Chapter 37

No matter how much I try to convince myself not to be affected, my feelings only continue to intensify. Despite three years of not seeing him, I initially thought I was just fearful that he would take my children away. However, it's not that. I am actually scared of my own feelings for him because even now, my heart remains unchanged, still beating for him. This feeling is far from what I experienced with Zaiden.

To be honest, Zaiden was a challenge for me because I was the one pursuing him. I fell in love with him because of his past actions towards me. He protected me like a knight in shining armor, which is why I was so eager to get to know him better. In the process, I became obsessed with seeking his attention. Little did I know that the night with Zairon would leave me feeling confused.