the arising of that feeling

Hey Kha who wete still confused about what Juan means asked Juan.

"What are the conditions??"

"You have to come home on time and cook and clean the house too. I don't like anything dirty." Juan replied.

Hey Kha very annoyed to hear that, but she can't do anything.

"Indeed he wanted to take revenge on me from the start!" Hey Kha thought.

"Okay, I agree." Hey Kha said.

Juan who saw Hey Kha just agreed to his request was not satisfied.

"Don't be happy just yet. I'm not done talking yet," Juan said.

Hey Kha really wanted to hit Juan's head at that time.

"What else??" Hey Kha asked.

"You don't go near any man, remember that!! If I see you smiling with another man, I will make your life and your family suffer!" Juan threatened Hey Kha.

Hey Kha who heard Juan's words could only sigh.

"Are you still a child?? Why everything that comes out of your mouth was like the words of a child!!" Hey Kha said, annoyed.

Juan heard what Hey Kha said. His face was flushed and his eyes were staring at Hey Kha.

"You say I'm a child??" Juan asked Hey Kha.

Hey Kha very surprised to hear what juan said. Moreover, the look on Juan's face was really scary as if he wanted to swallow her.

'Did he hear that?? I'm dead!' Hey Kha thought, she was so scared.

Hey Kha tried to defend herself.

"Sorry Juan, I was just kidding."

Juan was very angry and yelled at Hey Kha.

"Shut up!"

Hey Kha's body shook with fear and was also shocked at that time.

'Judging by his face, Juan was furious. I better be quiet until I get home safely.' Hey Kha thought.

Arriving at the house, Juan got out of the car.

"I'm hungry, prepare food for me!" Juan said.

Hey Kha noded her head

"Good."

Then Juan went into the house first.

Hey Kha who saw Juan behave like that made her felt sad.

"Why Juan hates me so much ?? But every time I see Juan, my heart flutters."

"Could it be that I like Juan? If that's true. I'm definitely going through hard days. I have to be able to hold back, if Juan knows this, Juan will be very happy to make fun of me. Maybe Juan will hate me even more." Hey Kha muttered.

Hey Kha went inside and prepared food for Juan.

But suddenly her cellphone rang and it turned out that her grandpa was calling.

"Hello, Grandpa. I'm glad you called me." Hey Kha said.

"Grandpa is also happy to be able to talk to you. Oh yes, regarding the transfer of your college you have finished, you can enter college next week."

Hey Kha very happy to hear what his grandfather said.

"Thank you, you're the best grandfather." Hey Kha said, praised the grandfather.

Mr. Tan was also very happy to hear the voice of Hey Kha who sounded happy.

"Alright, take care of your health." Mr. Tan said.

Hey Kha also said the opposite to the grandfather.

"Grandfather also take care of grandfather's health okay?"

After that Hey Kha hang up the phone

"Finally I can go to college again. I will not be bored at home."

Hey Kha felt happy and sad too.

"I entered one of the top medical universities in this city. I really enjoyed it ... but I don't know anyone here." Hey Kha muttered.

Hey Kha also felt sad remembering what Juan said.

"Maybe I don't need friends, because Juan will definitely not allow me to be with them. I have to keep my attitude going forward, don't make Juan angry again .."

***

One week later. hey kha started going to college.

heykha said to himself.

"Fighting hey kha..you have a long way to go, you have to be a great doctor and also a good and wise doctor. That is your goal and also your dream."

Hey kha took a look around the campus, and saw some study rooms for them.

Without you knowing it, it was getting late and hey kha hurried back home before Juan got angry.

"Hhmm, very tired. Is Juan home? Ah, I'd better take a shower."

A few moments later, after finishing showering and changing clothes.

hey kha want to meet Juan in his room but hey kha discouraged.

Seminggu kemudian. hey kha mulai masuk kuliah.

heykha berkata pada dirinya sendiri.

" Berjuang hey kha..jalanmu masih panjang, kau harus menjadi dokter yang hebat dan juga dokter yang baik serta bijak. itu adalah tujuanmu dan juga mimpi mu."

Hey kha berkeliling melihat kampusnya, serta melihat beberapa ruang belajar untuk mereka.

