chapter two

Continuation

 He boasted of the places he had gone to and all that,as well as his hopes and aspirations for the future.Not knowing, that was the beginning of the end of my own hopes and dreams and aspirations to study further in Oxford to become the best doctor ever. It because I offered David the license to call me any time he set eyes on me afterwards, to continue seducing me, lying to me and also making me think he adored me when infact he had hidden motives. Before I knew it, I had become hooked up by his words like how people get addicted to hard drugs such as cocaine which is harmful and illegal. He had me just where he wanted me, while I was just still thinking childishly that he just liked me and I liked him in return.

Eventually,he got me to follow him to his house as we left the school for the third term holidays.That was after he had finished his A'levels .When we got his house,there was no one in..so I asked him where his parents were but he said the were still at their work place but will be arriving in the evening...So I asked why we were here cause I thought he was about to show me to his parents cause we dating...I just came to show my house and my room also,he replied...He took me to his room which looked clean,and a little huge which can contain two people...No sooner had we entered the room then he went into action, pinning me to his soft bed in there to have his way between my thighs..I pleaded with him to stop what he was doing cause it's hurting, but he wouldn't budge.I tried then to struggle with him as I screamed in pain for help,but it was also of no use, Until he got tired and satisfied...I cried my lungs out, asking him if he really did raped me,but the only reply he gave me was "I'm sorry"...what? Is that all you can say after I had pleaded with you to stop...he continued with I'm sorry...

I got pissed off..gave him a very hard dirty slap that I never thought I could someone as such in my life...I dressed up then left..  On my way home, I cried bitterly, I had wanted to blame but it wasn't his fault,cause I did want it, otherwise,what would I be doing in that house of his,let alone being alone in that room with him?.It was beating my heart that I followed him so blindly into that room like sheep following it's butcher to the slaughter house.I just can't believe I let love blind me for him to take advantage of me like this, wrong did I do to let a boy make a big fool out of me to ruin my cake that I'm keeping as my pride and dignity. Lord please forgive me l!!..I cried out..