Oneshot seventeen, conversation

Emmy POV

When ever someone ask me in an interview or just an out of the blue question if I would ever do a sex scene I always reply with it depends or I have to think about it. One hand I'm comfortable with my body and am down but on the other I want to respect what me and daveed have. Now I have no problem with him doing that stuff. It's his job but it's different for a man. I sat and thought about the matter before Daveed came and sat next to me on the sofa next to me. I panicked a bit but finally figured out that the only way to get rid of my worry was to clear the air.

Daveed: hey emmy what's goin on you look worried about something

Emmy: yeah i am, um i just had this on my mind for a hot sec and wanna clear out the elephant in the room, well the elephant i can only see, no uggggg.

Daveed: Emmy, slow down and just talk to me, you seem so nervous and for what I'm here. Is it because of me?

Emmy: no no that's not it at all

Daveed: okay then tell me what's happening

Emmy: daveed i know youve been naked and have had sex scenes in shows and in movies, and its been running on my mind that what if a job ever requares me to do one or just to be naked.

Daveed: okay and?

Emmy: i just wanted to know how you'd feel about me doing that

Daveed: emmy i don't control what you do with your body so do as my want with your body, the only thing i don't wanna see is you getting hurt

Emmy: i know but i just want you to be honest about how'd you feel about it

Daveed: emmy it's only your option to do what you want on camera just know you don't always have to

Emmy: daveed i love you

Daveed: i love you to but just know this

emmy : whats?

Daveed: no matter what you do on camera with your lovely body i won't be mad i'll just be mad at whos in the same scene

Emmy: daveed nooo!

I collapse into his arms pushing him onto the couch as we kiss each other and he holds me again.

The next day I woke up to my phone ringing, I rolled over and answered trying to be as quiet as possible trying not to disturb Daveed, when I answered the phone I was surprised to hear the director of the umbrella. He goes on about whatever I wasn't paying attention to until he said something that caught me by surprise.

Ellen: hey emmy im so sorry to be calling so early in the morning but i would just really want to consult you on something quite urgent

Emmy: sure sure what's so pressing

Ellen: Well in one of the episodes there is going to be a certain scene that I'd only be able to describe as surprising.

Emmy: and by surprising do you mean i'm gonna die again

Ellen: oh god nooooo, what i mean it that it involves you and another sunifacte other of the show

Emmy: um…

Something in me wanted to say no. I was unfcinfrotabel about doing something like this but I was willing to explore and step outside of my comfort zone, so I said yes.

Emmy: um sure sure i'd be down to do that

Ellen: okay are you sure you don't have to do it if your not comfortable

Emmy: no noi its fine im really trying to explore more into that side of acting

Ellen: Well let me just say it's not what you'll be expecting…

She hung up and i instantly felt a wave of panic wash over me, i would have to wait until the script was finished for that episode to know half of what's i agreed to

Daveed: so…

Emmy: yeah

Daveed: just remember it's your choice and you shouldn't feel obligated or uncomfortable when doing something like this

Emmy: i know but i think i can handle it

Daveed: And that's why I love you!