Chapter_five

My days at CSS orba

Your life and what happens to you are been dictated by your mood.when your mood turns out to be sore then most unfortunate things will start happening to you.

I really changed or better put Henrik, seniors,and teachers really changed me. I can't stay for three minutes without thinking ,not about how I was gonna make it or anything good but because of there cruelty like seriously I was before now lost interest about everything concerning this school.

It came to a point were I didn't stay nor received lesson for a whole week simply because i was trying to be a good boy.

I'm not that weak but I really don't wanna become a nuisance and I have endured more than i had anticipated,i have suffered beyond measure and worst of it all is that i don't even have any hope of escaping this predicament like things has been getting worse for me and if I don't take any action maybe I might even be expelled from the school.

The term ended and my result was average not that it bested my previous result but I really tried and thank God I didn't get an F like i would have committed suicide if such had happened.

During our holidays I was again reunited with my nigga Chris and this time around I'm not gonna let him go and even if such happens then the fucken school will see the real me,I mean it, I am a terrible gangster but have been keeping cool, I know how thngs are behind the walls but I really don't wanna be that bad.

School resumed and things returned to good like Henrik changed and i started reading my books,I became my usual self again all thanks to Chris.I really owe him a lot and I'm gonna repay him in ten fold when the time comes.

Everybody including the teachers started seeing the good side of me and i could hear them say good thing about me most importantly our C R S teacher like she liked me die.

Let me tell you about her she's tall,not too fat and not too slim i mean she's sizeable, she might probably be in her twenty four back then and I was wondering how she ended up becoming a teacher at this age cus honestly all the teachers that I have met before is either old or ugly but this one is certainly beautiful that in a nutshell I will term her as a goddess .

I grew to love her and she liked me too though i don't know if she's romantically into me but for me I know that what I feel for her is way beyond ordinary likeness,seriously my heart always pound whenever i see her coupled with the fact that she normally tell me to escort her to the library like she really liked me.

We grew close together and so were other teachers that I was a regular visitor at the staff room.It was just then that I understood why people say that no condition is permanent.

Our result came out and I got twelve As,seven credits like I was happy and my Momma really spoiled me with gift I really miss her right now.

My dad was kinda overjoyed that day that he told me to make a wish,I was surprised CU's he has never said that before.

I was silent for a while until my mum told me to say something.

I want a new shoe and new school uniform .

He smiled and said stamped like he just gave me the money that instant.

I needed a new school uniform that term CU's my former one was sewed by a woman so I really don't have to explain the reason why I needed another one.

I chilled with Chris in this holiday and i must confess he's such a nice and clever dude and I liked him for that I mean for now he's my best friend and lastly my shield .

He told me about his girlfriend and how he likes her.

i really don't fancy girls though I do commend them but I really don't see them as anything,I believe that they only value you when you become somebody but takes you as a trash,nobody and worst of it all draws you back like I just don't like them and I made it known to him.

He just smiled and said these to me.

"My guy love is not something that we choose rather it chooses us, and for all its worth you don't have to force yourself,it comes naturally and you will know when you see one,your heart,mind and eyes will betray you,your courage,bravery and body will hand you over to her and you won't know when you fall deeply and madly in love with her.Remember this when you fall"

He just left me there like that's why I like him,he's so gentle and I really appreciate him but right now I'm I in love.I was still thinking like maybe I love her or maybe she's just a girl that I have always admired.

I really don't know if I love her but maybe I'm in love .