Sound Reasoning

LUKE POV

As I start to get closer to the cafe I can not help my hands shaking just a little bit. I might be seeing the beautiful Mikayla once again. I quickly drink another two pills and make sure that this time I am not running out because of my heart. The funny part of all of this is that it is my heart that wants to see her again. But my heart struggles to handle her presence and completely lose all control.

We stop at the cafe and I tell my driver to leave. I do not know what I will find once I open these doors but everything in me hopes that she will be sitting at that bar. I really do not know what I will say to her if I see her again. All I remember is her standing at the window just staring at me and that was enough for me to fall completely for her.

I open the doors and my eyes immediately fall on the beauty sitting at the bar. I put my hand on my chest to make sure that my heart is beating a normal rhythm. Everything feels normal but why is it that my hands can not stop shaking. It seems like she has a hold on me that I can not escape or is it that I do not want to escape it.

I force myself to step closer to the bar and then find a seat on the opposite side of the bar. I make sure that she can see me and I can see her. Then I call the bartender closer and order a drink for her. I can not keep my eyes off of her and I can only hope that she also wants to see me.

MIKAYLA POV

I can not believe that I am being so childish as to think that he might be at the cafe at the same time that I am here. So, I decided to just take out my book and continue reading. Then the bartender gives me a drink which I have not ordered. Suddenly, I get a flashback from this weekend, in my hometown, when Luke ordered a drink for me.

Then hope springs up in my heart that maybe this drink is from Luke. I can not help as my eyes start to search the room again like I did when I just walked in and then my eyes lock with the most beautiful intense blue eyes I have ever seen. My heart immediately starts to race as the man sitting on the opposite side of the bar is, indeed, Luke.

I can not help as a bright red color fills my cheeks almost immediately. I quickly break my gaze with him and try to look as normal as possible. I do not want him to think that I do not want his company but I do not know how to act normally around in.

It seems a conflict has started in my heart as I want him to come and sit next to me and talk to me. But on the other hand, I do not know if I would be able to handle him next to me right now. Of course, I did walk into this place looking for him and now that he is here, suddenly I do not know what to do with him.

LUKE POV

I can not seem to get over the beauty that she is. Then I watch as she turns a bright red color and I can not control my arousal for her. She is already beautiful without that color on her cheeks but when she turned away trying to hide her beautiful cheeks, I just could not control myself anymore. I need to be next to that woman right now.

MIKAYLA POV

Then suddenly I feel a presence next to me and I know it must be him. I try to act as normal as possible and then turn to look into his eyes. But to my disappointment, it is not Luke. It is Dr. Gehard. What is he doing here?

"Hey"

I suddenly start to search the room for Luke and he is nowhere to be found. Oh no, is he thinking that we are a couple? Dr. Gehard is actually more like an irritation than anything else. I hope that he has not been spooked away by him sitting next to me.

LUKE POV

I start to walk towards her, ready to face this beautiful woman. I am just about to take my seat when I watch as someone else takes a seat next to her. My heart immediately drops into my shoes and I thought to myself, of course, she has a boyfriend. There is no way that a woman like that can be without one.

I watch as he put his arm on the back of her chair and I know that he is obviously someone that she is comfortable with. I feel like a fool and I know that I just need to get out of here. I make my way out of the cafe as fast as possible and try to keep any dignity that I have left.

MIKAYLA POV

I can not help as frustration starts to push up in my heart and even a little bit of anger too. What is this man doing here? He does not even know that I come here after my shift as I would like to keep this place separate from my work. I know there is a place around the corner where all the doctors hangout but I choose not to go there and walk a bit further away from that cafe. So, the only way that he could have known that I am here, is if he followed me.

I do not want to be rude to him right now but I can not help it as he quite possibly took away my chances with Luke.

"What are you doing here?"

I watched as a shock and horror falls on his face but I do not care as I can not control my emotions right this second. Because all I see is the guy that messed up my chances with Luke. I have no more sound reasoning left in me.