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A trip that lasted about a day.

During that time, Ymir experienced things she had never experienced before.

Most of the experiences were trivial. Buying food on the street, going to the theater, taking a walk by the fountain, browsing various shops… Looking back, there's nothing special about it.

But even that touched Ymir's heart very much.

Because it was such a lonely and empty life.

It was a life where she did not have enough room to accept even such trivial things sweetly, so she may have been more touched by the comfort provided by the person who was with her.

"It's about time to go back," She said.

She realized that it was a pity that the end of the day she had always passed by came so quickly, and that she could feel pity again.

Sooner or later, Verdia and Celica will be returning as well.

You never know when the day when the two of you can live like this will come again in the future.

"Did you enjoy today, Ymir?"

"…"

"… Mr. Ymir?"

"You, be honest."

Is that why?

Ymir wanted to point out something that she didn't have to point out.

"Didn't you think of something like a reward?"

What was the reason for her going out in the first place, when she had always distanced herself from the world?

It was for him to go out with him and find the reward he needed.

But at some point, the purpose disappeared, and in the end, didn't it just enjoy playing around the city?

"… Did you catch it?"

"Then you thought I was a hoe who couldn't even recognize that? No matter how far you go, you go all the way, really."

"I'm sorry. But since Ymir-san has suffered a lot, I thought he needed a break…"

"Hey, no matter how much you came to the party as a chore, now you're claiming to be the party member's playmate. How far are you going to gossip?"

It's blatant sarcastic, but in the end, it's just a defense to hide my feelings.

Still, I had to admit it in the end.

If she had thought badly of her time with him in the first place, she would have hit her sooner.

"Still, if Ymir-san is happy, I'm satisfied with that."

Even now, even now, when this stupidly nice man stirs my heart, I am amazed at the change I am accepting now.

"… Are you really going to make it?"

"Yes, if there is anything more I want, I would like you to get along well with the other party members in the future… Of course, it's impossible to start right away, so I think it's enough to work hard from the beginning."

"Oh yeah. Friendship between party members?"

Ymir brushed aside those words, smiled and quietly turned his back from his seat.

"What good. If that's the reward you want, then you should be willing to accept it."

"Thank god. Mr. Ymir readily accepted…"

"But before that, there's one last place I'd like to stop by. Could you follow me?"

Rather, it went well. Thinking of it, Ymir prepared to move his foot to the place he had in mind, and quietly flicked his finger at him.

As expected, Dave followed immediately after expressing an affirmation. It is probably because he does not know where he is going that his step is confident.

'A cute guy.'

After moving forward with a smile, we arrived at a luxurious inn that boasts the largest scale in the city.

This place, which is often called a hotel, would be a very unfamiliar and burdensome place for ordinary people like Dave.

"The most expensive room here. And the best soundproofed place."

Of course, it is a very familiar place to Ymir.

A body that rents a mansion for the purpose of research in the first place. You can do as much as you like by temporarily renting a room in such an inn.

"Don't ever think about coming in until you come out. All right?"

"All right."

A hotel employee who obediently follows Ymir's words even after giving him a generous tip.

Afterwards, Ymir entered her room after she broke up with him, and as soon as she confirmed that Dave was following her, she telekinetically latched on the door.

With this, this place is a complete closed room. Unless it is physically destroyed from the outside, there will be no interference from the inside.

"Hey, Mr. Ymir? What are you going to do after renting such an expensive room? … Uh, huh?"

The first thing Ymir did after renting such a confined space was to unbutton the school uniform on his body.

In the place where the cloth was removed, an impressive black lace underwear appeared, but it was difficult to cover everything even though it boasted a very large area.

To the point where you can see an important part the moment it shakes even a little.

"Yu, Mr. Ymir? What the hell…"

"Why? The naked body of the girl who was wearing the school uniform a while ago is about to be exposed, so it's just hot, isn't it?"

Dave was taken aback when he saw that, but it was obvious that if he stopped here, he would just go through the motions like before.

Ymir smiled beshishly and began to pull down the underwear that concealed her body.

"Oh, dress me up! I don't know what you're thinking, but calm down… !"

"It's okay, so come this way."

"Ahh!"

As he tried to turn around, his nape was pulled by telekinesis, and soon he fell on the bed next to her.

Afterwards, even her action to struggle was stopped by her holding onto her stomach.

"Dave."

In such a state, Ymir speaks.

The name he had hesitated to say so far was spelled out one letter at a time.

"Did you tell me earlier? All I want in return for helping me is that you try to incorporate me into the party."

The gaze looking down at him is also saturated with a single point of resoluteness without trembling.

