I hate my life(II)

Wanwan opened her eyes and looked at tingxaio faces.

Her head was in a daze. She was drunk.

"You.....devil Lu Tingxiao" wanwan said in an offended voice

''Hm..." His voice was cold and he didn't seem to be angry.

Wanwan thought that he will be angry at her action but the scene was opposite to her plan.

She was in deep thought before questioning tingxaio,''Am I that unworthy?"

Tingxaio was shocked by her question. He really doesn't understand her question? What makes her think that she was unworthy?

'Because he was late on the first date?'

''Do you tingxaio why I agree to start with you? Why I want to give chance to our relationship?" Her expression was grave when she spoke.

Tingxaio suddenly braked his car in the clear road. He looked at her face. His look was cold was cold as usual. she clears her thought before continuing.

-Is she going to reveal her truth? What will tingxaio do after hearing the truth? Is he going to freeze her freedom?

''Tingxaio I love my parents more than my life, My family, and my parents always put son before daughter." she twists her mouth before saying anything else

''I know they love me but,...not as much as my brother. He was the first priority of my parent. We were a sibling from the same parents but he always gets what he wants.''

She looked at the man who was listening to her carefully and not complaining about her anything.

"i...don't want any money, property or heredity of xing family. I just...want their time and love. I want them to ask if I have any will or I am sad about anything. Tingxaio do you know when I heard

that my brother died, I was...."

she paused for a moment. There was a tear in her eye.

"I was sad because he was my brother. We share the same blood. When I returned back to China after his death. My parents...really start to think about me because now I was their only one child. when my father starts to depend on me I was....really happy. I was....happy that my brother die...."

She starts to cry. she cried for a few minutes. Tingxaio pulls her into his embrace. slowly she calmed down before continuing her talk.

''Actually, I am a really bad person who was happy that her brother die. When you told that my family got bankrupt because of brother I really want to use that opportunities to brag about him but when I think about our mom. I can't get enough courage.''

Another drop of tear fall on his shirt. His heart started to break down when he thought how much this little girl was going. In his eyes, she was a strong woman. From where she get enough courage to deal with her situation.

"Tingxaio, Do you when I was teen I dream a boy who was kind and cute. I want to love a man with a middle-class family for whom I wait to come back from work. For whom heir isn't a priority. I don't want his money. I want his time and love..."

she calms her heart and her breath. Now, she was going to say something that may angry him.

"Lu tingxaio Do you remember when you went to xing family to ask me to marry you? Do you know why I reject to marry you?"

She lifts to look at his expression. He looked in daze. He was more blacked than before.