ME

I just turned 18 some months back, I was excited but so inexperienced, I lacked exposure in all aspects you can think of so basically I was really new to the adult thing

As the only daughter of my parents I had so many restrictions although my parents weren't so strict but they insured I and my siblings had the basics we needed

We were content with the not so little we had and most importantly we were happy

It was my third year as a micro biology student in college and I hadn't even gone to a party, not even the one organized by our senior colleagues in school

I didn't have lot of friends and most of them were back home or in different schools

I wasn't so churchy either so let's just say I was just there

I was partially an introvert, I was usually indoors when I'm not in school but I'd admit I liked the few times I was out with friends

Schooling far from home was not so easy for me cause I loved home so much but then "there comes a time" they say and yeah I was in that time

I would return home at the slightest opportunity I get even if it was barely a week break I'd run home and of course my family will support

As a young girl in school I got advances from so many guys both those that were my age bracket and those that were obviously way older than me

Trust me they would do anything just to get into your pants but I've always been strong willed or rather stubborn although in a good way

Guys would come with so many luring words like

I'll take care of you, hell no do I look like I'm suffering? I would think

I'll make your friends envy you, I hated that line the most

I'll give you what ever you want, really as I magician or what I would wonder

The ones that said things like

You are the sugar in my tea, the cockroach in my cupboard really made me sick imagine telling me I'm the cockroach in your cupboard, that was indeed crazy

There were even those that promised to help me buy textbooks like I didn't have my parents training me in school already

At the same time the level of insecurity in my school environment had increased so I had a very good reason to be on my own

I was more focused and consumed with school work than anything else.