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Endless Loop: I live to die, die to live!

"Reason of my existence? I don't know. I don't know, that's why I enjoy it to death... quite literally." Jeremy, a young man is an enigma of nature. Unable to die, he is a true immortal in one sense, while a pitiful mortal in another. After each death, his soul escapes from the clutches of the universe and travels into other worlds, timelines, planets, galaxies, or even the universe, giving him a new chance at life. He has lived many lives such as newborn infants, stone-age ancestors, futuristic kings, and beggars. "I hope I am not a fat, ugly bastard this time..." Jeremy prayed to god, but his thoughts in the next moments were, "How should I commit suicide this time?" Fate being a fickle little sl*t, had transferred Jeremy into a body of ugliest looking existence he has seen. And to top it off, he couldn't commit suicide due to strict laws of planet! "I WANT TO DIE!" *** MC is selfish and a little eccentric. Do not get triggered if he doesn't play by conventional methods. True story starts once the 49th life ends, try to hold to the end! I will try my best to make it as entertaining as possible! This is my first novel so thank you for reading it!!

Not_Mikey · 都市
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26 Chs

First Death

Inside a dark room, a man abruptly opened his eyes and patted his body all around as if making sure that his body wasn't still burning.

 

After patting and touching every part of his body, he sighed in relief and fell back on the plush bed.

 

"I escaped from the shit hole…"

 

Jeremy breathed a rugged breath, 'Burning alive is the worst…'

 

He then looked around the room and was impressed, it looked like a huge bedroom with a double bed in the centre of the room, a bathroom door on the edge and a walk-in closet.

 

Although he was rich in his last life, he wasn't respected. But now looking at the lavish room all for himself, and feeling his toned body, Jeremy felt better.

 

Maybe it was worth it to burn in the lava after all.

 

He stood up and walked to the light switch but he couldn't find any. So he clapped twice and as expected, the lights turned on.

 

'Decently advanced,' Jeremy made a mental note and walked towards the dressing area, looking at himself in the mirror.

 

And as soon as he looked at himself, he smiled. This time genuinely.

 

The face wasn't super handsome like some models, but it was definitely above average with a chiselled jaw and slick blonde hair. His skin was slightly tanned and his body was well-built.

 

And this was what Jeremy preferred. It wasn't obnoxiously handsome that he will attract unwanted attention, and neither was it ugly to trouble him in picking up girls.

 

All in all, it was perfect.

 

Now what left was to know more about himself, so he walked around the room till he spotted his smartphone. And luckily, it opened at once via facial recognition.

 

'As expected, no one is as stupid as the dumbfucking Luke.' Jeremy spat coldly as he swiped through the phone.

 

He first opened the gallery to check his pics and relationships.

 

Jeremy grinned widely and swiped upwards, 'This is some quality material.'

 

He clicked on a video where a single girl was being pinned down by three men and being recorded as they played with her. At the end of the video, it was mentioned that it was with consent.

 

There were more of such porn videos, some were with a step-sister stuck and some were with a granny. In the end, after scrolling a bit, Jeremy realised what he was.

 

A pornstar.

 

'Not bad, not bad.' Jeremy then opened the contacts app, to check the available family members and friends.

 

And as expected of his job, his contact was filled with various girls, directors and other 'partners'. But by the use of keywords, Jeremy found out the possible family members.

 

First was Mother <3. It should be his real mother since rest were served as milk mommy, sugar mommy and etcetra.< p>

 

Second was Ugly Sis :( It should be his real sister since rest were step sisters with a peach emoji.

 

Third was Father. There was no other thing related so it was quite obvious. Seems like the og body didn't like rainbows.

 

'So no brother or something, right?' Jeremy searched brother, but there was no match. There were some guys saved as Bro from another mother, broski, or lil bro. But there was no name saved as 'brother'.

 

Maybe his lil bro meant his real little brother, but Jeremy highly doubted that. Probably the lil bro was a teasing name for a cuck or a small dicked friend, or maybe just named that out of spite.

 

'Seems like a normal person so far, my name is Johnson but I go by the name Johnny for the shoot. I guess I can see the inspiration.'

 

Jeremy scoffed in his mind but then glanced at his messy styled hair, 'I'm not bald though.'

 

***

 

After spending a total of 3 hour in going through his phone, Jeremy found out a lot of things about the world that Johnson lived in. The name of the world was Earth.

 

It seemed like it was his first time coming in this world, but somehow he felt like he heard this name many times in the past.

 

It was distant. It was distorted. But he does remember, he remembers how a person was telling him something.

 

***

 

In a distant past--

 

It was suffocating.

 

Jeremy opened his mouth to scream, to complain, to cry. But nothing worked, water rushed into his open mouth and he trashed in the water, fighting against the current.

 

Suddenly, a bigger hand caught his smaller one, pulling him against the flow.

 

Jeremy opened his eyes but water rushed, making everything appear much hazier than it was supposed to be.

 

The faceless figure turned to Jeremy and opened its mouth but no words came out.

 

*SPLASH*

 

The figure and Jeremy tore through the surface and the figure hugged Jeremy tightly, stroking his hair again and again as he coughed without reprieve.

 

"Jeremy! Jeremy stay awake!"

 

Jeremy heard a voice urging him but he was feeling drowsy.

 

"I can't…"

 

"YOU NEED TO! JEREMY STAY AWAKE!" the voice distorted, screaming in Jeremy's year. He looked up but the figure stayed faceless.

 

"Yak-"

 

"Jeremy." The figure interrupted hurriedly, "We don't have any time Jeremy. Listen to me very carefully right now."

 

Jeremy nodded his head, he was still only 5 years old but he was hailed as a genius amongst his peers.

 

He appeared attentive, although his mind was only thinking about sleep.

 

"Jeremy your name is Jeremy. J-E-R-E-M-Y! Remember that! You are from Earth! E-A-R-T-H! Remember that! You lived in New York! N-E-W-Y-O-R-K! Remember that! You need to come to our house! You need to, Jeremy!"

 

The voice screamed and Jeremy nodded subconsciously, feeling his eyelids close.

 

"Tell me your name!" the figure shook Jeremy violently.

 

"J…Jere…Jer-"

 

Jeremy opened his mouth to speak and tell his name, but before he could finish, an unforgettable noise filled his ears.

 

*Bang*

 

*HONKKKKK*

 

A gunshot pierced the air as a gun blasted the figure's head into flesh and blood, in the distance Jeremy could see a huge ship heading towards his body but there was no point in that.

 

Without the figure's help, Jeremy began to trash and drown.

 

He resisted for a whole minute until his eyes closed.

 

That was his first death.