Yesterday gone well.. thinking about Shawn. Now I feel like I am worry free.. no more secret.. or anything.. I am happy for him but I don't know did he happy or not.. I hope jenifar take care of him nicely..
I woke like normal time.. and had breakfast with everyone.. and Shawn announced about Jennifer's pregnancy.. and all got shock about it. Most my mom and Anna. Alex and hazz already know this so they didn't react much..
Draw still looking at me but I am not feel to look at him or show him any emotions to him.. after breakfast mom come to my hotel room to talk about this.. we did talk about it.. she did hurt little bit knowing this..
" What you think about it.. what you want to do next.. " she said to me.. I still didn't thinking what should I tell her.. we both got silence I didn't give her answer to this question..
" Did he told you about this.." she ask me.. and I nodded with my head and look at her..
"Yesterday when we come back he did told me about this.. he can't hide things .. he don't want to be with her.. but still if that baby is he's he have to take he's responsibilitys mamma.. and I can't do that with that girl.. when I already feel that pain how that feel.. so I told him to choose her.. " I explain mamma.. and mamma didn't talk much and hug me.. whom I hug back..
" You always suprise me my child... And I always proud of u and your all decisions.. " she said to me. And we both broke the hug.. and I give her smile .
" I know mamma.. " I told her..
" So should I search by myself for you anyone or should I have to wait more.." she joke around and I look at her and give her look and she laugh.. and than I got relxx.. I can't trust mom she will be go that who know..
" So what's the today's plan guy's.. what all are you doing today.." mamma ask me to changing subject which I appreciate it..
" We will having pool party in evening.. and I am thinking to do some work.. and also talk with gray.. it's important.. " I told her and that rub my head.. remember about that deal.. and how important is to talk to him..
" Hmm okky.. so me and all olders are thinking about to spend some time more with each other.. and they told me that Alex's cousin's presents and some of there relative also coming today so we all going to catch up with them little.. " she said to me.. and I just nodded with my head. Thinking about draw and he's he's family.. I never meet them.. should I have to..
" So I will see you in lunch oky.. " she said and got up and left my room.. giving one more taddy hug.. and kiss my forehead..
I close the door and jump on my bed.. and started to doing my work.. don't know it's good idea or not.. or should I have to talk with gray or not.. I know gray is smart he will not going to do any deal with them without checking there background.. and i have to wait for Maya's text or call that what gray done there deal or not after that I can go by myself and talk with him.. I don't want to give him now worry about anything.. when Bobby and him both are started to spending time with each other. and I don't want them disturb.
Doing some cllas and made some designer and than I close the laptop and see that it's already lunch time.. so I get up and get quick shower and than wear comfy clothes and left my hotel room with my cellphones..
When I reach I see that already everyone is settled.. and walk to hazz and site besides hazz. And greet everyone..
" Hyy" she said with full of smile.. I am smile to look at her that happy face..
" Hello to you to..." I said to her..
" How are you doing.. excited to today's pool party.." she said to me.. and I grab food and started to take my plate.. looking at food my stomach started to make noises..
" Hmm yeah.." I just give her short answer.. I know she will got irritate by that but what should I do.. I forget everything when it's about food..
That same time when I started to eat my food.. someone site besides me.. and I look at who it is.. and it's none other than him.. and that again fimilar smeell I smeel it.. it's really him .. should I have to ask him.. but still if he is. I also know that I did ask him I know he is not going to give me proper answer and also he think that I am dreaming about him.. and I can't do that to myself.. and give him chance to tease me.
I Ignore hes presence it's better to avoid him.. and wait for he's next accounter.. all are talking about today's events.. and whom I just listen to them and nodded with my head and eating my food..
Hazz got irritate by it but still she know I always like this.. that's why she ignore it.. talk with other girls..
" Suprise..." I heard voices.. and I look up to main door.. there is boy and girl whom is our ages with old man and lady with they stood there and looking at us.. who are they...
" Oohh no..." Draw said.. and look at he's good with little bit sad face.. did he know them..
" Ohh yes.. " that boy and girl both are come and said.. maybe they heard that what aashole said..
" Helloo everyone.." the girl said and come to us.. and Anne and her husband both are stood up and WLCOM them.. and so did Jessica shawn and Alex..
" WLCOM guy's.. finally you all got time to join us.." Alex said to them.. and than call hazz to join him.. and I give her question look so did she also give me blank face.. means she also don't know about this suprise..
