Chapter 13

I knew that I will have to go in sooner or later nonetheless, and I had no alternative.

Just as much as I was so not ready to go in I ended up making a hard-boiled decision not caring whether it was a good choice or otherwise, I opened the door and thankfully she wasn't in there. 

My head buzzed with warning as soon as set my feet in there and I knew something was very wrong, maliciously, suspiciously, deadbeat wrong, I felt the sweat on my head , I knew was nervous.

The office was a little too messy which was so unlike her and on top of the table there was an open envelope which wasn't there when I left, It was black written in red coloured ink, I approached it slowly and grabbed it, There was a few but threatening words written on the letter inside it,

'If you don't let go of her I'll show what you are to the entire world '

No sender name, no address either. But one thing was clear someone is blackmailing her. threatening little Lara by using something or someone else to be exactly. I know she wouldn't tell me even if I asked so I headed back to secretary park's office, I didn't even knock when I bugged in,

" You have to see this "

I throw a letter on the table, and she sighed heavily after reading it, she looked at me for a moment and smiled a little " Just do what's brought you here, This, this latter here is none of your concern " she insisted without even a hint of hesitation.

" She might be in danger, I might be in danger and you are saying that this has nothing to do with me? " I shouted, maybe it was a little bit louder because the way she glared at me made me take a few steps back, she wasn't normal.

I got out of the office running while holding back my tears, no body was normal here, I run until I was in Lara's office and locked the door before slumping down helplessly. Her cheerful past flashed right before my eyes and something inside me was clashing,

That day ten years ago when I decided to leave was nothing compared to this, I thought If I wasn't there in her life she will be happier, I was told I'm cutting off her wings and without me, she will fly freely from the west to the entire world, she will conquer it.

Looking back it wasn't my fault but It still was, all I wanted was for her to be happy and be normal, I was told she will be fine but what is this lord!?

My body was hugging the door as I continue crying, sobbing and all sort of things that a depressed adult will do. I walked slowly to the other side of the office as I wiped down my tears, My eyes landed on a perfect view of York City that caught my attention the moment I stepped onto this office for the first time,

My first impression wasn't that great but now that I think about it, I didn't hate it that much either except for that sick part. I rolled my eyes and looked around the luxurious office that might have cost her millions of dollars,

What happened in that short amount of time to change her to a completely different person was still mysterious to me and my curious self with all the regret I had wouldn't let me live in peace, As I was still into it I remembered some unpleasant moments from the past.

It was a month after I left home, I was an 18-year-old fool who just arrived on the streets. A runaway teen in the street of Las Vegas, alone and broke but as you know there are a lot of good people on Earth, and I mean it when I say there are a lot of them,

" Little girl! We have a home for runways like you, there is a roof and food and you will have friends to play with "

One pretty lady reached out to me. I was starving, I was thirsty, and I thought I was going to die when she came to me like a messiah, I grabbed that opportunity, and I followed her without a doubt but as you know nothing is entirely free,

The next time I open my eyes I was on a slave auction, I didn't even know it exists in this era, But there I was, tied up, and still not fed, I roamed there for the whole week until some mysterious person bought me and I was sent to a military right away. Not knowing their intentions.

I don't know who was it and why they did it but I was thankful I was able to start a new life until everything started to crumble right before my eyes. My life was never nice nor too bad but I was living, just living like everybody else,

Waking up, eating, shitting, sleeping and repeating.

" I wonder what that person was thinking "

My eyes looked at my blurry reflection on the glass, I watched as how my body grew up to be this tall and healthy, I looked into my heart and see how better I am compared to what Lara was going through,

I found myself reaching up to my phone and calling secretary park who was just a few meters away from me, After a few seconds she picked up and cleared her throat " What do I have to do to satisfy her? "

The question escaped my mouth, and this time I was sure about it, even if my life was hard there was always someone to give me a hand, even if there were ninety-nine bad guys in the room there was always that one person who came to rescue me,

I was never alone but she seems to be.

" Are you willing to do anything for her, Are you sure? "

" Yeah! Where is she? What am I supposed to do? "

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I was in the car with Lara's driver. Uncle Roger. heading back home. Secretary Park said Lara wanted to go home early, It wasn't usual so I was worried until I heard that she always gets sick every the last two days of the month. she didn't tell me a lot but it was something about her past trauma, 

The drive that seemed long to me finally comes to an end and I was standing in front of the back entrance of the penthouse, I was informed that she will be in the last room on the third floor ' The one I mistook for mine the last time I passed out '. So I headed to my room first, which was on the second floor and take a quick shower,

Because it was already late there were only the two of us on both floors I didn't see the need to dress up when I'm going to take them off anyway. I walked slowly, climbing one stair after another until I was on the third floor,

My hands were hugging my naked boobs with my gaze focusing straight ahead, as I was getting closer and closer I started to hear a weird sound but I didn't stop, I keep walking and just like the other day the door wasn't locked,

I pushed a little and it all opened wide, my eyes landed on Lara who was on the ground shirtless, on her hand there was a huge and long whip-like that from her office, I walked a bit closer and my legs started to shake drastically,

Her back was ruined, It was covered with blood and wounds all over, I was terrified but I didn't stop, I crawled until I reached her, I touched her back and the wounds were real, she was torturing herself to this extent, but why?

Again, tears started to flow down my cheeks as I hugged her from the back, Just by the sight of it I could feel her pain, I felt something piercing my organs with a blunt knife,

I wrapped my hands around her as I repeated mumbled" Sorry " Again and again. " You can use me whatever you want just don't do this yourself, please "

I begged as I crawled all four and held her legs, I was on my knees sobbing, It was better if it was me, It hurts me like hell when she is in pain, sadistic or not I will make sure to bring her back her old cheerful self,

" Kay! Are you really going to help me? " It was a calm and angelic voice I haven't heard for years, I raised my head and my eyes met hers, we looked at each other and a faint smile appeared on her face revealing the saintly dimple on her left cheek,

" I'll do anything for you, Anything for you " I meekly said as I touched her face tears were flowing down my eyes like a river. My Lara. MY LOVE.