LI FE

A new day

I woke up, feeling tired nd exhausted…took some minutes then stood up to the bathroom to check my skin out as usual nd my body too cus I was always feeling insecure thinking dat one day I'll surely get my dream body…brushed my teeth took my bath nd went out to get something to eat

I had class but I couldn't attend cus I was not feeling too okay so I had to skip but I'm having exams next week. Thoughts of my ex bf started running through my mind….it was actually a fun story though how we broke up with each other nd I still wish I could turn back time

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WISHED IT DIDNT HAPPEN

At this point of my life am not excited about anything…..I just let things come nd let them go, they would hurt for a while but with time I'll get over it

I just wish I could finally be happy, I want to be happy nd see dat am happy

I want someone to choose me love me want me nd I'll see nd feel it not just words I want to feel it

It seems everybody is trying to protect their peace nd am doin same too , I don't want to get too attached nd then start thinking or regretting

I need to put my whole focus on me, learn new skills upgrade my vocals learn more about my body nd my health nd also achieving my goals

I want to get busy yes I need to get busy so I won't have to think about anything

Sometimes I just feel lonely becus am becoming something else, I no longer feel loved even if the person loving me is trying so hard to show me…..I just feel they want to play with me I'll just belike okay u can say watever u want nd I'll listen BECAUSE THEY END UP NOT PUTTING THOSE WORDS IN ACTIONS😭 nd it makes me so sad….like why would u do this to me I won't even do u like dat , wat did I do to deserve dat, was I being too nice , I started asking myself a lot of questions dat is the reason I would rather stay on my own Dan getting to meet anyone at all becus after then I'll start thinking nd getting attached I just can't am tired

AM TIRED

WISH I COULD ERASE MY MEMORY ND START AFRESH💔