindset that prevention was better than cure.

I’d let her know what was and wasn’t acceptable behavior, she had a list because I was looking for any missteps. It might’ve seemed like overkill but like I’d warned her when I gave her that list. It beat me strangling the fuck out of her at some point in the future if she fucked up. Not for nothing but being cheated on left a bad fucking taste in my mouth. Not that I thought the lack was in me, I knew it was all on my ex, she chose to spread for someone else. Still as a man it fucked with m head for a minute. Had I cared one fuck about her at that point I probably would’ve done more than just walked away.

With Lily I know shit would be different. When I first told her I’d kill her ass and bury her in a field somewhere if she fucked me over she laughed it off. When I didn’t join in she’d caught on real quick. “You wouldn’t really do that right? You can’t be serious.”

“Babe, I told you a little bit about my past with my ex, what makes you think that I’d put myself through that shit a second time? You have no reason to fear unless you plan on fucking around on me at which point you’ve already been warned of the consequences.”

That had been one of many conversations that I was sure made her want to run for the hills but she stayed and eventually she got used to me, and my ways. She knew she was safe with me, that I would protect her with my last breath. But she also knew that there would be dire consequences if she fucked up.

The only other issue we had was over money. She made good money at her practice and had an independent streak a mile wide. That didn’t really fit into my ideal so we butted heads there for a hot minute until she figured out she could have more fun playing the market with her money than arguing with me about it.

I liked knowing that when my woman put on something new that it was my money that had bought it. Or when she went out with her girls it was her man footing the bill. She got around that shit by spoiling my kid but that was okay. As long as I got my way we were cool.

I had to put her out of my mind and focus on the shit I had to do tonight. It had been a few weeks since we’d started on this particular job and things were coming to a head soon. Shit had gone down that I wasn’t too pleased about and I knew from experience that coming into the stretch usually put assholes in a panic and made them do stupid shit.