WHEN IT ALL BEGAN....
4 Years ago...
Sara's POV
When life gives you million reasons to cry....we'll always find one reason to smile...and my reason is Chris...
We have been dating for almost 3 years..He stayed with me even during the shittiest period of my life ..He saved me from my abusive past
Though our relationship was like rollercoaster ride.. At the end we managed to find our way back together ...
Growing up as a child was never easier....I've never seen my dad.My so called father left mom when she was pregnant with me ,apparently he didn't want additional burden
My mom abused me ..as I was a constant reminder of the man who left her..After all I was a mistake... Years Later,
My mom married Sam and they had Ashley.. I was always the second choice ...I was never perfect when compared to her.Sam tried his best in being a fatherly figure.
There were days when I wished I was never born..days when I cried myself to sleep.. With no one to comfort me..School was even worse .. Ashley and her friends made my life hell..she managed to turn everyone in school against me by playing innocent little sister.
They circulated my nude pictures to everyone..locked and beat me up in the bathroom..spreading rumors about me being a slut and sleeping around
The thing which hit me most was no one stayed by my side,supporting me.I had no one to lean on,share my problems
Each and every scar in my body is a constant reminder of my abusive past ... They made me who I am today.
I never believed in fairytales until I met Chris at college,initally I was too scared to open up to him,he was very patient in getting to know me...he was my savior everytime something bad happens..he was the only person who looked beyond my flaws...who didn't judge me by my past.The only person who knows the real me...
Looking at the ring in my hand..I knew my future with him would be blissful.
Yeah if your wondering he proposed me ... Last week on my birthday..Lately he has been so busy with work,he's piled up with work so he can take a long break during our wedding
So I actually planned a romantic getaway to Bora Bora ...He always wanted to go there. I'm gonna surprise him at work with the flight tickets and his favorite dish
Hailing a cab .. I went to his workplace...
Alice greeted me at the reception... She has been working here for the past 2 years..she's has always been sweet.
"Hey Alice .. Is Chris in??"
"Y.. yes..but I don't think its the right time for you to go in, he's kinda busy"she stuttered..not looking me at me
There was something wrong in the way she avoided my gaze .. Like she tried to warn me about something..
"No need to worry Alice I just came to surprise him.. I will be fine,he always has time for me "
Nearing his office I had a feeling that something bad was gonna happen..His door was half open ..as i went closer heard muffled sounds of a woman
Weird .. Who is he with??
Opening the door ..only to find my sister Ashley half naked on the desk with her toungue down his throat...
Her clothes were on the floor,they were so caught up that they didn't even notice me standing at the doorstep.I dropped the food container down not able to take in the fact that he cheated on me
His eyes snapped to mine.. He stood up abruptly.."Sweety, calm down. It's not what it looks like"...
I ... I couldn't control the tears that were falling ...
He was my only reason to live ... He was meant to be my knight ,the one to mend my heart
"Really?Are you absolutely sure, because I am pretty sure I saw you two all over each other just a second ago!"...I screamed
"Please why can't we just talk about it? We were just kissing,it's not like we did anything else"
"Even if we did, you shouldn't worry Sara,at least I'm good at satisfying him"she said with a sly smile
"You both make me sick. You know what? I'm out of here,you both rot in hell"...
Throwing the ring at him...
"Don't ever dare appear in front of me and Ashley you can have him,this is what you wanted right ?to break me to the point that I can never fix up"
"Did you think he was gonna marry you ??Aww poor Sara.I'm pregnant with his child.if you can kindly get out we will continue where we left off"
I ran outside... Alice gave me an apologetic look ... So this is what she tried to tell .
How long has he been cheating on me?was he never true to me.she's pregnant??
I didn't know where to go...Sitting at the park bench.. the steady stream of liquid trickling down my face couldn't cure my broken heart..He loved her, not me..
Just like everyone else, he also treated me as a second option.Who would love me after all my own father didn't...
Once you were my sunshine, the one for whom I lit from the inside. I used to feel a frisson of love even if my thoughts turned your way for only a moment.
The image of your face once conjured my smile; I would yearn to dive into your eyes. I would have done anything you asked, given you whatever you wished for.
Siren sounds surrounded me .. Before I could comprehend what's happening I was arrested apparently for killing my own mother...I felt numb
How much can a girl endure in one day.I lost the love of my life and now I'm being dragged away for something I never did
I was too fed up to even argue with them.Could my life get any more worse?..