paranoid

Joey is a 16 year old kid he is shy and he likes playing on his computer he has a lot a little problem he is paranoid, joey met a girl In a gameshe's called jasmine she's 17 and started talking there message count keeps on going up daily ,Joey loved jasmine since she's just like him but jasmine had a crush on someone called Zack she kept talking about Zack in there chats and how she loves him the thing is that joey is an online friend and Zack is a real life friend of jasmine Soo joey kept on replying trying to help her deep inside he is worried and he likes her but he doesn't know if she likes him back one time Zack told jasmine to meet joey thinking he is a cool guy and it happened they talked for a while and they became friends but they don't talk a lot after days Joey confessed to Jasmine in a long paragraph telling her everything and how he feels broken and he feels pity of himself when she talks about Zack in there chats since then jasmine tells joey about her emotioness and so as joey he told her about his depression jasmine and Joey been chatting daily for days till joey finally doesn't have depression anymore but one day while he is been chatting jasmine talked about ending her self joey got scared and he kept telling her to not till she went offline without replying and instantly went to Zack chats and told him to check on jasmine zack laughed thinking that jasmine is just messing with him after couple min after Zack went serious and told joey about what happened that she hanged herself joey got scared his head went cold his body is hot his face went red he is worried he tried to help but Zack kept on saying that he can't help he is an online friend and that he is acting like a child joey got mad and went furious on zack that the only thing he care about is jasmine being safe Zack kept on talking the same things Zack said he took jasmine phone and he gonna unfriend everyone and he did joey got mad and left the chat and started thinking he friended jasmine and waited for hours he tried to play games but he didn't enjoy them only thinking about jasmine * and here where it begins * joey started thinking that everything is planned up he kept researching checking the messages time and comparing by the times he remembered that jasmine status went offline while they were talking like she went invisible mode he thought he is annoying and she tried to leave him he kept on researching he got an idea to add one of her friends that he played with and if he accepted he gonna check jasmine mutual friends and it did she still had that friend friended except joey he got worried he is depressed again everytime he thinks about it he feels a huge wave of heavy air in his shoulders and he feels he wants to cry but he cant ,thinking everything was planned up and he was just a clown he tried to kill himself multiple times but couldn't the overthinking is destroying him he went crazy and started to stalk if he found out that there's an social media app she's still friend with him on he found her online he saw some videos and he sent a video to her thinking she will see it she didn't suddenly after hours she accepted his friend request he got happy and talked to her feeling a rush of energy in his body he responded she told him she is fine and started laughing a lil about his stupid profile picture and talked if a an asshole the doctor who took care of her in the hospital joey went on and talked and they became friends again they talked daily for weeks since then he didn't her anything from Zack and Joey and jasmine developed a lil crushes on eachother and they started joking of loving each other as a joke till it became real , joey from the start knew there's a day they will unfriend eachother but right now he feels they gonna be friends forever.