ch_01 life inside/introduction

"Blue sky is in the distance. It feels so close. Yet, I cannot grab it even if I reach out with my hands I looked up at the stars before. The stars that I cannot reach and the wishes that will not be granted. There is nothing we have been able to leave behind for each other. Therefore, traces and memories will disappear someday. But still.. Even if it will not reach her, there should be something that will remain in our hearts. There is nothing that remains in our hands, but we lived the same time and looked up at the same things. If I can remember that… I can believe that we can be together even if we are far apart." Emiya Shirou

DAY 2 8/11/2020 3:43 pm

*sigh* 'why must I be so GOD DAMM BORED'

It has been days and I have not gotten out to see the sun since this sh*show started.

If you want to know what I have done for 8 months. well, you can say I have been staying home since this lockdown happened. and I am not a fan of it since it is not my thing. hell, I was planning on going to see people at the school ball but my mother went out witch I had to can it and just miss out witch sucks now that 2020 is affecting me and my plans for this year.

And as for what has happened in the other area Beirut. I think I got the name right. yeah, I got the name right, and I think you all know since it happened just outside the town of Jordan a week ago. thanks to a corrupt government it ended in a riot. and it is just making this world darker to live in.

And as for Victoria Australia. the place is still in panic mode by how much havoc COVID is doing right now and it also had to be a permanent lock since 2 female a**holes went around and caused fear while they were in Australia. and that is not all from what I heard. THEY LIED ABOUT IT. so yes it is just sad that they are not getting the motto and are just ignoring the rules about the restrictions and social distancing. but that is life.

Oh. I almost forgot. my name is Aden. I am a 20-year-old Australian man and ex-school student who is dreaming of going to another world and living there as we speak.

And if you are a space nut like me and have watched space x streams. I can tell that you all want to get off this world too. well. you are welcome to join the official you are not alone club. and yes this story is why I am writing down these entries in my journal since I am wanting to remember where I left off during my time back home and in other areas... without losing my mind.

That night I put on some music and played songs by my fave cinematic rock band Starset while I watched 7 news on my tv just to see what was happening in this world. and as grim as it is. this COVID thing will start bouncing back if we are not careful with what we are doing right now.

5:30 pm.

After asking what would be for dinner I decided to hop on to discord and talk to people about what happened to the 2 dogs we had today. and if you do not know. well, let me bring you back to yesterday. when we found two stray dogs at home.