Reincarnation

I am Harsh Jaiswal, a 21-year old normal college student, I live all alone because both my parents died in a car accident long ago.

I don't miss my parents or feel bad for them because both of them were always busy with their work and never had time for me. They were not on good terms with each other, whenever both of them were at home they were often arguing with each other.

Because of their fights, they never took me anywhere on holidays and always neglected me, whenever I heard my classmates talk about how they had so much fun with their families, An unknown feeling started to emerge deep inside me, it was jealousy, and slowly that jealousy turned into hatred. I started to hate my parents and classmates. 

When I turned 8, they died in a car accident. I didn't feel anything for them, I can still remember the faces of my relatives, I did not shed a single tear at my parent's funeral so they were calling me a monster and a bad omen.

All of them refused to take care of me, but I also didn't need their fake sympathy. But I was just a child at that time so someone had to take care of me,

my distant uncle decided to take care of me. But 2 years later he was murdered.

Now, I'm living all alone, it's morning and I'm preparing my breakfast and getting ready for my college but then I hear some noise at the entrance door?

When I peek from the kitchen, I saw three robbers wearing black masks broke into my house.

"Are you sure it's ok?" said one of them.

"Yeah, I already checked only one person lives in this big house?" Said one of the robbers.

They have come here for robbery, I live alone so they would have thought robbing this house will be a piece of cake. they started to roam around in my house, I take a knife and hide in the kitchen corner.

"Huh? Where is the owner of this house, why am I not seeing him?" One of the robbers said while entering the kitchen.

When he entered the kitchen I grab his mouth with my hand and knock him out using the handle of the knife, however, I knock without making a noise but both robbers notice that something is wrong.

Both of them enter the kitchen where they find their companion who is knocked out. They don't see me because I am hiding behind them, both of them get panicked to see their comrade, I take this chance and slowly get behind them and cut one of the robber's necks.

Blood starts to pour out from his throat like a fountain and everything started to dye red in the kitchen.

"Mon-monster! Help! Somebody help!"

Seeing all this, the last robber started to run in panic while spouting all of this.

But I manage to catch him and easily pin down him in front of the entrance door. And stab both of his legs to restrict his movement, his screams are very satisfying.

After that, I sit down comfortably in front of him and take off his mask, he is younger than me, he is only 17 or 18 years old. He is breathing heavily because of the wound in his leg.

"Plea-please don't kill me, I have a little sister, she is disabled I needed money for her treatment that is why I did this, please spare me, l have to take care of her." He started to beg me to not kill him

but he soon realizes that his pleading is in vain because I have a sinister smile on my face, instead of feeling pity for him, I am happy to see his suffering, his crying face I savor it for some time and after some time I cut his throat slowly.

He suffered for a while and then his body becomes cold and lifeless.

I stand up thinking that now I have to call the police to tell them what happens and that I killed them in self-defense, huh what a tiresome day but I did have some fun. When I looked at myself I was covered in blood.

"Hello, poli…" Someone stabbed me from behind when I was calling the police. when I turned behind to see who it is.

It is the guy who I first knocked out, I should have killed him instead, he again stabs me in the gut.

I gritted my teeth so hard because of pain that I thought my teeth might come off, I clenched my fist tightly and punch him on the face and fell on the floor then I sit on his chest and punch him few more times "damn it, the pain is increasing because of my heavy movement."

The knife is still stabbed in my gut, I take off the knife from my gut and started to stab him in his gut. I was already covered in blood but now I'm completely drenched.

My movements started to become slower and unstable because the wound is fatal. everything is now blurred and I am started to lose my consciousness, well I don't care at least I killed all three of them.

I close my eyes and started to think about my life until now, I got the worst parents, no one ever feel pity for me, I am about to die but I don't regret anything.

Finally, I started to cold and sleepy and I lost my consciousness.

"Hmmm, what happened, did I not die but I'm pretty sure that my wound was fatal, it's dark and I can't move freely." I was still confused about whether I was dead or not.

"Ugh, it's so dark and uncomfortable at least let me move freely" I'm inside something, I can't move my body as I want. The thing I'm inside is narrow.

"Ah! the baby kicked just now." A woman said this, I don't know what she is talking about? Where is baby, forget about baby where is she speaking from, I can't see a thing?

"Really! let me feel it too." This time I hear a men's voice and why is their voice echoing?

What the hell is going on, I feel like something just bumped with me, my head spinning and I'm feeling very odd, and for some reason, I'm hearing someone's heartbeat.

"Looks like baby wants to see mom and dad." Huh? I feel someone's touch when that woman said this.

Are they talking about me, am I that baby, what happened how did I turn into a baby?