Loosing all hopes

"Get up already! Are you going to end your day sleeping and doing nothing like u did with your studies and carrier?" An angry irritated female voice came from nowhere to the only male emperor in this planet who has his claim over every single girl in this world. "Ahh wait its morning already! FUCK! Why does good dreams always come in the morning. Time to start the boring daily life again. Doesn't God get tired of watching over this boring world! Who cares...

19 years old boy named Ashok is just staying at home taking tuitions for cracking NEET examination to his third attempt. His 12th marks were not so good so that he could get admitted into a good govt. collage. During that year he did not get a single class because of lockdown. He was neither that kind of student to study of his own. Got his first gf, tried his luck in trading investing quite a few monies for that age of a boy, had a few good friends.... Along with his beautiful result he lost everything.

No relatives, no friends, got dumped by that only one gf and parent's behavior getting worse day by day. What can be worse loosing hairs at the age of 19? Yes! Count that also. For three years it was like the worse time he had ever. His only good time is when he sleeps or plays mmorpg where no one could see what a looser he is and behave normally.

Today he must fill his application form to take NEET. While he was crossing the road, he heard a familiar voice, the only voice which he wants to hear calling his name over and over is laughing so happily with the Casanova he hated most. He always wished her that much happy but not with anyone else but with him. Suddenly something happened, the only thing he could see was his ex-girlfriend laughing, the only thing he could hear was her voice everything else went blur. Suddenly he heard a horn. When he was about to move "SHIT" It's too close. . . everything went blank and so dark he had only one wish that time, "Oh God I wish I could lead my life more properly like others or happier than others enough to make anyone jealous ;)

"AS YOU WISH" a deep soft male voice raised.