Chapter 3

Before car crash

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On 14th may, in the morning phone's ringing woke me up.this is worth way of waking up.

1 week ago my phone fell into bathroom sink. Now it is turned off and you don't know who is calling you. While searching for phone i found small hair dryer and my mother's shirt whick looks kike it ha bee in cow's mouth the i had dressed in club last night.finally i found it.

-hello

-Nia? -said nataI am sorry I woke you up but something happened. David's father passed away this morning.

David Is my friend from childhood.

-how?-i say

-heart attack. Davis is so sad, I have never seen him this sad in my life.-said nata-you should come to Georgia!!!

-yeah, I wanred too, but what if he will come too?!

- he has bee in in Germany for past 4 years,if he wanted to come he would.

Nata calmed me down.

-yeah I guess-i pause-okay i will come.

-YES!!!I missed you so much.

-i missed you too. I have to tell Alex's driver to drive me home.

-i love Alex so much.

-same, only light place in my life is my stepfather.i love him too

-not only you!!

-idiot!!-i laugh

-are you tanned?

-so so

-i know your "so so". You will be color of my brown wardrobe.  we both laughed.

-did anything else happened in our friend group?

-not really.boys still drink, make stupid jokes and non of them have girlfriend.

-oh come on. who will love them?they are idiots!

-well, i think zuzu is going out with somebody, but me and lena don't know who.

-where is she?

-she went to France for 5 days.

-ok. i have to go now, love you

-love you too.

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I arrived on a 7am flight. Georgia is still same. nothing changed in 4 years.i didn't relly miss this place, but people i love are here. this is my home.

i always try to sleep on a plane.i try but i never do. it is hard for me to return to Georgia. it weights me more than anything.

alex's driver took me home. Elena was awake and tiding up the house.

-you already came nia?how are you?-she hugged me 

-so so i am littel tired.-i said and dragged huge suitcase into the room.-i missed my house

-you have lost a weight. did you eat anything?

- no, there is crisis in the country, you haven't heard?-i smile

-stop joking. now go to sleep, i am going to make a lunch

-sure mrs. Davis-i say and go upstairs.

my room is still same. nothing changed.

i washed my face.the go and look in the mirror. without make-up i still look like problem-free girl.

i noticed the framed photos on the piano. in one of the photos, there are me ,lena and nata,probably 13-14 years old, in other photo me, Lena, Nata, Zuzu, David, Liam(my other friend) and chris are leaning on the car and laughing. chris is wearing blue jeans and white shirt, smokes(as usuall) and smiles.

i touch his face with my fingers and something like a ball stuck in my troat again.

"how long have i not seen you"-i think

i turned off my phone,pulled down the dark curtains and go to sleep.