Reasons To Live?!

"What relation do you think I have with Rita?!" Tara asked!

He became thoughtful, this was also what he was thinking about!

"Except her being an employee in my company!" she added!

"I don't think any either!" he said.

She breathed leaning forward, "Something weird happened today!" Aryan frowned but remained silent letting her continue, "At first I only saw the lady standing up on the railing, and I felt that she was about to die! But I didn't know where she was exactly!" Aryan nodded thoughtfully, "It was when I tried to see something more though I knew I never worked on it and also had it never happened!"

"So...you saw the vision on your will, cause you wanted to?!" he asked now remembering the way she had tightly shut her eyes!

Tara nodded, "It is....a development!" he said, she sighed her shoulders fell, "But I might can't do it anymore! It....pained thrice more than it usually does!!"

Aryan still remembered the way how tears streamed down from her closed eyes, her hand that rested on her chest clenching! He took a deep breath, "Then just don't do it again!"

She smiled, "If you were me, would you still say the same to yourself?!"

"I don't mind losing my life while saving someone's! I don't care anymore!!" she looked up at him where he stood beside her, "Cause I found my belief!! I had never tried things cause I always failed, but now when I am here, I can't take a step back!!"

Silence hit him, he couldn't say anything, cause....she was now thinking like him! Well it was his bad, he made her think so, didn't he?! Aryan taking a deep breath sat beside her, "I understand! But atleast until you get used to it?!" he asked hopefully!

She just stared him in silence, if she tries more and more only then can she get used to it, right?! "Alright!" she said just that, and leaned against the bed wall. Her gaze still fixed on him, "The whole time I was standing there..... I thanked you inward!"

"Why?"

She smiled, "If it wasn't you who stopped me firing her, she would have long ago attempted to die! And... I might have not saved her!!"

She breathed, "May be, that's the reason! May be, I could really save her and that is why I saw her?!" she chuckled!

Aryan smiled, "May be!"

She then again stared him for a brief moment making him frown, "I know nothing about you!!" she said out of blue!

"You actually did research!!" he said nodding his head!

She shook her head, "I....know nothing about you! Not much as you know about me!!"

He became silent again, what would he say, this lady had disclosed everything but he, he didn't say anything about himself! Atleast the proper reason to treat her! "There's is nothing special to know about me!" he lied which he always regretted!

He breathed looking down his hands, "I have always been alone, had never let anyone in cause that only feared me more!!"

"After becoming a doctor, I only thought of treating! That was the only reason I had to live!"

She could understand, but even trying to find a reason to live, that sounded hurtful!!

Tara leaned forward suddenly embracing him, making him taken aback! He looked up not knowing what to do, "I don't know how to console, but....I hope this will work!"

After a minute of silence, he embraced her as well, his hands resting back her waist and his head on her shoulder, he chuckled, "Thankfully it works!!"

She smiled faintly, "Is it still your only reason to live?"

He took a minute to reply, "I am....not sure anymore!!"

By now, he wasn't sure anymore!! He really wasn't!!

"Don't make saving others your only reason to live!" he said, "I am experienced!"

She nodded, "Then help me find some other!" she said now feeling strange that she is trying to have a reason to live as well! Well development was that she wanted to live, while also willing to die to change her visions, isn't this strange enough?!

"Do you even need to find one?!"

She chuckled, "I might become insane if I didn't!!"

"You are already!!"

Tara hit him on the shoulder, he chuckled. "Well, you might find one in future!" he assured!

She with a chuckle nodded, pulled herself away from him, "You feel okay?!"

He shook his head, his one hand flew up to check her temperature, back of his hand touching her forehead while his other hand still rested on her waist, he nodded thoughtfully, "You still need to rest!"

"With this high temperature you went up! You are daring!"

With a shook, she looked up at him as she lay down, "Goodnight!" He stared her for a moment, his left hand coming up to caress her hair again, which now was stopped half the way, his brows raised, giving her a look of 'Won't you slap it away now?!'

She rolled her eyes fulfilling his wish, slapping his hand away! He chuckled, and for her surprise, he suddenly leaned in, closer, her heart skipped a beat as he placed a gentle kiss on her forehead! Their gaze got locked as he pulled himself away, she remained silent not understanding what had made him do that!

He just smiled, "Goodnight!!" he said, caressing her head twice softly, he got up, covering her up with sheets, switching off the lights, he went off closing the door! While she still remained silent, he really was daring! A smile crept over her face as she grabbed the sheets up, turning, closing her eyes she tried to sleep!

While Aryan, in his room, sat in front of his table, writing down everything she saw, with date and time, and the fact that she tried to see more and getting succeed! He then closing it, opened his diary, writing what he never said to anyone, like usual! Just like her diary held her secrets, his diary held his feelings!

His fingers remaining on her name! Tara! The only person whom he had let in in his life! The only person.... who could understand him, as they suffered the same! She might be the only one to feel what he felt as well, yet, here he was, hiding his secret! As days passed by, he was now beginning to feel the guilt within, as he was....getting close to her! Closer and closer! She made him feel it, but he didn't know why, he feared the future!

She had said that she was experimenting, but here, he was being effected instead her, well, may be both! He could see changes in her, and that is what feared him, their future!

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Tara couldn't sleep last night and so, getting up early, she tried to walk, only to check if her leg was okay or still in pain, but surprisingly, she could walk, still with the help of cane though! The painkiller he had gave her yesterday night might have worked well, as she got out of her room after having a bathe, she today decided to prepare breakfast for him! It took her some time, with her injured leg, but well her head injury was completely healed atleast, just the pain she had suffered while having the vision was painful, yet the medicines helped her!

When she was done, she knocked his door, when she didn't get any response, she opened the door slowly, and as she reached in, Tara saw him still sleeping, peacefully! She smiled as she sat on the bed, staring him, 'Don't make saving others your only reason to live!'

'I am experienced!'

'Do you even need to find one?!'

She recalled his words! "Do you need a reason to live as well Aryan?!" she whispered, her hand flew to caress his hair, for the first time! She knew he liked doing it with her but she didn't know why, and now doing it herself, she knew, it felt like an addiction as she kept running her fingers through his hair! Aryan stirred in sleep, making her withdraw her hand immediately, and seconds later he slowly opened his eyes! He frowned, slowly getting up, "Did I sleep too long?!" he asked confused!

Tara smiled, "It is me who woke up early!"

"Well I'll leave you!" she said with a nod and shrug, he just saw her getting out of the room! Weird it was, as much as he observed she didn't wake up this early before! Did she even sleep?!

As he went out after getting up fresh, he was surprised to see the table already filled with dishes! His eyes searched for her and soon she came out of the kitchen, sitting in the chair, and their gaze got locked! "You can cook?!"

"My skills were enough to fill MY stomach!" she shrugged!

He nodded thoughtfully, "Can I trust your skills then?!"

She nodded, "I am sure you won't die!!" Tara scoffed.

He chuckled, "I pray to come out of the battlefield by victory!!"

She rolled her eyes as he joined and she could see, he liked what he ate, ofcourse, she cooked only for him after all! "You can cook!" he said giving a thoughtful nod!

Aryan especially liked the cinnamon tea, seems like she is a tea person as well!!