Chapter 85:Forgive me!

Forgive me!

10:11am,

I heard a soft knock on the door that woke me up from my sleep I heard someone walk in without my permission. I opened my eyes immediately to see who it was and behold it was my sister. She sat next to me while i stretched and yawned at the same time then she smiled faintly. 

  "Morning J!" She greeted them continued "Don't you think that it's time to take your bath, our parents will come knocking on your door!" She said then i turned her as well.

  "How's that your problem?!" I turned away shrugging

  "Look Kareem don't try to be rude to me. I'm here because i care, you think that i love what happened yesterday? Why did you not tell me about the party last night?" She asked

I got pissed then i turned to her I hastily

  "C'mon Yeesha, we both know that your mouth runs tap." I countered her, I had to remind her about things she took for granted. She was disheartened by what i said to her .

  "Kareem i know when to act funny and when not to. Kareem, I'm sorry for making you think bad of me but you are my brother, my big brother! So you can't blame me for being careful! This is crazy!" She sighed. I understood what she meant and where she was driving at.

  "Yes Yeesha, i got you and i understand you too. So what...." I sat up turning to her fully "....would you have done if I had told you about the party your crush and i attended hmm?" I asked her

  "C'mon man, i would be the watch dog. I would 

tell you when mom and dad would return and y'all would be back before anything happens and no one has to know about it.....but you ruined it. Kareem, i know what's up and besides i knew about your groovy party that you hosted!" She snapped.

She was excited and boastful over her idea then i scoffed smiling.

  "Hmm. Quite thoughtful! It would be less fun if i got you involved in this..." I blurted

  "Don't try to act better Kareem, you know i'd do something..." She became defensive then i interrupted smiling sarcastically whike she looked helpless and quite defensive

  "What time did they return, Ayeesha!"

  "About 9pm or less...." She said

  "Thanks for watching out but your help would have been a mess or even worse..."

  "Kareem?!"

  "....that's when the party got heated and even for me." I said then i remembered that about that same time, Darkie and i were kissing passionately on the cushion in the VIP section. I hopped down from the bed stretching while she looked disappointed that i did not consider her efforts or suggestions. Then i cupped her face and said to her.

  "Don't mind this guy standing here in front of you, be concerned about your crush. He can't live without cash!" I hugged her swiftly while chuckled then there was a knock

  "Come in!" I answered im a hoarse voice

Bella walked in maintaining a normal pace in a yellow flowered knee length gown. I went over to my closet to get a clean towel then i walked towards Bella with a hug.

  "Morning Belle!" I turned going to the bathroom as she called

  "Kareem dear! Your parents are waiting for you downstairs." She said

  "Just tell them that I'd be there in minutes, i want to shower. Thanks!" I turned away to leave as she said again

  "Ah Ka...Kareem! I think its important!" She added 

  "I will. I just want to shower I'll be there, please tell them. I don't feel comfortable a'ight?!" I walked into the bathroom finally. Yeesha did not say a word but rather she fell asleep.

As soon as i was done dressing up in a black extra sized designer shirt and coffee sweat pants, then i wore a  pair of Givenchy slides slipper, i didn't care about brushing my hair. I covered Yeesha with the sheets, i really did not know why she fell asleep so fast again. She missed me i guess.

I headed Downstairs immediately then i saw mother sitting at the dinning table with her hands crossed on the table dressed in a white and black sweats suit while her straight black hair fell across while father stood beside her in white round neck shirt and gray pants and a pair of white sports shoes sipping on hot coffee i presumed. I came forth maintaining a safer pace then i stood adjacent mother. She raised her head up looking at me distastefully.

  "Morning Mama. Morning Dada! I'm sorry i took....." I began politely while my mother stood up abruptly landing me a two slaps on my face, i did not see that coming at all. My face turned numb and co!d suddenly. I looked at the! Questioningly while father kept the mug on the table yet he was silent although then he came rubbing her gently on her shoulders.

  "Mama?" I called. This looked different from last night  hot suddenly and i didn't remember that i had all these things inside it. I realised that i was stupid and foolish for throwing my jacket on the couch, i could not help my bad habit, throwing throwing clothes on the couches or floors.

  "Condoms Kareem? Marijuana? What if the cops nabbed you, could you explain how it got to your possession? You're a juvie..."

