The start

My step was the only sound in this damp prison. Along the way I could see many dead, despaired and crazed men in the cell. Each one of them is scaring me to be honest but I'm not gonna become the so called hero. In the first place, I'm not assigned to become hero since I was banished by that b*tch.

Back to the story, as I walked I saw a pair of guard outside the gate. This seemed to be lowest part too, should I be honored as they take me seriously or just nothing. I turned to looked at glowing tattoo, I could feel Rena but it seemed fainter to the point I need to focus on it but my power seemed unrestricted as ever. Good thing that's good news since I'm stuck in this place.

As I continued walking toward toward the gate without sneaking, the guards turned around saw me. There were two person, one seemed young while another old. I glanced at them before opening my mouth,

"Excuse me, could you open the gate?"

I asked politely but the guards don't budge at all but they all very frightened before the older one commanded the young to call for backup. What the hell, I thought I asked properly without fighting. Welp, I need some exercise too. My right hand summon burst magic aiming at the gate, unfortunately it didn't work, not even leaving any dent. I suddenly remembered that this is lowest, of course it's security is tighter...

I took out key, but the older guy summoned a rifle which made my body shuddered before my body turned to side avoiding the bullet shot by him. Damn boi, that's really ruthless! I commented before using my energy to levitate it toward the gate to open it while avoiding those bullet I could feel that bullet will giving me a lot of restriction.

As soon the key went in and turned, the gate opened. The older guard's face became darker as he summoned a dual uzi-like weapon and let the weapon before disappeared into glittering particle before aiming at my face. For your information I'm not a sitting duck, ah!

My body dashed toward the older guard as I avoided the rain of bullet, some of them grazing me but I ignored it. Still, it stung me like hell AND it's burning! As soon I got near him I threw a straight punch straight into the older guard's face and push it through. A cracking sound could be heard as the guard moaned before fall to ground not moving.

I went to this faint dude and search if there is anything helping me. After a while checking while holding disgust when saw this wretched face, I found a scroll. This is way too cliche... I opened it thinking that. And I saw something bad. Just bad, super bad, the worst thing ever.

I turned around to get out from this place and I see an elf with face that I just wanted to punch, because his face is annoying as F*ck. I glared as the male elf chuckle, He looked at me with interest and descending.

"Hmm, are you the one who liked by queen. Disgusting." [Annoying prick elf]

Uwaa... This is really a burnable trash. At the very least be a bit prudent or you know, bit civil. Wait, maybe I'm wrong, maybe this is how the elf known as the most civil species in manga!? Wait, wait, wait. Then, is the other certain book is saying these being like being something-something? Hmm....

"Trash, what are you thinking?" [Annoying prick elf]

"Nah, just a bit rumour."

"Hou~ mind telling me?" [Annoying prick elf]

"I heard elf like being ntr?"

"Ah, what's that?" [Annoying prick elf]

"You know, hmm green hat? wait, not right... Something like love being betrayed?"

"YOU F*CKING-!!!!"[Annoying prick elf]

The elf pounced on me with a fist condensed mana, I was aware when this bastard shouted. I crossed my arms blocking the attack. The impact was humongous, I couldn't hold it as my bone cracked and my internal was breaking. Red blood jumped out from my mouth as my body flew away hitting the rock wall. The blood threatened to move out from my mouth but I swallowed it back.

"Damn, this is quite bad."

I muttered, to be honest, to be properly honest. I'm just barely survived, what OP magic suddenly appear. What kind of bullsh!t is that? what, main character have OP power when almost die? That's plot armor! This is real, I'm still standing and I don't feel any power! Even that god slaying art is not a toy and THAT'S JUST A COINCIDENCE! JUST ON INSTINCT!!

I turned my head to see already pouncing elf in front of me hitting my face, blood spurt from my mouth as I could feel a hit on my stomach, before. My body flew away destroying the passed through the underground.

I could hear a sound of body hitting the ground as my view turned to a blue sky.

"I see. Why bother thinking I'm main character... What OP power, that thing just coincidence."

My body was moaning in pain as I unsteadily push my body up to see this annoying prick looking at me in a surprised. My breathing was heavy and I could feel pain every time I take a breath.

"You're still alive? Wow, no wonder goddess take an interest in you. Like cockroach."

The smile of the elf was twisted enjoying a struggling creature. That's me. I then tried to remember the feeling of killing at that time, when I used god-slaying arts. Then, betting this do or die.

" I am... A being cursed by gods. The creature that's unblessed by the world. Risen from rule of survival. without faith.... by killing, by plunder, I strive without a fate. By own hand. I'm a god killer."

As soon I ended I could feel my restrain in this world is gone but in exchange, I could feel a fear and anger of the world toward me. It was gripping my heart and soul. I can see why this is forbidden. I need to finish it fast or I'll be dead.

The elf who was being arrogant looked at me warily.

"I can see why you're a dangerous and not ordinary. But that won't change your fate!" [Annoying prick elf]

The elf swung a hook on my left which I blocked with using hand with a thin layer of mana covering my hand. I tried it but it seem this energy is not ordinary. The elf looked at me irritated.

"DON'T GET COCKY!"

He fly back while summoned a lightning striking tear me apart. I held my fear as I raised my left hand. A faint feeling appear as I feel like I need to say something.

"I'm no mere human, tied by fate of death. tied by time..."

I coughed blood. I could feel my body weakening. I should settle this fast.

"I am grasping my fate. Let ragnarok meet us."

As the lightning touch my hand it seemed to solidified. I held it before look it. It seemed to struggling hard and I could feel sting to it like a current of electric running through my body. I hold it like drawing blade.

"Inanis Tonitrua."

I swung the lightning. I could feel a feeling of being suck by a black thing from my slash. I glanced and I could see the the elf was slowly reduced to a small dust by lightning wave and turned into nothingness.

I could see a pure terror of the elf's eyes as he met death. I could see my power is things that couldn't be used easily again. I closed my eyes started to walked away from here. I need to run. I'm already on last leg...

Wait... I need to find money! I turned around in horror remember that guy seemed to have a ring and not wearing any sack... I need money to stay alive!!! Wait, I could go down...

I looked underground prison with bitter smile before put my hands in pocket which I felt a coin in my pocket. What... What's going on!? I didn't remember it wait, maybe that princess paid me a coin to let her go at that time, right? Hmm... I'm not sure anymore, welp, I need it so let's run away.

I ran away from the prison, wandering. Little did I know I have returned to wilderness Forest of Gaia, by feeling the mana surrounding of course. This is more comforting than being in elven kingdom. I wandered alone, this time. without Rena...

I smiled bitterly, I wonder if I'm not fated to meet beauty. I continued to walked focusing to survive and dreaming to go to civilization, this time please a human species. I'm sorry, Charlotte, this time I weak. I'll be visiting you in future though.