The gaze of others, which I thought was good until now, was an exception for the man in front of me.

That's why it was accompanied by a lot of determination to show the current body, and that's why there's no such thing as desperate watermelon.

"Then, doing something like this with you, who has been accepted as a member of our party… Couldn't it be seen as a kind of friendship to close the distance?"

Of course, he would have a choice, but Ymir decided to force his choice.

This time, where there is not much time left to be alone with you two…

And I didn't want to miss this opportunity that might come again in the future.

"… For a moment."

Facing such a selfish and sinful woman, the man soon averted her gaze and spoke in a timid voice.

"Wait, can I wash up?"

A man who is weak at pushing after all.

All he needs is time to clear his mind.

***

-Shoot it.

The cold water rinses my hair, soaking my unruly, rough hair and starting it to hang down.

The moment when my head, which was boiling with excitement, calmed down.

Eventually, with a calm mind, she had time to recall what would happen next.

'With a man…'

This body, which has always been an object of lust, finally came to use as they wished.

'I'm doing it with Dave.'

Until this time came, he did not allow anyone to touch this body.

Even at the academy, when he entered the slums to find Madoka, and after that, to the president of the academy who tried to appease himself who was aiming for her…

Yeah, so far I just haven't been able to find the meaning.

Because they want to achieve something with this body, not you.

I don't know if I'll do it someday, but I've always thought that if I do write it, I want to write it for something meaningful to me.

'Are you really okay?'

Then, is the current action meaningful?

To a man who just cares.

Is it okay to give a man I've just met a once-in-a-lifetime chance, what people in the world call 'purity'?

'Even when I saw my friend go through that… Are you sure you won't regret it?'

Madoka.

A friend who guided you. And now the poor child who will never be seen again.

Pushed by her environment, she ended up ruining her mind, and in the most miserable and insignificant way, she went beyond her virginity and even destroyed her dignity as a human being.

Seeing her like that, even though her behavior itself would be considered disgusting…

'… I can't seem to be a proper person either.'

Over and over again, I realized that this pounding in my heart wasn't just from fear.

'To have such expectations for something like that now.'

As long as it's already a life away from ordinary people, I thought that my chastity was good no matter what.

Now, she hoped that her first moments would have meaning in her own life.

The unfamiliar emotions I felt while being with him.

Because I feel that the first intensity that came from it goes beyond the afterglow and is engraved in my heart.

'Yes, if the beginning is really important.'

-Shoot it.

Leaving behind the dying water stream, Ymir led her wet body out of the bathroom and back into the room.

'It would be best to at least start with no regrets.'

Dave.

The man waiting in the bedroom at this moment will be able to fulfill those wishes.

If everything you've shown so far is sincere, and if that kind of consideration stands out in your actions with yourself as well.

"I washed up."

"Ah yes… I put the towel over there."

But is it still tense?

Dave sat with his eyes averted, unable to bear looking at him.

Ymir wiped himself with the provided towel and sparsely looked at him.

"… Dave."

"Yes, yes. Please speak."

"If someone calls you, should you look into their eyes and say it?"

"…"

His flinching head gradually twists, and soon his hardened gaze turns to himself.

The heat and moisture of the body of a person who had just finished taking a shower.

The water flowing through my body flowed down in a gentle curve, and as soon as the water drop fell down, it began to soak my throat, which was blocked.

Even without any embellishments…

No, on the contrary, it is a body that catches men's attention because it has no decorations.

Even though she exposed her body, she didn't feel ashamed of being a woman. Instead, she only smiled proudly at my lips.

"You look much longer than last time. Is this the first time you've seen anyone other than me naked?"

"Oh, no. Not the first time…"

"Huh~ Unlike me, you have experience, right?"

Ymir snorts at the unexpected fact.

It occurred to her that she might have done it with the kid who brought him to the party, but she decided not to go over that part.

Whatever it is, the important thing is that you are the only one who is pure in this relationship.

"…Not the first time, are you disappointed?"

"Okay. How are you?"

I'd be lying if I said I didn't feel very betrayed.

To think that such a gentle and foolish-looking man had an advantage over him.

"Hey, you should look at the beginning of a man and the beginning of a woman differently."

But since it's my first time, I'm worried.

The thought of whether it would be better to leave the lead to an experienced person also came to my mind at first glance.

"Dave."

As if taking comfort in that thought, Ymir narrows the distance without hesitation.

Then she sat down with him on her bed, she whispered in his ear as she placed her hand on his chest.

"Are you ready to take my first?"

– Pounding, pounding.

Heartbeat sound.

She rides her fingertips on his chest and begins to engage with her own.