Chapter 4 New Friends

Erica you coming over still? Yeah I'm coming down the road now. I make it to Jazz mama house in walks in the house. Hey everyone hey Erica my baby ran up to me Auntie Erica. Hey baby so as I walk in I look to the left I see her sitting on the chair.

I'm like who is this right here. This my friend I met yesterday I was telling you about. I look at her face I know you from some where I know you too. I'm thinking she said smart start Ooh yeah I do remember you and your sister. How have you been boo Ooh nothing but working and taking care of my babies.

We talk we caught up with each other. Just know I met her before I had my baby girl and she is a cool laid back chick an knew how to party. I finally met back up with her in her name is Tonya it's something about her that I was seeing in her.

We got to meet we all started hanging. But then I had a trouble come up. I never thought in my life that I would have to deal with this at my age. I go to the doctor faithfully every 6 months to get tested but this one day I left with the worse news ever. I go in he shows me all the damages inside of me from when I was a child.

I look at the pictures in said dang why me so I'm scared because he wants to go in my stomach in she what all he needed to remove. He comes out in say baby I can't see nothing in there in if I try in remove anything I might do damage. I try in move it hurts.

He said come back in a month to have the scarred tissues removed. I went back and got it removed he was able to see why I was hurting so bad. He showed me the tumors, sis and cancer in my overran area. He said imma have to give you a full hysterectomy at the age of 23.

You is young why you have all of this Erica so I told what happen to me when I was a child. He was like you not even supposed to have one child because this been in you for years. I looked at him like no tell me that's a lie. Because I wanted one more child I lost my last one I wanted to try for another one but he said no it won't even live.

I went home in cried because I wanted another child but it wasn't in gods plan. I prayed in left it in gods hand I know he had me covered. I came out of surgery feeling horrible but I didn't have no more pain in my lower parts. But he already warned me I'm going to have a lot more problems with my stomach after this surgery. And he was right I develop a whole lot of problems. I had to have about 8 surgeries in just 2 years.

And he told me I have to get it done every five years to have the tissue removed out of my stomach to keep my organs from connecting together again. I got to go home I healed up and was ready to get out the house in move around. But then I happen to run into Jazz and my friend Tonya from long time ago. So as I walked in the house in Tonya looking at me like I did something to her. Jazz came to me in said you know she mad with you so she not speaking to you.

I go in tell Tonya let me speak to her for a minute. She was like yeah what you want? So I ask what's your problem with me? She started telling me things Jazz said I said because she was cock blocking my game with Tonya. I remember telling Jazz I like Tonya in Tonya is the type of girl I would like to be with. Jazz thrown salt in my game with Tonya in she was mad at me thinking I said something I didn't say so I told Tonya exactly what I said.

An so she was like you liked me first? I was like yeah I do I always did I never thought you like women like that I always thought you like men. She was like if you would of came to me I would of told you myself what I liked. Me and Tonya started getting close she always came by my house in we always hung out together clubbed and all together. One day her in Jazz was having a moment she came at like 3 in the morning.

I was up doing something she called. Hello Erica are you woke? Yeah what's up Tonya? Can you come out I really need to talk to you right now. I got up in went out the door not knowing she been drinking but she brought a bottle with her. We got in the truck in rode off away from my house into a dead end road where nobody stayed.

We talked what's wrong Tonya? I just can't deal with your friend no more like she really crossed the line with me. We talked we drinking a whole bottle that night sitting in a dead end road. We talked it was getting late she was like I really appreciate you for listening to me. I was like I will always be here for you no matter what.

So as she was takening me home I was thinking to myself like dam why would she mess up somebody that good like her. She is what I want in a women but it's to bad she got her first. But in my mind I was thinking why I couldn't get her first she is what's real in I liked that I never thought in my life I would meet a women who is about her business in not about games.

From that day I knew I was gone catch feeling for her but had to come to reality like dam she got it before me and messing up. From that day I had time to think I knew I found new people in my life in change was coming.