Bitter

(Author Note Vera uses he and him internally while everyone else uses she, her, in reference to Vera)

(Mereth)"Vera I want you to look at this."

(Vera)"What is it, what are you doing?!"

She flashed him with her breast and put them back, with a sneaky grin.

(Mereth)"You weren't turned on, I can tell that means you switched preferences now."

(Vera)"I am not gay!"

Giggling at the response she still realized Vera was still new to everything so it was going to be a long road for her, Vera still hasn't broken the essential internal crux of perceiving herself as a man.

(Vera)"I am going to get some sleep, don't bother me."

(Mereth)"Hey I get it, it's hard so rest up."

Mereth pulled the blanket over Vera and killed the candle light, only darkness filled the room as she left.

(Vera)"I hate this body so much, I will fight her and get out of here so somebody can fix it!"

Holding his small hands into a fist, he felt hatred when he touched his body that was foreign to him. It was all wrong but he was powerless, he fell asleep still struggling to move and refusing to give up the fight.

(Mereth)"Breakfast dear freshly squeezed with every drop courtesy of me."

Reaching over he grabbed the cup again and began to drink, he felt filled after finishing it but it remained with a sticky white texture in his mouth.

(Mereth)"Vera it's not proper to not swallow, you gotta eat it all."

(Vera)"Mhm"

It reminded him of the potions that he drank, just instead of blue and slimy it was white and sticky with a delicious taste.

(Mereth)"You new outfit is here, I got rid of that dusty robe."

(Vera)"But that robe was the only thing I owned?!"

(Mereth)"I understand the feeling dear it does carry alot of sentimental for everyone, but being my apprentice you need to right uniform to show it. So lets get you changed."

He felt refreshed and ready to run a mile, but when he saw the outfit he stare at it blankly in the bed.

(Mereth)"You don't like it? Me and Quela both wear it, what else would you wear around here?"

Getting up silently he felt himself tower over his previous height and he was now equal with Mereth in height, after struggling to put on the outfit silently with Mereth helping he finally stepped out of the room.