[~101~] Are we truly done?

Hi, Mr. H!
The name that I only knew before, the name that I only knew as a partner, the name that I considered normal, the name that didn't make me feel anything, at that time.

How are you currently? Honestly, I didn't think that my feelings would be this deep for you. I also don't know where I went wrong. I don't know when that feeling appeared, all I know is that I started making frequent eye contact with you since March. Every time we are in a crowd, no matter how far we are, our eyes will always meet each other.

I really love you. The love that I never thought I would fight for you after all this time I only focused on myself. After a long time I let my feelings just be for me. After a long time I closed the door of my heart tightly. You managed to open it, you succeeded in making me fight for you.

The only problem is that you dry text the chat that I gave you. You took so long to reply to my chat. Apart from that, you are very good to me. Our story hasn't officially started yet. However, since 3 weeks ago we have been chatting intensely.

Whenever I feel there is something interesting, I will definitely convey it to you. Every time I see you, my heart beats fast. However, it feels like it's all over, right? I closed everything well, and so did you end it well.

Honestly, I want you to stay longer. But, it's not worth the pain. It's not worth it for me to have to wait for your chat. Not worth my every overthinking about you, about who is with you. It's not worth crying about you. It's not worth the pain you caused.

But, knowing you and loving you really makes me happy. Then, how will I really forget you?Can I?

Beautiful eyes, which made me fall in love. A different look than anyone else. I can't describe it well. You are precious to me. It feels like closing our story is wrong. But I really have to do it to respect myself, right?

I still can't believe I'll be going through all this with you. What other pain will I experience, dri? You are painful, but I love you.

One last question,
How could I really get over you?