Tanpa hey kha sadari hari mulai sore dan hey kha pun bergegas kembali kerumah sebelum Juan marah.

" Hhmm, Sangat lelah. Apakah Juan ada dirumah?? Ah,sebaiknya Aku mandi."

Beberapa saat kemudian, setelah selesai mandi dan mengganti pakaian.

hey kha ingin menemui Juan di kamarnya namun hey kha mengurungkan niatnya.

"No ..., no. !! Don't go into that room again, maybe I'll get into trouble again. I better prepare dinner."

Hey kha went back downstairs and prepared dinner for them.

having finished preparing dinner for her and also Juan.

hey kha went to finish his college assignment.

"I have to finish my paper, there is no time to be lazy anymore.

Remember you have to be a great doctor so that you can fulfill your hopes. "

" Tidak...,tidak.!! Jangan masuk ke kamar itu lagi, mungkin aku akan dapat masalah lagi. sebaiknya aku menyiapkan makan malam saja."

Hey kha pun kembali turun kebawah dan menyiapkan makan malam untuk mereka.

setelah selesai menyiapkan makan malam untuknya dan juga Juan.

hey kha pergi untuk menyelesaikan tugas kuliahnya.

" Aku harus menyelesaikan makalah ku, tidak ada waktu untuk bermalas-malasan lagi.

Ingat Kamu harus jadi Dokter yang hebat biar bisa wujud kan harapan Mu."

***

While working on his paper. Hey Kha remember again, what is the purpose of Hey Kha choosing to become a doctor.

"Actually, my hope as a doctor is to want to help many people, regardless of their status."

remembering events in his past that were so providing.

"I clearly remember the fire at that time, Mother was in pain at the hospital, but I couldn't do anything about it. I could only keep crying and no one was beside me, to be able to hug me, to comfort me because I was so. scared when I saw the mother's condition like that. "

Hey Kha with tears remembering how much her mother was in pain in her body.

Hey Kha can hear the moaning of the mother who endures the pain.

"It hurts a lot, but I have to endure it." The mother muttered, not wanting to see her little girl keep crying.

hey kha who heard that approached the mother.

"Mother ... do you feel sick ??" The little girl asked.

Hey Kha's mother who saw the little Hey Kha who looked so scared could only smile.

"No son, mother is fine. Remember Hey Kha, you have to live well my son …."

That was the last sentence that Hey Kha heard from the mouth of the mother.

The little Hey Kha who saw her mother not making a sound nor move, starting to get scared.

"Mother, what's wrong? Why don't you move?" She asked as she shook her mother's hand and her tears rolled down her little cheeks.

"Mother, don't scare me mom ... I beg you, I'm so scared .."

Hey Kha ran to call the doctor while crying.

Hey Kha sobbed, remembered that. It was such a painful childhood that she had to see her mother suffer at the last moment of his breath.

"In order to save myself, mother went into the flames and saved me. But because we did not have money to pay for mother's care and you also did not get proper treatment, so she could not endure the pain and left me alone when was only 7 years old."

An incident that really broke her heart and made her hated by her father's family.

"I cried so hard to vent my sadness and from that day on I promise to be a good and responsible doctor. I don't want to see the background of a patient who must be helped, Because a person's life is more valuable than money!!

"They cannot see and feel how painful it is to lose the most precious person in our lives because of incapacity." She said while continuing to cry.

Juan who saw Hey Kha crying from afar felt sorry and wanted to approach Hey Kha, but Juan stopped the rarity, then turned around and left.

"I don't know what happened to you, but I don't want to approach you. Because sooner or later you will also leave me, I don't want to feel the loss again ... It hurts!!"

Juan also remembered how he lost the people he loved.

"I lost both my parents and also the people I love, they all left me. I used to be alone since childhood and I don't need anyone beside me."

He muttered while looking at Hey Kha who looked sad.

"And for you Hey Kha, you are just a lie in my life and I don't want it. After everything is over, we will return to our respective lives." Juan said.

Then went and let Hey Kha with her sadness

That was what made Juan went away from people and also cold to anyone.

* next chapter...