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I always asked myself. "what whould happen if I die?" There is a god or nor? I'm always rest beacuse of my frail body, I was never a healthy man. when other children were running, I had spend time in hospitaI. I spent most of my time in anime worlds to run away from this cruel world. I always have a wish to die and reborn in anime world. If there is a god here please fulfill my wish, and I close my eyes slowly