pains of yesterday

I felt my head spinning due to lack of sleep,I cried all through the night only to fall asleep in the morning.i reached out for my table clock and noticed it was past midmorning,I quickly rushed out from my room and went for my phone which I left in the sitting room last night.i saw missed calls from Kenny I angrily went back to my room and thought of what happened last night's as everything started coming back to my memory,I went to Kenny apartment yesterday afternoon to pay him a surprise visit only to find him with another girl on bed having sex.. I couldn't bear the pain of seeing them together making love so I shouted my boyfriend's name the moment he noticed me he was so ashamed of himself I didn't bother to hear a word from him I just badge out with tears filled eyes..I could hear him calling my name but I was fucking to angry to wait.i went home and cried my eyes out..I cried and cried till I could no longer cry again...the memory of last night was still playing in my head when I noticed my phone vibrating... quickly I checked the caller and to my luckiest surprise it was my mum calling.. hello mum I said over the phone, hello Cassandra and how have you been doing my mum asked...very well I replied but she noticed my depressed voice and ask if I was okay..are you alright mum asked, yeah mum am fine how is dad ..he is fine mum replied ...ok mum I will call you back I have to prepare for school cos I have afternoon lectures.. alright be a good girl mum advised as usual..and she ended the call..I went into the bathroom take a quick bath and headed for school..I got to school past 1 and walked into the Hall and waited for our lecturer to come give us our lectures..after afternoon lecturers I went to a nearby restaurant to eat before going back home...on getting home Kenny called me but I declined every attempts of him reaching me... Immediately I got a text from him saying 'my love I can explain all that has happened, am at ur door step pls come home in time' .... after reading his text I decided to visit my friend close to my apartment so I won't see him..I stayed there till almost eight in the evening before going back to my apartment..I got home and saw a note on the floor and red roses which I love so much, but out of pain I packed them and dump them in the waste bin not even caring to read the note.