Party?

For nearly two hours, Alex couldn't sleep at all. After how horrible the night had been, the feeling of being betrayed still left a bad aftertaste in him. He saw where the problem lied, he knew he was good to others. But he would have never imagined that someone could do such a horrible thing to their own savior. 

"He must've lied about how he became a criminal too," Alex thought. Nobody capable of doing such a thing could be a simple thief. 

The other thing that had horrified him was the reaction he had shown to betrayal. He had nearly killed the man. Although the man had tried to kill him too and definitely deserved it, he was still shocked that he could even think of doing such a thing. 

"At least I didn't kill him. I don't think I am capable of that right now," he thought. His master had said that he would have to kill to survive in this cruel world very soon. He didn't want the very soon to become now.