Draw also stood up and walk to that old man and lady and hug them.. which they hug back happily.. wow they are fimilar to him.. is thay...
" Hazz meet them.. thay are draws family.. they are he's siblings and she is Cassy and this se Liam.. and my dear cousin's meet my soon to m wife hazal.. " he introduced them. And than I get it and started to eat my food..
Well that is not my business.. all are dan and jake stood up and met them.. even that Natasha girl To.. whom I didn't accepted but still Little bit I thought about it.. they all hug each other and talk.. hazz come to me and slap my head and make me stood up for introduction.. so I also get up rolling my eyes. And smile at them.. which they give smile me back.
" This is Bella.. hazz best friend..you maybe heard about her Annabelle Benson. " Alex told introduce me to them.. and they all are looking at me the same way I looking at them..
" Bella this is draw's Family this is molly he's mom and Mack hes dad.. and they are he's siblings Cassy and Liam.." than I shack my hand with Cassy and Liam.. and Cassy like hugger girl so she hug me and so did molly.. and it's friendly so I don't mind in that.
" Well I heard about you.. you are the new topic in America.. who start your business and now it's glowing up..." Cassy said to me.. which I supprise to knowing it.. it's just the start but I am happy that people knowing me..
" By the way I completed my architecture degree and I am interested to work with you as your assistant if you don't mine for experience.." she said.. and how can't I just say to no when I know I need people like her who are so passionate about there work . And I am impressed that she didn't hesitate about it..
" Well it will be pleasure to girl like you work with me ." I told her and she just jump like little baby and we laugh at her..
" You did heard about Smith's company right.." her dad ask me . Which I don't know what to say.. I mean once when I started I did heard about that but when I gone bussy in my own I stop to thinking about others . Just know about that people who work with me.. that's it.. so just nodded with my head..
" I like to work with you I heard about your new project..." Her dad said.. and than I just like woahh its cool.. so I just give him smile.. and shake my head with him like professional do..
" Sure sir.. it's been pleasure to work with you.." i told him calmly..
" Stop about business there father and daughter never stop this.. you guys always bore people doing this stuff.." all laugh hearing this..
" I am molly.. did anyone told you that how much you beautiful and young.." she compliment me.. and than I blush.. damn it..
" Thanks mrs Smith you also don't look that old.. and it's nice to meet you all.. " I told them..
" Call me molly.." she laugh and said.. so I agree with her nodding with my head..
" And this is me liam.. one and only.. nice to meet you beautiful.. " he flirt front all of the people like seriously.. like brother like brother.. I didn't show him attitude just smile at him.. and nodded with my head..
" Hope you are single.." he ask me Shaking my head.. and I don't know what to say to him..
" She is.." hazz said come besides me and stood front of him..
" Well than not anymore..." He said kissing my head.. and than draw come to stood beside him.. and than don't know what hppnding me and Liam part away and than we all agree to continue with our food..
Liam wants to seat besides me before he seat draw come and seated there.. awww that's new.. but still don't get it what's is going on.. i feel my leg and he's both are touching.. and it's making me little bit shiver.. and I can't concentrate to eat my food.. I love my food but when I got distraction that I just can't eat it well.. and I want just leave my food.. I mean why should I..
" Ahhh I forgot to tell you miss bella that you look beautiful tonight.." Liam again compliment when others are talking there things.. and I stop eating and look at him he's seating front of me.. and showing me he's perfect smile..
" Really.. I just wear night wears how can't you say that mr Smith.." I still talking with him in last name..
" Call me Liam miss bella.. I like too hear fromt you my name.. I am not that old that you are calling me that.. and about that. You don't know what i am thinking looking at you like this.." and than I literally choke.. bloody Smith's... Draw give m glass of water. And which I accept it..
" You okky ." He ask me... And I look at him and nodded with my head and drinks water..
" Stop Liam.. I hope this is my last time I am telling you this.. I don't want to fight here.. hope you understand.." draw told him with little bit angry tone.. I just touch his lap.. and make him relax.. which he suprise with my sudden action but things get hot about my actions..
I assure him that he don't have to when I started to remove my head to he's thin he also grab my head in under the table.. no one knows what's going on.. and I started shivering.. and feel hot.. that what is going one..
He started to rub hes head with mine.. and I don't know but it feel but it's feel so good.. I mean I never had feel this.. front of Family doing things under the table I mean I only watch movies and read books that movement.. but never. Experience this. I try to let go.. but he just hold me tight so I can't do anything..
