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With another woman and an illegitimate child between them, how could he expect her to forgive him and maintain their marriage?

Bai Luyun couldn't understand her husband at all.

After leaving the house, Han Yuheng walked aimlessly. When he arrived at the abandoned granary, he thought about the time he spent with those women. 

At that time, he was enjoying it and was immersed in pleasures. But when his mind cleared, he only felt disgusted and angry. He even hated himself being controlled and could do nothing. 

If his will had been stronger, he would not have been controlled. He wouldn't have had a relationship with that woman and would not have had an illegitimate child.

But, it's too late now. Even if he was no longer controlled by those invisible hands, he could not stop his wife from hating him or leaving him.