Chapter63 I hate everything about you...your heart, your lobe and even your whole existence...can you do something about it?

Chapter63 I hate everything about you..your heart, your love and even your whole existence...can you do anything about it?

In the parking lot.

A man is seen throwing a woman inside the car. He enters the driver's seat and left the place hurriedly.

......

'She is not anymore. I heard her parents disowned her and never searched for her'

'The young mistress of the most prestigious family is not Kiara but Amaya'

These words vividly stayed on her mind. It felt like her whole existence in their life has been replaced. She was replaced by that Amaya. They did it...they finally proved she was worthless in their eyes.

Her eyes teared up and soon she began crying. Her tears were like a diamond as she let them out.

The man beside her stiffened in shock. He turned his head to her and felt his heart wrenched into pieces. Was he too harsh? Was that why she was crying so hard?.

No matter how much you get angry at the person you love...when you see that person in pain, you also feel miserable as well. You wish to stop the pain but can't. That was what Feng Li was feeling at that moment. His heart was tugging against his chest.

He wanted to speak...to apologise but his lips were tied. He just watched as she cried sorrowfully. 

Kiara clutched unto her chest and buried herself deep against the window. Her mind flew back to her family.

........

Inside a gazebo in the centre of the garden.

A young girl sat on the swing while an older woman was putting together the girl's hair. She would occasionally kiss the girl's hair at every time she gets.

The girl smiled as her heart swelled in happiness from her mother's love and care.

"Mummy, will you always guide and love me like this in the future? I know I have been unruly to you but that doesn't change the love I abhor for you...you will right??" The girl murmured and turned her head to face her mother.

The older woman had a wide smile on her face hearing those sweet most cherished words from her daughter's lips.

"Mami you are my daughter...of course, I will take care of you for the rest of my life" The woman softened her voice.

Su Mami beamed and nodded, then she poked out her pinky finger forward saying "Promise me?"

The older woman shook her head in amusement "You are so adorable...I promise" She interlocked their pinky fingers and kissed the girl's head.

"Mummy promised right? You will also be ahead of me and will help me. She won't leave me at all for anyone?" Su Mami furrowed her brows at her and blinked.

"Right, mummy?"

The older woman nodded "I promise" she said. The both of them stood side by side as loving pair of mother and daughter as they embraced each other under the starry night. If strangers should sew them like that, they would feel emotional.

Su Mani brightened her smile but that didn't last for long when she caught glimpse of a girl against a tree not far from the gazebo.

Her shoulders dropped. She locked eyes with the girl and said 'Look she loves me now...more than you'

The other girl also used her eyes to say 'Wait and see, it won't last for long. Soon they both glared at each other.

Then the girl drifted away from the place.

...............

Her tears fell more intensely as she remembered that night. The promise of her mother and everything beautiful that occurred.

But they were all a facade. The woman never lobed her, she lied to her all along. That was the bitter truth. Wasn't it enough for her when I almost died that day? I let it go. When she let her other daughter attend the party and not me. I let it go and behaved like an obedient daughter. That she would love. But all I got in return was this.

Why??

It's been four years now but they still don't want to leave my life. Was staying back here a mistake? Should I even go through with my revenge?.

Or perhaps, if I told them they are grandparents. Will they find a space in their heart to love me? Will they adore and pamper me as they do to their other daughter? Will they finally accept me?

I don't mind it. Just a little space. At least I know I have a place in their heart. At least I know I am not alone. At least I.....

She bit her lips to hold back her cries.

"Don't I deserve love? Am I so unlucky to be loved?" She murmured and sniffed.

"That's not true because I love you" 

She heard the man beside her say. If it was then her, maybe she would have been happy to know that there was still someone who cherished her.

But her trust for him broke the very day he had betrayed and hurt her. Now he was acting like those pain, and humiliation I felt was nothing to him.

He knew I hated lies and failed promises but he still disappointed me.

.............

Promptly, the car hauled towards an enormous penthouse at the outskirt of the city. The car halted in front of an iron gate.

"We are here" He softened his voice. Kiara faced him and wiped away the tears on her face. She adjusted herself on the seat and frowned. From the window, she saw a big building that looked like a mansion.

Why did he bring her here? 

"Why am I here?" She asked, her eyes seeking for an explanation.

Feng Li smiled "This is our home...we were supposed to build our family here... I had planned everything after the engagement but you....it doesn't matter anymore because I have you here now. We will live here as husband and wife...then after a year, we will have kids"

His eyes on her softened as he said those words. The anger in his eyes had dissipated to a level.

But the woman beside him was seething in rage. She frowned in disgust and without control, she blurted.

"And what if I don't want to live with you or have a family with you...will you cage me here?"

"Kiara"

"You are only making things difficult for me...I can't love you or live with you...and besides, I am a married woman" She lied.

Feng Li frowned "What can I do to make your stay with me...anything, I will do it"

"You still don't get it, do you? Then let it kindly elaborate...I hate everything about you, your heart, your love and even your whole existence...can you do anything about it?"

She didn't know her harsh words had shattered the man's little hope in his heart. Her calm words had broken the barrier he had kept for years in his heart.