When the unspoken misses unleashes
"Thanks, I'm seriously fine Yi Ren, much better thanks for your company" Ray said as Yi Ren helped him with his luggage into his place.
Yi Ren stood still and stared at Ray unbelievable as he could speak so formally after all they have gone through.
"I have been wanting to ask you what happen...what drove you to do that....you were out of control i have never seen you that way, what made you so distraught? I feel it has something to do with us...if it is let's talk about it"
"No...Let's not talk about it" Ray intercepted. Ray maintain his calm and formality but Yi Ren tore it away.
"Don't tell me you don't feel anything about us Ray, don't tell me you are okay with tossing it away because you are not!"
As Yi Ren speaks he drew himself closer to Ray as Ray move backwards to avoid his stare. "I ..."
"Talk to me Ray! If you need an explanation from Ruo Lan's place, ask me for it, ask me directly" Yi Ren pushed harder for Ray to open up.
Ray was starring intensively into Yi Ren's eyes..when he felt it starting to tear. Yi Ren's heavy breathing was so close to Ray.
"I miss you Ray a lot, i was so worried seeing you that night, i wanted to just be your companion that night instead of Er Ge."
"I miss you.."as he said that he drew his hands onto Ray's face looking at his teary eyes and before Ray knew it, he felt the familiar touch that he himself miss so much.
The hurt that he felt in his heart he wanted answers from Yi Ren ....as Yi Ren's warm lips brushes on his and it pressed in further, he struggled, deep inside he wanted to shout at Yi Ren to stop confusing him.
But as Yi Ren pressed in further, Ray felt his angry ness towards himself for trusting Yi Ren melted into tears and as he struggled to push Yi Ren away. He felt he was desperately looking for his own approval to reciprocate back the kisses.
He held back and pushed back Yi Ren's chest a little only to trigger Yi Ren to move in more on Ray.
Yi Ren was drowned in wanting to just capture Ray back to those moments when they were back abroad. The resistance melted and Ray was letting Yi Ren's mouth explore his and the mark that Yi Ren wanted to places on his neck again Ray bended and moan to that every move.
"I want you Ray, just want you" Yi Ren spoke in between the kisses "I don't believe you if don't miss us...your heart spoke clearly back then"
They were both locked in each other's arm as soon as they got into the house.
Ray wasn't entirely understanding his own reaction but he let Yi Ren's take the lead. As soon as Yi Ren removed his shirt and mark his neck. He was striped off again of any logically reasoning to hold back. It was back like those nights.
"Yi..Ren...ahhh" Ray gave in as each kiss burn down his neck through to his abdomen
"Tell me you want this Ray, you miss this I know it...." As Yi Ren move on Ray could not hide his feelings anymore. His bended to the pleasure that he felt and the moment Yi Ren pushes in hard to invade his body he was arching it for him and as Yi Ren held his legs up to hang over his shoulders each thrust was just filled with emotions from both side.
"Ray... I miss this I miss you" as Yi Ren said that he took his time to built up the Ray's emotion slowly moving in and out. Every thrust that took Ray had flashes of their passionate nights. Ray couldn't stop it, he tried to control his emotions but it made him let out desperate moans that showed Yi Ren everything he wanted.
"Yi...Ren...ouch..ahh gosh Yi Ren no..."
"Feel it I know you want it tell me Ray, you want this" Yi Ren continue on a slow motion thrusting in and out until he feels Ray's desperation clutching on and signaling for Yi Ren to go faster through his hands pressing on to the back of Yi Ren's thigh
"You sure? Tell me" as Yi Ren tease responding to his signal and unconscious hand gesture to push it in further.
"Mmnn ahh Yi Ren ...yes..more.."
Yi Ren up the pace willingly as soon as he heard that, he pushed in hard back and forth as their body joint in a rhythm that they were both feasting on their kisses catching their breath in between and as their bottom clashes in and out. The built up made them crazy just feeling every moment as they pulled apart and pushed in again.
"Yi Ren!!ah! No! No! Ah!!" Ray jerked uncontrollably as he felt Yi Ren coming through in him as he continue to pump through hard and fast. Yi Ren didn't want to let it stop this moment, he wanted Ray so much and the built up was too much to bear thinking how far they have drifted and how much hurt both went through. He wanted to mark Ray over and over again - each thrust and speed that he made he feels Ray's body asking for more and he knew how much he could never get it through him directly but here when it was just them... Ray was just surrendering and responding to every twist and thrust it made Yi Ren burst unleashing his strength fully to continuously push in and out until both exploded uncontrollably.
Yi Ren hugged Ray tightly as they both collapsed down panting non-stop "I want you again and again Ray..."
Ray, almost breathless clutches on to Yi Ren as his heart beat took on more than what he could..the overwhelming emotion pricked and exploded beyond his imagination. He was totally consumed by Yi Ren.
"I'I loose control Yi Ren, I just can't stop myself even though I stay away"
Yi Ren stopped him from talking and just kissed his lips again. His hands explored his trunk again.
"It's fine to loose control, only to me Ray and no one else ...." Ray having just recovered was aroused again as soon and Yi Ren held his already wet trunk caressing it.
"Mnnn" the moans escaped in between the gap of their sealed lips moving. Yi Ren pushes his mouth in on Ray's giving Ray a deep kiss as they feel each other's lips and both their hands move around each other's trunk. Yi Ren took each moment to fully fill up his desperation to let Ray acknowledge his own want for for Yi Ren. It was a night that restore where they left from abroad, their night alone at Ray's place.