A fall into the dark abyss (4)

He turned his head and looked at her. The way he was looking at her now was the same as the first time Bai Yun had seen her in his dream, and that look had been engraved in Bai Yun's heart since the first time his eyes met. An addiction that can never be broken. He was an addiction to her, like cigarettes to men and women who love to smoke, like wine to alcoholics.

The look in his eyes when he looked back at Bai Yun still seemed as affectionate as ever. But after a few seconds of staring back at her, he walked past her calmly, as if she were transparent.

Bai Yun couldn't hold back any longer and a tear slipped silently from the corner of her eye, passing over her cheek and falling gently onto the floor, as if she could hear the sound of the tear breaking against the floor.

Turn around, turn around, turn around. She shouted at the goddess of fate.

Turn, turn, turn, and Bai Yun felt her voice pierce the boundaries of the universe and soar straight up into the heavens, a bomb of hope blazing. But it was like a nightmare. She wanted to scream, but nothing came out.

The tears continued to fall silently. It was the first time he had treated her with such finality. She told herself in her heart that she should not beg him anymore because a melon that is twisted is not sweet. But just thinking about the moments she had spent with him in the past gave her an urge and desire to do so. Those sweet, fond memories of the past were like ripples in the water, and her calm heart often rippled white because of him. Round and round. Slowly, they opened up in front of her eyes, touching her most sensitive corners.

What should she do? She couldn't beg him, she didn't want to lose her pride. She wanted to forget about him from now on. Why should she think of a man who no longer belonged to her, why should she think of him and love him like that? She could have left now, turned away before he left, and never looked back. She should do it. She told herself she had to, she had to.

But she couldn't seem to move her feet, she still seemed to have hope for him, she still wanted him to change his mind. She waited, listening intently to the miracle that might be happening behind her, hoping that he would run to her and hug her and tell her that he loved her and would live with her forever. She didn't move a muscle, just waited and waited.

Richard, Lisa and her girlfriend Rosemarry had somehow got on the plane and by now the helicopter was hovering over the villa, leaving Bai Yun with nothing but the annoying noise.

Bai Yun knew that even though he had left in such a determined manner, her heart had belonged to him forever, and Bai Yun knew that no matter what she did to her, she would always have him in her heart. She doesn't want to be a weak woman, but who can tell her how to forget someone? If there was a water of forgetfulness in this world, she would drink it without hesitation. Bai Yun feels lost, disappointed and lost because of this feeling of being ignored. Lost in the endless abyss and black hole that is the end of sadness, and sadness seems to have no end, she can only be lost.

It is true that women are made of water. Bai Yun wondered why her tears never dried up. Her vision blurred, she could not see far away, nor could she see the back she had gazed upon so fondly, far away, it was dark ...