YOU LEFT ME THINKING

Did you love me?

Was it real...

Was it ever real?

Did you even feel something?

Anything...?

Did you ever miss me when I Left

Did you feel the kinda pain I felt

At night did you die,or you just slept

Did you keep the memories,cause I kept

Did the pain make you beg for death

But if love was an ice,why did you let it melt

Would you come back if I knelt

Tell me we aren't broken just... bent

I used to think you were heaven sent

But since you Left,on these pills I vent

If I love you was a promise

Would you break it if you're honest

I fall apart twice a day

Just wish you felt what you say

If tear drops never dried

I would give you a pool, cause I really cried

Did your eyes stay dried

I cry cause you said forever could be ours

But don't say you are hurting without the scars

Do your pillows get wet

Or they haven't yet?

Honestly,your reasons I never get

Did you need a girlfriend or just a pet

Was it love or you just wanted a girlfriend

Just didn't want to feel lonely

Was that it

I can't help but think this shit

Was I loved or was I played

If you loved me

For how long

When did you lose it

Did you lose it or let it go?

Where you looking for a reason to stay

Or a reason to leave

Was my all not enough to give

Was I decieved

When I left did you feel relieved

I Know we were forbidden

But was I a burden

Why was the break up sudden

I love you,but what you did can't be forgiven

Did you tell everyone it was all my fault

Did you tell them how I loved you,or you just forgot

Were your "I love you"just lies I bought

Was I just someone to hurt

Did you know every night,the pain I fought

Was I not worth the wait

I thought you distance wasn't a gate

To stop us to date

Was love a trap and was I just a bait

Now we surrender to fate

If you ever find me,it's quite too late

I thought I saw love in your eyes

But was it all lies

Do you hear how loud my heart cries

I thought you said you didn't mind a couple of miles

Just to see my smiles

Or was that just a line

Did you ever wonder if I was fine

Were you ever truly mine

But I just need to know

Did we even come close to having it all

Or were we just disasters holding on till we fall

Don't forget to vote 😔my head is a mess right now