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For the Record: The Nth Time

"It's been a year?" She doubted, "How?... Why?" She have many questions in her mind she desperately wants to find out but before she even realize half of them, she's starting all over again, "It's been a year?" again she doubted, "How?... Why?" She scratched her head out of confusion. She tried to grab everything she could but she can only keep few every morning. "It's been more than two decades... Since this thing happened to me..." He trembly said to himself out of frustration. "How could people be like this overnight?" He questioned with full annoyance, *I've been working hard and yet... And yet this still happens.* He thought as his blood become a raging ocean during storm while seemingly calm on the outside as he stares at her on a distance. *I'm trying to make you realize it over and over but it seems like you never paid attention.* To the one who wish he is being remembered... How long does he have to wait? To the one who wish she remembers... How long will it take her to recognize everything?... Everyone?...

AA_Battery01 · 都市
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"Last night, your second chance was used. You know what that means?" Kitty eyed her.

As expected of Maia, she is not sure of what to response. "Uhm..."

"See, it's like playing a video game and you already lose twice, you only have one bar left, will you risk that one last bar for people who are hard on you? Kitty continued her dialogue.

"Who are those people exactly?" Maia got curious again.

*Your ex for example, people like Ms. Agoncilla, can I really tell you?* Kitty argued in her mind. "If I tell you, trust me you will want to unlearn what I said right after hearing me out. Then the next day you will forget about it, but will ask for it again. And Oh! If you really wanna know, scan your journal later but I suggest for you not to. It's like going in a furnace just because you forgot how it burned you." Kitty leaned back to her chair, crossed her arms and shut her eyes.

"R-really? I-it's that so?...? Okay..." Maia paid her attention. Well, that's how Kitty sees it.

Slightly opening one of her eyes, Kitty peek at Maia. *Did she really mean it? I hope so?* Then fully opened both of her eyes. "Good. After watching the videos, especially the first one, and seeing your other records, I believe that you finally get your situation right now, it seems unbelievable, of course. But you watched yourself made a promise, and I know you're the type of person who keeps her words with all that she can, so I do really hope that you will take this one seriously." She advised Maia.

"Th-then how will I live my life i-if I will take a l-"

"Refer to video number one." Kitty cut in.

"Then... I'll shall prepare for school then." Maia stood up with a dejected look on her face and munched her peanut butter sandwich on her way to her room to get her stuff before leaving for school.

After sensing that Maia is no longer around the kitchen, Kitty suddenly slumped over the table and hold her head for a moment...

*Maia, I'm sorry... You're a good friend of mine. But I cannot be lenient with you this time.* Kitty argued as her palms kissed each other and rested her chin on her thumbs with her eyes shut. *This is for your own good... And I'm afraid that one day, though might be impossible, you will never remember even your past, then you will look at me as if I'm a stranger. You've been a great sister me, to the point that I wish if ever we'll be born again, you will be my twin sister, tied with blood for real...* She smiled bitterly. *But in this life, how am I supposed to watch you forget me? To whom am I gonna tell the matters I cannot even bring up to my parents, brothers, and relatives? I know you teached me how to pray but who is the person I am going to talk with in times I want someone to hug me when I'm disheartened and someone who will never hesitate to slap me on the face when I am making foolish decision in my life? Who is going to be the person who will be my best shipper whenever I have a crush on someone?* Kitty worried.

Inhaling, exhaling. Kitty dropped her hands to her lap and leaned back again to her chair. *Most of all, it's time for you to put your health first. No, I don't doubt. If ever it happens, but better not to, that you use your last chance, you will really focus on your treatment.* Kitty meditated *I trust that you will listen to me.*

"AHHHHH!!!" A rough scream broke out from Maia's room followed by a loud slam of the kitchen door which shocked Kitty's being. "Did Julian just broke up with me?!!!" A snobbing voice of Maia, hoarsened from crying resounden in the room.

The shocked face Kitty just had suddenly tensed up, *Oh come on, I told her not to read that part! Hiss...* "What did I just told you?!" Kitty nagged.

"Were you talking about Julian?" Maia sniffed.

"Aishshsh..." Kitty only managed to scratch her head.