I look at him time to time to tell him that leave it it's not look good.. but he just ignore my grace and eating he's food.. and it is make me mad the way he acting like stubborn kid.. did he think we are teens and going things.. we are adults what will people thing..
" So what is the today's plan.. and special that I would to know.." Cassy said.. I look at her she just involved with girls very fast.. Natasha also try to talk to her and they both talk but that not go well I gusse. But other all girls are so happy to have another girl to join us..
" Yeah pool party in 7pm.. it's just us.. we can't play some games there.. and enjoy.. plus drinks and food.. it's only for us.. everything arranged.. you have to just come with your swim suit.." Alex explain her.. and she nodded with her head..
" Pool party it's seem like good plan.. I will be there.." she said with smile.. and I try to avoid all of them and eat my food.. even hazz also want to talk with me but I just nooded and trying to avoid her.. hope she will don't get mad about it.. draw don't let go my hand.. I keep trying it but he just can't.. so I as fast as I can't eat my food so I can leave this room..
" Are you listing bell what I am saying.." hazz literally snap at me.. and I look at her and rolled my eyes.. eating my last meal and got up..
" Later.. I have work to do.. whenever you got free feel free to meet in my room.. we can talk there ." I told her.. and leave all of them saying my good byes.. and told guys to meet you at pool party.. avoiding to draw . And know he's eyes all on me.. all my move what I doing even I am exciting the room.. he still glare on me I feel it.. and it make too hot like hell..
What the hell.. and when the hell he started acting like this.. I mean when we started to do things.. I already distrub by him.. already distracted by my physical need.. and he giving me all this things.. I have to talk to him about it.. because I don't like it the way all this happening.. or I do.. damn what happening to me.
I reach my hotel room.. and enter it.. I am still hungry like hell.. because of him I didn't eat food properly.. when it's started to happening.. we are still not in good trams than how he act front of me.. and why I didn't say anything.. I know there iss Family I don't want to creat drama.. that's why he act like this.. but still it's my fault how the hell I just took my head to he's thin to make him claim.. and he take it otherway.. damn it's my fault.. why the hell I did that..
I really have to talk with him about it.. and clear things out.. I don't want other drama with him.. and yeah that Natasha girl.. she already hates me.. and I don't give more reasons doing thinks.
Thinking about draw why he smell like that unknown person.. why I feel like it's him.. what if it's him.. but why he will do that to me.. I know he seduced me in plan.. but still what he want to do with me.. he hats me.. we both hates each other.. than why he want to do that..
Did he like to see that he is contrling me.. he like to do that to me.. did he know I am sexually frustrated.. I really want to talk to him.. if it's him.. I really want to do it.. I don't know which room he is in..
And suddenly someone knock the door.. maybe it's hazz.. I told her to come to my room than we will talk so maybe she consider what I said to her.. that fast.. I am impressed..
Awww I still I am hungry I have to order some food for me.. and I get up to open the door and I can't believe what I saw... Like really..
Draw are stood front of me with lots of food.. I Ignore him and get food with me.. and didn't to tell him come in when I know well he will enter..
" I thought you might me hungry..." He said to me.. the same hucky voice I heard.. now I am sure that its him.. but should I have to tell me or just play it the way he is playing. Show him them I still don't know who is mystery guy is.. now i have plan.. and he is going to be truble..
" Well thanks I am.. because of you I didn't eat properly.. and I am going to order some food of me.. but wow I like it.. thanks again.. " i turn around and told him.. and he smile at me..
I seat in my bed and started to eat.. and he still standing there weird right.. but should I care no.. but still I feel pity on him.. wow suprise of my thinking..
" You can seat whenever you feel like comfortable you know.. " i told him.. because I know he comes means he want to talk somthing so I have to do it.. and I can't act like bad here.. when he got me food..
He grab chair and seat front of me.. and I am little bit shock but I ignore it.. and eat food.. damn did I forget to tell ya I love pasta.. hehehe than here we are I love pasta.. damn much..
" Do what you want to talk..." I want to said but he cut me of.. when he's fingure touch my lips.. and we both just seat like statue.. I mean who did it.. I mean it's is romantic but should he will tell me but no he want to play it..
" Sorry it's there is little bit pasta catch up there so I thought.. " he said to me and than I figured that how much close we are to each other.. damn.. it's somthing somthing..
" Bella.. what was.." hazz come suddenly and we both are jump on over seat.. and just stoop up in bad.. and so did he in floor.. and she is looking at us.. wow big trouble.. like sweet one. ughhh stupid me.