Prologue

"Please... stop!" I said when a stranger forcefully tried to undress me.

I'm immobilized, I can't protect myself from him.

I cried my eyes out.

"You're really beautiful." He admiringly said while he's busy unbuckling his belt. He kisses my neck down to my chest.

"Please... don't please!" I beg a monster to stop, I think he can't even hear my plead.

A monster ready to eat his prey. He's hearing nothing.

"You are divine." He said while looking at my nakedness.

All I can do is cry... I'm running out of sense. I started to desperately move my body.

I can't see well, the room was dark and only the moon serves as light.

I was in my deep thoughts.

Where Am I?

Who is this?

I wanna go home.

And I suddenly felt an extreme pain between my legs.

"STOOOOOOOOOP!" I screamed, I sat down and look everywhere, thankfully, I woke up still in my bed. I felt relieved.

I can never forget what happened two months ago, it is hunting me every night.

It became my fearful nightmare.

I had been dreaming the same thing and it has been two months since then. It became a traumatic memory.

A stranger destroyed my purity, my soul, and my life.

FLASHBACK

I opened my eyes in a room that I'm not familiar with and I'm naked under the blanket.

My core sore symbolizes that my virginity was taken last night.

I look everywhere and noticed that the man is no longer there.

The first thing that came into my mind was I need to get out of this place.

The room has a black and gray theme, it is surprisingly huge. I pick up my clothes that are scattered everywhere. This is a mess. I'm a mess.

I wore my clothes, I noticed that parts of them are torn out. I did not mind it, I badly want to get out of here. I slowly open the door to see what's waiting for me outside.

A man in front of the door shocked me, he was looking at me. Looks like he had been waiting for me to come out.

This guy is well-built but he's not the stranger from last night.

He escorted me out of this huge house, I never dared to look everywhere and observe, my only goal is to leave.

I noticed that this man wears a tuxedo and shades, I can't see his eyes.

I wanted to ask him about what's happening and where I am but I'm smarter not to do so.

As if he's gonna spill the information.

"Ma'am, excuse me, but we need to go." He said I was taking my time to look at the place. And think he realized what I was doing. This is not a house, this is a huge mansion.

I did not utter a word to him and just followed him to the parking lot, I'm amazed by the number of cars. All are expensive cars that each cost a million dollars.

"Ma'am get in, I need to bring you home."

I wanna go home where I will feel safe. It scares me that I'm still inside the property of my rapist, every person that I encounter here are emotionless, like they don't have souls.

A huge part of them is missing, the goodness in them.

I get into the passenger seat. I saw him pour something onto a handkerchief and put it on my face, I felt dizzy and everything went black.

When I woke up, I'm in my room like nothing happened - like it was just a bad nightmare.

Except that I'm still wearing my torn out clothes.

I knew I'm not just dreaming, I'm sure of it and I know I'm completely lost.

-END OF FLASHBACK

I think they want me to be silent. They purposely made me clueless about everything. Even I started to question myself. I don't know who they are and where can I locate that mansion where they brought me.

Until now, I still remember them, I'm afraid of having to encounter them again.

I felt my stomach drop. I hurriedly went to the toilet to vomit.

I felt weak in my knees, I got dizzy and feeling heavy.

After cleaning myself up, I went back to bed. It's still 6 a.m., I decided to fall back to sleep again.

After an hour my alarm went off, a sign that I have to start my day. I didn't feel good after taking an hour of sleep.

I went to the shower to take off this bad feeling.

-

"Violet you have a letter," Xandra announces, my best friend. She's holding a small envelope.

"Give it to me." She lends the small envelope to me. Xandra visits me every morning. I often stay inside my house because of the trauma of going out and thinking of the possibility I get to bump into him. I don't know who he is and what he looks like, I can't freely go outside with the thought of that man.

I'm afraid that it might happen again. Xandra knows nothing about what happened to me. I kept it a secret to myself, I'm terrified of what she might do; she might get involved in this mess.

I only have Xandra by my side, I lost my parents when I was young. I have my relatives but we're not close, they don't even ask about me when my parents died. Unfortunately, I was an only child.

My parents left me a huge amount of money that helps me to build my small business and to live a good life. I decided to stop studying because I won't be able to afford it in terms of money and time. I have to think about it thoroughly, I have no one to depend on.

I opened the envelope and took the small piece of paper out.

My love, I miss you

-KEEPER

That's what is written on the letter.

I crumpled the letter and put it in the trash can. What is he up to? I'm having a panic attack and felt uneasy.

"Vi, what's wrong? You look like you have seen a ghost. Are you okay? What seems to be the problem?" Xandra worriedly asked.

"Yes, I'm fine." I lied, I don't want her to worry and get herself involve in this.

I felt my stomach drop again.

I threw up like there's no tomorrow. I fell weaker and I felt Xandra caress my back.

"You know what, you're not okay. Try this." She handed me a pregnancy test.

Her gesture startled me, "Why do you have this?" I asked.

"Well, I'm not gonna lie. I have been observing you last week since you are acting weird." No doubt, Xandra is very observant. I took the pregnancy test although I'm nervous about what might be the result.

Xandra came out of the comfort room and I took the pregnancy test.

I waited for 3 minutes afraid of what might be the result show. I'm so scared.

I went out and I saw Xandra's worried expression.

"What? How was it?" She asked. She took the pregnancy test.

"OMG!" I saw her expression change into shock. She's in tears and gave me back the pregnancy test. The result came out to be positive. It has two lines.

"I'm pregnant?"