Agony and Desire

Pain.

Absolute Pain.

"AHHHHH!"

Rafael screamed as his skin was peeled once again by the black figure. Blood flowed as his eyes, tongue and ears had been torn out. Finally, he got squished by the large behemoth.

It had been only just a week since Rafael had been captured by the demons. The one who had captured him was the watchkeeper of hell. 

He was a being whose only purpose in existence was to torture those who didn't obey in these lands.

His tortures were much more crueller. Rafael was already bearing it with everything he had. 

Sometimes, all parts of his body were ripped out and then regenerated. Sometimes, he was forced to drown in hell and every time he got burned into ashes, he would come back.

Every single time, he had to go through such hellish tortures. He was given a break of 15 minutes.

These 15 minutes were only so that the person being tortured doesn't get used to the pain.

Every 24 hours, Rafael was given 15 minutes every session and 7 hours in a cage just for him to sleep.

The cage reminded him of the days when he was still alive. At the very least, that cage was much more peaceful.

More than a cage and a torture session, he'd say it's a prison. Just like him, there were many others who were going through the same thing. The only difference was that they already had lost the light in their eyes on the very first day.

Rafael didn't know if it was his willpower or his will to live but somehow, he was bearing through these heinous methods. 

Every time he was about to lose his sanity, he would hold himself together.

Every time he was about to break down. He would scream.

"I REFUSE!"

The once helpless and innocent child had now turned into a madman for revenge. His eyes were bloodshot from rage every single day.

He would always remember how he was always mistreated by those who were supposed to be the very ones to love him.

He would always remember how God, who was probably the only hope in his life, betrayed him by sending him to hell unjustly.

In the middle of all this. Rafael used to ask himself.

'WHAT WAS MY FAULT!'

Rafael thought while throwing the cup of water against the wall in fury. He was filled with rage and fury.

"Why the fuck did this happen to me?" Rafael said while kicking his bed, overthrowing it.

"Why the fuck did this happen TO ME!" Rafael said while trying to tear down the iron bars in his cabin.

As he was doing so, a spear stabbed him in the face, going through so deep that it came from the other side. 

Blood flowed, staining the whole place as the spear finally came out.

"Keep your mouth shut." The black demon, who was holding the spear said with a nonchalant expression.

Rafael went and sat on the ground on his mattress as his face regenerated into its original.

As Rafael's face finally formed back, he placed his head down as tears started to wet his mattress.

Every now and then, Rafael would suddenly have an outburst and every single time, he would get the same reply.

To be honest, this had become a routine for him. When he was alive, at the very least, he could cry to God. Thinking that God loves him.

But now, he was in madness to kill the very being he loved. The very being he trusted. The very being whom he thought was someone who would love him back.

It pisses him off, creating even more and more hatred for God. If Rafael could ever get what he wants. He would immediately torture God to death while also killing everyone close to him in front of his eyes in a very horrifying way.

Rafael, when he was in the cage. Had already thought about what he would do to his friends, sister, brother, mom, dad and so on. He thought about what he was going to do to every single one of God's relatives in front of his eyes.

"HAHAHAHAHA" Rafael laughed like a maniac as he thought about that as an unnatural aura rose within him.

Anyone who would hear his laughter or hear what he had thought would feel a shiver down his spine. So was the case when coming in contact with that aura.

It was to the point that even the black demons, who were assigned to make sure, no prisoner had a peaceful time, would back off due to fear created by that persona.

"HAHAHAHA-"

Every night, such sounds of laughter would echo throughout the prison. Instilling fear in everyone.

Rafael had lost his mind. Although not his sanity, he has almost lost his mind in revenge. All he wants right now is revenge. He doesn't care about anything right now, even death.

All he wanted was to have Revenge. Bloodlust that could never be seen in a child like him was building up. And over the course of 4 years, it had become to the point that everyone in Hell itself would feel it.

He was forced to mature by those surrounding him, and now he will make sure they pay the price.

The black demons now had refused to torture Rafael. Even the commanders and captains or squad leaders have refused. Just because of fear.

Hell is not just a place for torturing people. It's a place where the greatest army of someone lives. And that someone is not God.

By being aside these guys for 4years, he had gained quite a bit of information.

First, this army has been divided into squads. Each squad consists of a million black demons and there were in total 10 million squads.

Meanwhile, the leaders of a pack of these squads were captains who would lead the squad leader under their command. Each captain would lead 100 squad leaders with their squads under their command. In total, there were 100 thousand captains.

Finally, there came the 10 commanders. Each commander leads 10 thousand captains.

And to top it all off, there was a single leader, known as the Chief or the watchkeeper. He was the leader of the army and his orders were absolute.

However, Rafael had also heard that the watchkeeper was serving someone. And that someone was much stronger than him.

So by analyzing the information. Rafael finally came to a conclusion.

'Either there are beings who are more powerful than the Gods or it's one of the Gods'

Rafael concluded as he was escorted by a black demon. As of now, Rafael is 14 years old.

His hair was the same and so was his eyes. He had grown quite a bit at the very most 5'7 while his hair could reach his shoulders due to not cutting it for a lot of time.

As Rafael finally left the black hall. The watchkeeper sitting on his black chair while the 10 commanders standing right next to him came into view.

The watchkeeper, unsurprisingly, was a dragon. Just a much larger one at that. Meanwhile, almost all the commanders were dragons with red eyes.

As Rafael's bloodlust and aura filled the room as a devious smile covered his face meanwhile the silence was finally broken.

"Today we will do something special."

Author's note: I will not be able to release some chapters or a small amount of chapters for the next week due to exams. So please bear it for some time. I promise I will release a lot of chapters after I'm free, even now I am writing this in middle of exams cause I have some time on my hands. Thank you for understanding.