Regrets

[WARNING: Mentions of abuse]

*Liah's POV

It's 7 pm and I have already eaten my dinner in my room. I took the dishes downstairs since I didn't want to bother anyone. When I reached there, it felt a little weird. The house was really silent, which is very scary. I tried to call the maids, but there was no response. It feels like something bad is going to happen.

"Stop overreacting, Liah!" I scolded myself and started washing the dishes, putting my headphones. I didn't want to hear my creepy thoughts. Just then, I felt hands wrapped around my waist. I thought it was David, so I didn't pay attention. When I finally looked at the hands, I screamed. The hands were covered in blood. I was too scared to look at the face of the owner. The person then removed my headphones and whispered, "Good evening, Princess," I immediately recognized the voice.

"Y ... You scared me, David," I said, holding back tears. He removed his hands from my waist, and I turned to him. I thought I would feel relieved to see him, but what happened was the exact opposite. Blood scattered all over his white shirt, hands, and face. He opened two buttons of his shirt, and I could see blood.

"Ah, I was a little busy," he spoke when he noticed that I had been scanning him from head to toe.

"W ... Whose b ... bl.." he stopped me by placing his finger on my lips.

"My partner betrayed me and gave my important deal to my rival. So I killed his daughter. It's her blood. She wanted me to fuck her so bad that she was naked before I even got there," He traced my cheek with his bloody finger. "But I got my eye on you. I only fuck you," he moved his other hand between my thighs.

"Are you okay?" I asked, confused.

"I don't know," he replied, moving his hand upper. "How would you feel when you find out that someone is showing you fake affection that you have been craving for years?" he asked, tears forming in his eyes. I was about to wipe it, but he held my hand before I could even touch his face. "How does it feel?" he tightened his grip. I hissed from the pain.

"David, it hurts," I said trying to release myself from his grip.

"Exactly, it hurts," I could see anger in his eyes. He then threw my hand away.

"Is everything okay?" I asked rubbing my wrist.

"Did you eat dinner?" he wiped his tears.

"Yeah," I replied. He then stared at me intensely. He moved his hands to my shirt and slowly unbuttoned two keys. I held his hand when he was about to undo the next. "I'm not ready," I spoke. He laughed evilly before replying.

"Mark was at Thorpe park yesterday," he said earning my attention. "Do you know why?" he questioned moving his hand to my thighs. I shake my head with tears in my eyes. "He found out that we were there. How?" tears continued falling from my eyes uncontrollably. "You called him," he concluded gritting his teeth angrily. He then moved his hands upper until her reached my shorts.

"L ... Look D ... David," I shattered.

"You wanted to leave me," he laughed. "That's why you have been nice to me. You wanted to fool me and make me believe that you won't leave me. And I fell for it," his voice cracked.

"I wasn't lying," I tried to explain. He runs his hands through his messy hair.

"I WAS SO DESPERATE FOR YOUR LOVE!!" he shouted tears flowing from his eyes.

"David, please listen to me," I tried to hold his hand.

"NO ONE HAS EVER LOVED ME, LIAH. THAT'S WHY I FELL FOR YOUR TINY LITTLE TRICKS!!" he grabbed my arm harshly.

"I ... I," he pulled me closer.

"YOU USED MY LOVE FOR YOU, LIAH! YOU FOOLED ME FOR HIM!! I EVEN TOLD YOU ABOUT MY CHILDHOOD!!" his hands started to shake. "I'M IDIOT!" he screamed and threw me on the floor.

"David, please let me explain," I tried to get up.

"I still can't hate you. And I hate myself for that," his voice softened.

"David, it's not how you think it is," I tried to speak but he grabbed my hair harshly which made me hiss in pain.

"It is exactly how I think it is," he emphasized each word. "And I will punish you for that!" he lastly said and started dragging me upstairs.

"L ... Leave...m...me," I held his arm that was on my hair. He paused for a second and saw my ankle. I thought it wouldn't bother him but he threw me on his shoulder and took me upstairs. I was hitting his back which didn't help. When he reached his destination he unlocked the door and took me inside. It was the red room. "NONONONONONONONO, D...DAVID...P...PLEASE...," I begged as he threw me on the bed. He didn't listen to me. He tied my hands to the bed and started ripping my clothes. "NO! PLEASE DON'T," I cried. A few moments later, I was naked in front of him. He also stripped himself and went to get a whip. Not long after, came back with a thick large whip. I continuously shook my head.

"Thank your God that I love you," he said before hitting me with the whip he got. I screamed due to the unbearable pain. He continued his action for almost two hours. He finally threw the whip and started sucking my neck.

"I regret it, David," I told him. He moved away from my neck and faced me. "I regret thinking that you are a nice guy, I regret trying to love you, I regret all the times I spent with you, I regret forcing my heart to accept you," I cried.

"Stop your drama, you bitch," he said positioning himself between my legs. He then started raping me. I hated myself. All I want is to die now. "I TRUSTED YOU! I CARED FOR YOU! I LOVED YOU! I LOVE YOU!!" he screamed. After a few moments, my head started getting dizzy. Before I knew it, everything went pitch black.

*David's POV

She has already passed out, but I didn't stop until I finished inside her. Her body was covered in sweat, and some of it was even bleeding. She looked lifeless. I came back to my senses and checked if she was breathing. My hand started shaking because I couldn't feel her breath. I immediately checked her pulse, and thankfully, her heart was beating. I got off her and sat on the chair beside the bed.

"I'm sorry," I sighed. "I couldn't control myself. You wanted to leave me for him, and I couldn't stand that. He took many things from me. Believe me, I don't mind losing anything except you. You are mine, mine. Please don't hate me for what I did to you. But it is also your fault. If you didn't fool me for him, things would have been better between us. You know how much I love you. But you still decided to go after, Mark. What does he have that I don't? Believe me, princess, no one and I mean no one will love you like me. I love you so much that I am ready to destroy myself for you. So please, don't piss me off," I said and untied her. I then carried her to our room and gently laid her on the bed. She wasn't wearing anything, so I took one of my hoodies and put it on her. Her pussy was too sore to wear panties so I let her be. When I finished wearing my pajamas, I lay beside her.

"You know I sometimes think that I don't deserve you. I ruined your life. I know I screwd up. But I still can't lose you. You are my only way and hope to be loved. Mark has too many people around him, but I only have you. You are my everything. My mom doesn't even love me, Liah. So try to understand me. I want you, I need you. I have killed for you. I have done so many things just to be with you. I even came to your house being a fake brother. When your dad offered the idea I was so happy with the thought of being under the same roof as you. So please, please, don't make me hurt you," I kissed her head and cuddled her to sleep.