  "Mama, i just...i didn't even use those condoms....i just..." I stuttered

  "How about the marijuana? You smoke weed, don't you?" She asked and suddenly she broke into tears, silently sobbing exactly what i hate to see, mother cry.

  "Mom, its not what you think..." I tried to explain 

  "What precisely do you think that i am thinking?" She wiped her tears and continued bracing up to talk to me regardless "Why are you doing this? Giving me reasons to send you far away!" She said. i realised that anything could actually happen but it was only a party not until the cops stormed in on us. We've countless parties at that same spot same venue and there was never a time cops rode in on us so what exactly, i wondered still staring at my mother. Father looked disappointed as well but the smirk on his face wouldn't stop and the he left us heading out after he kissed her on the head. I tried to hold her hands but she stopped me. "You could always for anything and I'll gladly give it to you so why are you searching for something you can't reach for right now, Kareem? You are barely 18. You are just a few weeks away and you seem to run faster than you should."  She stopped

  "Once I'm 18, would you still let me do all of this then?" I asked. That shouldn't be the question right now but i had to

  "It don't matter! Did i tell you that im disappointed at you, Kareem? I am! That moment i try to give you a good chance or a reason to live comfortably then you ruin it. You just can't get enough right?" She asked

  "Mama forgive me! I'll be careful, i promise." I said

  "No you won't! You smoke and i did not even notice that and you've had sex already? Kareem does this even make sense to you? How many times have you done it?... With who?.... when?" She looked confused. How was i suppose to answer this questions at once, she'd run because mad at the places i got into. I focused on apologizing instead.

  "Mama?" I called in remorse. She gave me a very displeasing look. 

  "Lets go!" She left heading to the car. I went up to get my phone and Jeff's cologne while Yeesha was still asleep. I rushed to the car as well then i hopped in, father drove us indeed not Larry. We were all quiet then i texted Jeff that we were on the way then i saw Darkie's text. She wanted us to meet at her house. Well, that depended on me being grounded or not after this meeting but then i replied that I would only if i could at the moment and she understood. At that moment, i felt there was a better Version of Darkie not the old one i knew and as for Pixie, i didn't know what to think about her, i tried to forget her. I looked through the dark glasses instead with thoughts flooding my mind. I turned to my father immediately.

  "Dad! I'm sorry, i didn't mean all of this to happen..." I said

  "....Can you not see that i don't care? Just save yourself the stress and think about what the cops will do." He smirked. I hated that expression, the scolding would be better not the constant smirks and silence, it's harder to predict what he might be up to as well. 

  "I really want to apologize..." I added being persistent.  

  "Kareem! Are you even listening to me? I don't want to hear you talk! Just shut it!" He almost yelled angrily then mother rubbed his thigh gently. Immediately, mother got a call from someone.

  "Hello...oh yeah! How are you?....yeah, we were...oh ok! Ah, good thing it was...ok....thanks alot honey! We'll be there!" She hung up smiling at father as he smiled back almost forcefully trying to shake off his anger.

  "What's up babe? Won a lottery?" He teased then he kissed her swiftly. Was he trying to kill us or what? The road may have been empty but it doesn't permits him to kiss while driving, i don't need a pedestrian to lecture me.

  "We don't need to go to no station. There was a misunderstanding somewhere, Marco's wife called." She sounded pretty excited

  "Someone's lucky! We should turn around right?" 

  "We got a meeting remember? The stock at hand, bro!!!" Mother said reminding him. Then he groaned and said

   "Ok fine!" Father pulled over then turned you me. "You're officially grounded for a week!" Father smiled mockingly

  "Yes sir!" I said. Quite considerate to me.

  "Of course! Jeff's grounded too so there's no meeting at the moment." Babe, we should drive him home quickly..." Mother suggested but he declined bluntly.

  "Nope! He's a man now!"

  "Then an uber driver will do?!" She added

  "A'ight! Boys who can handle cannabis and condoms can always find their way home, right?" Then he turned to me

  "Jamal, this is not funny! He's still our son, we can't just let him go home alone!" She countered defensively, i felt lucky.

