Unwanted Feelings!

"Why is it only me who is having such an ability?"

Aryan couldn't answer her, how could he, even he himself had not found any answer for it?

"Why do I have to have visions?" she now questioned herself.

"Perhaps to heal others!" he said without looking at her, with a shrug, making her look up at him! He remained looking down the table. Yes, to heal others! This is what he had thought from years, which made him become a psychologist, he hadn't considered his unique sense as something like a curse, he choose it to be his strength instead, which can improve his empathy! And now after knowing that a person like him existed, he wanted her to think the same way, let her embrace herself with everything she was birthed with, and help others!

He looked up, "Just like what you did today!" he smiled!

"Will I be able to make it everytime?"

He nodded, "I trust you can!"

"Will you help me if I can't?" she questioned after a moment of silence, "Just like today?" she added!

His lips curved up, "Always!" he said standing up taking the dishes along with him as he went back to kitchen, to wash up and clean everything, and she just glared him!

It felt weird yet nice to have him all of a sudden in her life! She didn't know why had he first denied to accept her offer and the reason behind him believing her, but she was thankful! Thankful for everything he did! At once, she recalled what the lady had said her that day, just before she bumped into him, she said that she will be finding her belief soon! Tara now couldn't realise that was it he who was her belief that she found or the one that he made her believe in herself!

She saw him working with the dishes, and finally he switched off the lights, and came to her, took the diary which he now put inside his coat! It felt strange to see him cook and wash with that suit on! Wasn't it uncomfortable? "You can change if you want!"

He looked at himself, his coat was a little wet now, he smiled looking up, with a shook, "I am alright!"

She said nothing, "Well it's time for you to sleep!" and before even she could say anything, he took the grip over the handle and pushed the chair, towards her room until she reached her bed! He went out to get medicines and water for her and in the mean time she attempted to stand up, her leg pained! But she still tried!

It felt uncomfortable in a very strange way to sit and sleep all the day. As much as she tried, her leg pained, but still she managed to get up, letting her other leg bear all her weight, and as soon as her injured leg touched the ground, she flinched in pain and fell back at sudden, her eyes shut instinctively preparing for whatever pain that was going to embrace her, but all she felt were a huge arms that surrounded her shoulder from back and waist from front, she slowly opened her eyes only to see him who had a frown settled on his face!

"I told you to not!" he said calmly! She said nothing again, and he lifted her up, sat her on the bed, and she let him again!

She sighed leaning against the restwall, and found herself observing him again, who now reached her with medicines, she streched her hand out, as he gave her, she soon gulped them down with water!

She really hated medicines, especially with the fact that many doctors had suggested her the ones which never helped her, neither with her visions nor with her panic attacks!

Aryan chuckled taking the glass back, as she almost grimaced, "Now rest!" he said, and she lay as he said still observing him! He covered her with sheets, up to her shoulders and looked at her again, "Goodnight!" he said!

She said nothing, and so he moved away, she was about to tell him to switch off the lights as her hand flew but stopped in its midway when he switched them off himself before leaving the room, closing the door! Her hand now rested on her belly!

Tara stared the roof in silence, she recalled the moment when she decided to rest while he was changing!

When she shot her eyes open, he was seated in front of her, taking the book in his hands and turning pages! Time felt at pause when she observed him, in the suit he wore, it suited him very well and he almost resembled her father!

And the moment when he called her name, at the dining table, so sweet and gentle, that it almost surprised her! No one had ever said her name out in that way until now, except her parents! No one has cooked for her and no one had taken care of her the way he did today! He hadn't said anything consoling but his eyes did it instead!

Her uncle and cousin were always ahead to help her but she pushed them away, not wanting anyone to get close to her again, cause losing was unbearable! But this man, she let him in, and help her! So much that now she was beginning to feel in an unwanted way! He was making her think of her parents again, all so sudden!

She shut her eyes tightly, not wanting to let herself surrender to whatever she was feeling, tears fell down her closed eyes, and this time though she found her sleep, nightmares found her!

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Aryan as soon as he got up, took a slight bath, bandaged himself again! He decided to wash her father's cloth after breakfast, cause he felt like she was connected to it! He was surprised when she offered him it, and when it meant so much for her yet she offered it, he couldn't deny it as well! And also had he liked it, the colour had brought out the charm in him!

With a smile, he got out of his room, and prepared breakfast for her, when he was done, he took a note of time! It was still early, yet he went to wake her up, she can rest after having something for herself, if she didn't have enough rest! He knocked the door once though he can guess she still haven't woken up yet! He then pushed the door open gently, and saw her still sleeping, he reached her!

But as he did, a frown settled on his face as her brows were pulled together, and she murmured something he couldn't understand, her grip over the sheets were tightening, and she kept tilting her head left and right!

Was she having a nightmare?

When he sensed that she was beginning to have more of it that she even started sweating, he hurried to her side, sitting beside her! He gently slapped her cheek calling out her name!

"Tara!"

"Tara...!"

He looked at her concerned when her closed eyes rolled and she opened her eyes with a gasp! Her eyes searched her surroundings until they fell on him!

"Are you alright?" he asked!