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I hate that I love You

Seeing her in someone else's arms, why did it feel like he had lost the entire world?``` He couldn't understand why he was acting like this. The unknown and indescribable amount of emotions welling up within threatened to rip his heart apart. Moomal! He called out to her but only silence replied to him. She finally removed her hand from the lock. Before Huzaifa could understand what was going on she suddenly turned around and wrapped her arms around his neck, locking him in a tight embrace. He was shocked by her sudden intimacy yet he subconsciously grabbed onto her waist and held her tighter to his body, their bodies were pressing against one another intensely that it seemed like they would melt into each another. "I hate that I love you so much..." Her soft words felt like a hammer to his heart, and the peace he had felt for two moments added to his distress even more. The pain he goes through. He still feels broken. Who will fix his cracks?

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Chapter 34, overwhelmed

"We will discuss this later. Now you go and get ready quickly. We'll leave together." After giving the order to Huzaifa, Rabia turned to Moomal. "Go with Him and help him get ready."

Saying, "Yes" Moomal turned away from Huzaifa and hurriedly entered the room he's staying in.

She took out a shalwar kameez suit from Huzaifa's bag and pressed it lightly. By then Huzaifa had also arrived there.

As soon as he stepped into the room, he looked at her.

He quietly watched her iron his clothes.

She was wearing a black dress, which was heavily embroidered with golden work. Her hairs were in the form of a bun, but several loose locks were touching her cheeks. Her make-up did not look dark, nor did the light, the heavy earrings she wore were dazzling in the light of the lights in the room.

He couldn't stop himself from looking at her as if he were under the influence of a spell. He could see that she was avoiding his gaze. On one side, her fear was clear from her eyes, her embarrassment was giving a strange relief to his heart.

But on the other hand, he wanted her to look up and see him, address him by his name, not behave in this formal behavior as if they were not in an intimate relationship, but in a normal relationship.

What is this strange attraction he is feeling towards her?

Just a few hours ago, he was with Ruby, holding her in his arms, who is his love, to whom he has confessed his love. Then why is Moomal repeatedly filling his heart with a strange feeling which he cannot understand, nor which he wants to understand.

Then why!?

He was overwhelmed with his thoughts when he looked at her.

"Until you freshen up, I'll hang the clothes here and leave the room." Moomal said hesitantly. Huzaifa suddenly turned his face away and silently went to the bathroom.

As soon as he went to the bathroom, she breathed a sigh of relief.

For a long time she could feel the warmth of Huzaifa's gaze on her face, but she did not have the courage to look up and see him or ask where he had been since yesterday. Or what he is thinking!?

From her childhood until today, Moomal has never felt as embarrassed in front of Huzaifa as she felt today. The resentment in Huzaifa's eyes was forcing her to feel as if she had committed a great sin.

After ironing his clothes, she took out the rest of his belongings, placed them on the dressing table, and left after locking the door.

* * * * * * * *

Man makes so many mistakes in his life, but every time he ignores it thinking that he will not do anything wrong after that, but he forgets that he is just a human being.

But the reality is, sin and error are his nature.

Huzaifa knew he had made a big mistake. But his mistake wasn't marrying Ruby, it was hiding that marriage from everyone.

To hide it from Moomal.

In the midst of the function, when the important marriage ceremonies were being performed on the stage, he was standing alone at a short distance from the stage, watching everyone in silence.

His father, mother, Rabia, all the cousins and Moomal, How happy everyone looked. Abrar and Ahmar both took him on stage with them, but then Huzaifa came back again as soon as they got distracted by someone else.

It wasn't that he wasn't happy, he was also very happy to see Maham happy.

But this heavy burden on his chest prevented him from mingling with everyone. And even in the shadows he could not lighten the burden from his chest.

Zayn's words kept ringing in his ears, and he was terrified. And then his own dispersed emotions, which for some reason had rebelled against him, had ruined all his peace of mind.

If he smiled for two minutes, the two moments would get entangled in his thoughts again. Anyone looking at him could tell that he was upset about something. Including Moomal.

Ever since she came here, she could not stop herself from looking at him from time to time. But the dark shadows on his face were making her upset.

She knew that Huzaifa was feeling this way only because of her, but she couldn't tell him that Zayn had forced her that day because she knew him. He will surely go to the house of Zayn and fight with him.

And she doesn't want that at all.