  "Baby!!! If he coiuld find his way to the club then why not our mansion? He needs to learn, Danni! He's 17 for crying out loud!" Father insisted

  "Save that shit for yourself...." Mother said then i cut in

  "Its ok, Mama! He's right! I can always find my way home. Could you give this cologne to Jeff's dad! Its Jeff's." I demanded then i hopped out immediately. They looked at me in doubt that i could handle myself.

I got a cab then we sped away while they watched me from the car.

I was already angry at my father because most times he mad me feel different. We were already five kilometre away from home and he suggested that i find my way home, he assumed that to be his way of discipline but i crowned it up as brutality. I thought of Darkie immediately, she's the only person i want to see before i to returned home to be grounded. I couldn't control my stubbornness, I just wanted to be myself and not under any restriction. I redirected the chauffer giving him her address then he affirmed to it as we went her direction. I texted her that i was standing outside. I was staring at her serene neighbourhood which was like ours then i heard the door opening gently. I turned her which she was dressed in a see through mini flare gown, i did not expect to see her because i expected Sonya. I entered inside like i was controlled by something i was unfamiliar with. As soon as i entered, she locked the door with the keys then she held me by hand the hand with a faint smile as she dragged me upstairs to her exotic bedroom then i closed the door behind me. I walked in comfortably then i kept my cell phone on the reading desk. Our eyes were locked up to each other then i walked towards her instantly, i knew what that meant. The body language was quite favourable because the dress was enough to get you turned on too then i stopped holding her knuckles and asked

  "Where's Sonya if Mr Cole's not home?" 

I didn't understand what Was happening suddenly and she wouldn't say a word. She stared at me seductively and said

  "She's left to see her mother, she would be back much much later. And you? What happened to you?" She asked holding my face towards hers while i wrapped my arms around her waist studying the moment.

  "I wanted a reason to make me think about you before i finally return home grounded." I said then she smiled

  "Mr Marco called y'all right?" She asked. How did she know?! I wondered.

  "Yeah. How did you know about that?" I asked finally

  "I called my dad about it and the moment he heard it was you Involved, he called it off. He sure has his ways. I couldn't watch you suffer, i love you yet you don't know that i do. I could do anything to keep you, Jordan!"  She stopped caressing my face

  "Wow! You did not have to! I deserved it!" I said. My parents could actually make anything work but they did not and now Darkie worked her magic and i still keep running back to her.

  "My only fear was that you wouldn't show up. Even if you didn't i would always understand that you were under pressure or maybe you hated me as always but you came for me regardless, that means you love me back!" She said

  "Darkie! I feel comfortable around you and i just realized that there was no point pushing you away and....i just want you happy just like you always try to make me happy." I said to her while she blushed. 

  "I should get you something you'd like to have this instant, cold and great." She escaped my grip heading to the door and cat walking like she was calling me stylishly. This girl was taking my breath away and taking my innocence with her as well. I was burning Inside, i just wanted to go deep inside her and get this over with. I followed her to the door then i called softly

  "Darkie!" I grabbed her hand like i wanted to chop them off turning her to me as i pressed her back on the door then she smiled like she expected this. I pinned her arms to the door while i kissed her all round then i turned to her lips.

  "Kareem, we both want this so lets do it!" She said to me. She was undeniably right about that too. Before a word was uttered by neither of us, our lips locked with hastiness and want them i tried to feel her bare body but her clothe wouldn't let me so i carried her by the hips as well landed on the bed again like the event from last night, real Deja Vu.

  "Rip it off!' She instructed and i did obediently while she helped me take off clothes. The first thing i headed for was her tits, massaging them softly and gently while my lips was locked to hers while our hands wouldn't stop roaming about our bare skins, my hands settled on around her hips and butts then i diverted to focus on her tits by sucking on her hardened nipples while she struggled to take off my pants as i placed kisses from her lips to her neck to her chest her stomach, she was wet after i built more sexual pleasures. Darkie is indeed dark and pleasant. I remembered that i needed something to protect this sensation then she blurted like she was in my mind "I got the CD you did not use from last night, i knew that this day would come." My heart was engulfed while my mind was losing it. We were both bare on our bodies then i slowly thrusted into her then she moaned while our eyes were locked we smiled halfway intermittently, stroking as fast as i could, her eyes told the truth. She liked it very much. She embraced me tightly moaning into my ears while i throbbed much faster then slowly. We were both sweaty and drenched. Darkie and i broke the rules and did what we tried to avoid football very long time now.