13. cry for help

Tears had filled my eyes and I had waited for a while expecting this to be a sick joke or for someone to wake me up from this dream but that never happened.

Wesley had become enraged at this point "dad I will fucking kill you, how can you do this to mum and how could you be such a sick fucking bastard to expect this from Milan.

Mum had finally spoke "Wesley do not interfere in matters that do not have anything to do with you. Secondly your dad and I have been divorced for 4 years and we had come to an agreement that this is the least Milan could do for us after everything that we have done for her. We have done everything to keep her happy and safe for 17 years.

I felt my heart break with every single word that had been said and I could feel a darkness take over me.

Wesley had carried me up to my room and without saying a word he left but I could see the hurt,anger and pain in his eyes.

I was so disappointed with today's events that I decided that I no longer wanted to live this cursed life.

So much for my fucking birthday. Why didn't I just die seventeen years ago it would have been better than to have a fate like this. This day has proven to be inauspicious to me, this very day has always brought me sadness and pain.

They are so fucking right they can never be my parents or they would have never asked me to do such a shameful thing. Parents whether they are biological or not are supposed to protect their children and not strip them of their innocence.

How the fuck am I supposed to marry a man that has been known as my father for all these years even when I had found out that I was adopted I still regarded them as my only parents, not once did I question about my biological parents and this is what their expectations of me are. I cried for all those reasons and I cried for all the times that I had believed and thought that they were good people. I cried because that was all I could do and I cried because I realized that my life is about to come to an end and I cried even more because after this wretched day I will fight for me no matter what.