Chapter 12:Holding hands for first time.

Now feelings for Anamika is getting deeper day by day and I feel that she is the only one with whom I want to live with whom I Wanna feel love she is my special one and even she knows it I believe that all I want is to just love her and just be with her for the whole life.

I slept late in night so it was difficult for me to get up early in the morning I was late for my first lecture I reached college by 8:35 and probably missed my first first 5 minutes of the lecture and when I entered the lecture hall I saw Anamika was sitting right over there with a cream colour kurti and smile in her face she was so cute and adorable I really wish that I could just see this smile for the whole day.

Prem:" Anamika good morning."

Anamika "Good morning dummy".

Anamika:" Why were you late today?".

Prem:" I was late today because I slept late the previous night".

Anamika:"Ok".

I was trying my best concentrate in the class but I couldn't because I was just seeing Anamika she was looking so beautiful today I just feel like seeing her for the whole day after my first class we had a break there was no class left so we decided to just go out and just have some fun.

Anamika:" Dummy you didn't write any poem today".

Prem :"Yes I do wrote a poem wanna listen it".

***Poem started***

Title: It's only you

I have met many people in my life

But you are the most special one

With you time goes very slow with you ,

Even the worst phase of life is best ,

You are moon and I am star,

Your ocean and I am sand,

You know I just want to hold your hand ,

And walk with you in the streets I just, want to be with you for the whole life , with you I feel what is love with you ,

I feel what are you with you I feel what I am meant for you are my special one and you always be my special kindly try to understand my love and just be with , me for the whole life.

***Poem ended***

Prem: "This is a short poem ".

Anamika:" It's cute but".

Soon after I completed my poem we had 45 minutes left so me and Anamika just decided to roam in the campus and we just started to walk in the campus and reached basketball ground and everything was going ok but then suddenly Anamika just holded my hand.

I couldn't believe what happened but she holded my hand and we started to walk I really don't know why did she do this but she holded my hand and for that moment I felt like I was in heaven you know when you spend time with the people you love to most you feel blessed and you just feel like spending each and every moment with them without any delay.

Same thing happened to me I was just spending this moment with Anamika I don't know I like her probably love her but I don't have the guts to say her, it's not about to guts but I feel if I say her then I would probably even lose the friendship which I have with her and I don't want to lose the friendship because she is the most beautiful gift of my life and the most beautiful chapter in my book.

After all our all lectures got over for the day we went to our respected houses and I said Anamika let let's go for the park nearby at the evening and she said OK . I was eagerly waiting for the evening because I would get more time to spend with another around 6 o'clock I started to walk for the park which was nearby and even she was there .

You know when you are in love the person look just so perfect like you feel they are that most perfect guy in this whole world that same thing happened to me and I saw Anamika I was just mesmerized I feel like oh my god is so cute I really wish I get her.

When you love someone you don't have limits and when you love someone truly you don't know what are the limits same thing happened to me I don't know how much I love her I don't know how to express it to her but I really lover and I don't know what she feels but I really wish that I get her.

6:15 me and Anamika started to walk

Anamika mentioned that she wanted to hear some songs so just had to my earphone plugged it in my phone and started to play song the first song which I played was "Hasi ban Gaye" from "Hamari adhuri kahani"and this song is like heaven lyrics will were so true and especially this part "pehchante hi nahin ab log tanha mujhe meri nigahon Mein bhi hai dhundhte hai tujhe" like same thing happened to me like I try to find myself in her eyes and I try to find my presence in her.

This music session with her and the walk which I made with her so specially you know everyday I just feel like walking with her and just listening the music which she loves I don't know how to say that I love I know how to express that what is she for my life I don't know how to say that you are the most special one in my life and you always be the special one in my life I love her I just love her .