Introspection

~Lucielle POV~

Watching Riel lick his fingers clean rocked me to my soul. Especially when he made eye contact with me as he tried to guess the liquid he'd tasted before giving me a radiant smile. My little angel had sucked my dirty off his pure fingers, and he had no idea what he'd done. I've corrupted him, and that made me feel a guilty pleasure.

"Mommy, did you feel good?" His tone was so innocent, like a kid who wanted to have his drawings rated by me.

I wanted to scold him, but it looks like he wanted to do this ever since the other night. I remember he said something about confirming his suspicions when he first saw my face enraptured in pleasure, and he saw it once again earlier.

Agh, I know you want to help Mommy feel better, baby, but not like this...

Now I can't even tell him it's bad. He did it with pure intentions and was being considerate. I don't wanna scold for that. Not to mention I literally moaned out "so good" earlier. I had two opportunities to tell him that what he was doing was wrong, but I completely threw the opportunities out of the window and got off using my innocent son's dainty fingers.

"Um, yes." I'm still not sure if I should have answered at all. There's just something about his inquisitive eyes that compels me to answer.

Then his cute hands clenched into fists, and he shook them in celebration. I swear I could see a tail wagging behind him. He looks so much like a puppy right now.

"Fufu~, I'll make it even better next time!" He proudly proclaimed.

Seeing him so eager makes me even more reluctant to tell him the truth. At this point, there'll be huge repercussions of telling him the truth behind sex and the relationships between a man and a woman. I don't have the credibility of stopping him after moaning and cumming like that.

I also can't destroy my child's innocence. These years of development only happen once. Won't I rob him of his childhood by doing so? I can't even fathom how he would think of me. If he thinks about it, I could have stopped him, but I didn't. Instead, his mother got off using him. How would I feel if someone like that lectured me? I would think my lecturer to be a pervert and a hypocrite.

I'm barely preventing my urge to kick myself from happening. All of this happened because I woke up horny in the middle of the night. How do I even salvage this? Looking out the window, the sun has set long ago. I got lost in my thoughts.

Standing up from the bed, I cleaned myself, and when I came back, Riel was already asleep. Looking at his peaceful visage, I laid down next to him and wrapped myself around him.

"I'm sorry that I'm such a bad mommy." I whispered before kissing him goodnight.

-Maelriel POV-

I woke up feeling refreshed and ecstatic, since my plans went better than expected. I didn't expect Mom to actually say that it felt awesome. Now I'll have an easier time easing her into some steamy fingering sessions.

I still need to make sure not to overdo it, though, to make sure she won't lose the fact that she was the one who corrupted me. For now, I'll just attend my music lessons and do more magic practice in the afternoon. I'm not in a rush to help Mom feel better, after all.

Walking downstairs, Celine was already gone. She must've already started her practice. I used to think that I was working pretty hard because I feel I'm putting in a genuine effort to learn music and magic. Sis is by far even more hardworking than me. She grinds and tests out magic the entire day.

My once not terrible 2:9 win-loss ratio somehow grew to a majestic 2:24. I haven't been able to get any more opportunities to get a favor, but that doesn't matter since we've been taking baths more often. As a result, I've become exceptional at massaging, and Cely doesn't make me do ridiculous things like getting back home with my hands and feet tied together. She wins and has me give her massages on different parts of her body on different days. I've noticed that when I'm done, her face is red, and since we do it after a bath, she's nude so I can see her pussy is soaking wet. I don't know, man; it seems like she's pretty sensitive all over if she's getting horny from simple (insert any non-suggestive region of the body) massage.

I thought I'd win some more, but her immense talent in magic brought itself to the fore, and she quickly replicated my means to create fog, steam, and ice, applying them better than I do. She's also more physically fit than me. While I spend time practicing my music indoors, she's practicing archery, martial arts, sword fighting, etc. Her vast knowledge in fighting led to a series of one-sided landslides victories in her favor.

She really has a knack for combat. Not only can she use her legs to release magic, she can even do simple magic chantlessly. I still need to chant for a water sphere. Sometimes, when I'm able to take a break from trying not to get squished by the mountains of magic she's hurling at me, she looks like she's dancing. I swear I got wrecked once while she was break dancing as she spammed wind slashes with her legs.

Trying to forget those memories, I looked at the table, which had a basket of fruits, a vegetable salad, and a loaf of bread. I know, breakfast is really light compared to the heavy pancakes, bacon, and eggs I had in the past. It took me some time to get used to this, but I like it now.

Sitting at the table, I started eating alone while I thought of how I should approach Aerin. This was pretty hard, since I don't know what I can get away with her. I'm guessing she knows about sex since she seems to be around the same age as my mother, but I don't know what to do with that info.

Should I go for the childhood crush route? That's not reliable because the results all depend on whether she accepts my love. Deciding to think about it more later, I finished my breakfast. Then I took a quick bath and changed into new clothes.

As I was walking out, I saw Mom reading a book in the living room. I gave her a hug and a kiss before finally heading over to Aerin's place to learn music.