These Feelings For You Make My Chest Hurt

After studying with Kirishima I laid on my bed thing about Deku.

Deku. Deku. Deku....

That stupid smile, his stupid muttering, his stupid messy hair, those stupid freckles...those were some things I liked about him....they weren't stupid....

His eyes...those wide eyes..they always sparkled..even now they still do..

Everything about him was adorable, I yearned for him, To be in his arms, to laugh with him, to kiss with him...

...

But it would never happen. After all the abuse I put him through...It wasn't fair for me to forget all that and want a relationship with him. Out of all the people to have a crush on it had to be Deku..

I admit it. I love Izuku Midoriya. The love of my life. My love for him is not returned, and it'll never be...

Because he.....

He already loves someone

And it's not me....

And that night I cried myself to sleep.

——The next day———

Sigh...Today I woke up with puffy eyes because I cried myself to sleep.

Let's just hope nobody notices..

....

As I walk to 1-A I encounter Kirishima in the halls, I walk up to him

"Hey"

...No response

"Hey!"

Still nothing

"HEY!" I scream

"WaHh?!"

"What's wrong with you??"

"Uh..Sorry Bakubro, just thinking about something!!"

'What exactly was he thinking so hard about??'

"The test??"

"Nope! Something else!!" His face looks like he doesn't want to talk about it

'Ok then, I won't press on it'

We walk together to class and as I open the door I see something unexpected

Something I never wanted to see

Ever....